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alanitis

alanitis

Enough with the optimism
Jul 9, 2020
18
Just to be in love, its all i ever wanted
Don't ever lose it by doing anything stupid(like I did).I assume your definition of love is the same as mine and I believe its beautiful when the person you love loves you back.Two humans in love with each other. As easy as it sounds, it isn't. Take care and hope your dream comes true soon. :heart:
 
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Morphinekiss

Enlightened
Jun 8, 2019
1,207
Have my own family. Can't have children though.

Publish this damn book I've been sitting on for years. This is strictly my fault because I abandoned the project when I got an offer from a publishing house.
 
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puppy9

puppy9

au revoir
Jun 13, 2019
1,238
I can't have a puppy due to my religion. I just wanna a puppy, but those people will harass me for having one. What so bad is a puppy that I can't have one even if it can help me? Dogs are just compassionate companion. People must be dicks for hating such beautiful creature.

I just wanna a companion (puppy) for my recovery, but I'm deprived from that. I hope there's puppy heaven where I can chill after I'm dead, but it's just wishful thinking.

My dream is simple but yet impossible. :aw:
 
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alanitis

alanitis

Enough with the optimism
Jul 9, 2020
18
I can't have a puppy due to my religion. I just wanna a puppy, but those people will harass me for having one.
Which religion is this!!?
 
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Notwinnernotawin

Notwinnernotawin

Specialist
Apr 4, 2020
341
in context of?
To be free from this situation of moral harrassment I'm in and from people's obsession with hurting me. And to be independent as in being able to work and have my money, but due to the situation I mentioned and mental illness I depend on my mom to buy stuff which is pretty ridiculous given my age.
 
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XYZ

XYZ

I just can’t get these damn wrists to bleed
Jul 22, 2020
800
To be free from anxiety.
 
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toms_space_station

toms_space_station

Alien Observer
Jul 22, 2020
66
My dream is to explore outer space
And discover the deepest secrets of the universe that we live in.

My dream is to create something that will last through the human ages
And hopefully to be remembered for something, anything...
 
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alanitis

alanitis

Enough with the optimism
Jul 9, 2020
18
My dream is to explore outer space
And discover the deepest secrets of the universe that we live in.

My dream is to create something that will last through the human ages
And hopefully to be remembered for something, anything...
I believe this dream isn't impossible. (maybe exploring universe is.. :ahhha:) Work for it and who knows you might actually achieve it.
 
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blankodanko

blankodanko

Member
Mar 17, 2020
5
I once dreamed of being an architect but couldn't stand being in college. Such a thing is unobtainable now and I don't think I'd want to be one anyway at this point.
 
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VoidGirl

VoidGirl

Longing for the Void's embrace
Jul 21, 2020
23
Being in a relationship where the love and feelings are mutual and equal to eachother.
 
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SoIntoYou

SoIntoYou

Pillowman
Jul 9, 2020
214
When I was entering university for the first time, I had the ambition to find a scientific "cure" for aging. Like be able to discover what causes aging and then engineer a solution. I quickly discovered that those I interacted with had given up hope of a cure in their lifetime in the face of difficulty and were resigned to the slow modalities, lack of exploration, and bureaucracy of the scientific community. I lasted 2 years before I completely fell apart and had to leave university. For the next 10 years, I wandered aimlessly through life, not really having a purpose. January 2020 was a turning point in my life, but that is a topic for another time.
 
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E

ERASED

Student
May 17, 2020
132
My dream is to die. I had goals once..... But they will never happen.
 
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ocd is bad

ocd is bad

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Jun 26, 2020
206
This is pretty bland but being happy/fulfilled with life
 
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iDieUDie80

iDieUDie80

Arcanist
Jul 6, 2020
403
Amounting to something, anything.
 
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alanitis

alanitis

Enough with the optimism
Jul 9, 2020
18
Being in a relationship where the love and feelings are mutual and equal to eachother.
Hope you find that soon and once you do, never let it go. It's a rare gift that may not be possible to have again.
Amounting to something, anything.
That is a very possible dream mate.
 
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Lupgevif

Lupgevif

.
Jul 23, 2020
928
Studying oceanography.
 
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Deleted member 18655

Deleted member 18655

Enlightened
Jun 4, 2020
1,422
It's too painful to admit to by writing it here. I was on a path and COVID kiboshed it. Literally, my dream is dead. I told my therapist that it feels like my fiancé was brutally killed on my wedding day. That's what/how I'm grieving my dream. It's brutally painful and I've never had to go through anything like this. There's nothing else in life now and I don't want to settle for an "okay" life that I fill with meaningless things. :'(
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,208
I mentioned this in another thread, but yeah, I wanted to be an animator. I was practically raised by cartoon shows and I wanted to do the same for people. I wanted to inspire people to think differently about the world around them much as television did for me. Maybe not in like a super deep way, but if I could make people go "oh yeah I hadn't considered that" for even something minor, I would have been creatively fulfilled.
 
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VIBRITANNIA

VIBRITANNIA

lelouch. any pronouns. pfp is by pixiv id 3217872.
Aug 10, 2020
1,156
i wanted (still do want to, sort of) to become an artist or writer.
 
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Dead Horse

Dead Horse

Hopeless, but literally
Nov 14, 2018
151
My dreams were pretty boring. To have a loving wife, a small group of friends and a job I don't hate. But it seems that even those dreams are unattainable now. Oh well.
 
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deadgirlahsatan

deadgirlahsatan

Specialist
Jun 5, 2020
373
To die. My life is ruined.
 
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Deleted member 1465

_
Jul 31, 2018
6,914
Simple. A cottage in the countryside away from things but close to the village and the pub and the beach. Enough money to not have to worry about it. The love of my life by my side. A dog and a cat. A nice garden for me to work in. And a H reg Saab 9000 CDE to fix up.
 
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voyager (D)

Member
Jul 14, 2020
60
Being in a relationship where the love and feelings are mutual and equal to eachother.

Yes, that was my most important lifelong dream. It has mutated several times into the greatest and most destructive nightmare. If you always achieve the opposite of what you intend, then there is no point in going on and on.
 
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Lmd

Lmd

Elementalist
Jul 12, 2020
812
Moving to another country and living an independent life. My dream was always to live in Spain.
Why Spain?



My dream has always been to become a successful thief or a depressing private detective but I'm a coward
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,361
I've never had just one dream. It's more like a series of dreams that have been crushed one by one. I've stopped dreaming altogether now.
Pretty much this. It hurts so much to dream about things that will never become a reality.
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
Pretty much this. It hurts so much to dream about things that will never become a reality.
Just when you think you're done. You'll get a few more inspirations to string you along.
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
Win the lottery
 
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mediocre

trapped here
Nov 9, 2019
1,442
Why Spain?



My dream has always been to become a successful thief or a depressing private detective but I'm a coward
Beautiful architecture, language and people. Sunny weather. Warmer winters and summers. A higher quality of life in general.
 
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Lmd

Lmd

Elementalist
Jul 12, 2020
812
Beautiful architecture, language and people. Sunny weather. Warmer winters and summers. A higher quality of life in general.
Well summer for me was a nightmare haha, I'm glad it's finally over. It's nice to see how people see Spain from outside.
 
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