Vanity

Vanity

complete Imbecile
Dec 2, 2019
27
full time cockroach
 
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I'm exhausted

Living in constant fear. I need cats!!
Jul 12, 2019
596
let us know how to fynd you on youtube

sorry to hear

sorry to hear that

I will :) thank you.

Are you an INFP perhaps ? INFP usually have long cv's haha. We get bored pretty easily.

You're the second person to say that. Honestly I don't know but I never really had a job for longer than a year come to think of it. I did have a lot of other jobs before my bridal consulting days. I babysat, tutored, sample maker for jewelry, graphic designs, several retails, restaurant, personal assistant for three professionals, modeling, did some music videos, volunteered at a hospital and animal shelter, intern, side business , shows, cat sit, finance...yeah and I started working at 15. Lol
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
wow really cool!
It's not cool trust me :pfff: About the only cool thing is u can request what pay u want, it's flexible, how much u earn is up to u and your personal limitations. But it feels like leading a double life and u will feel judged and like an outcast. If u are a loner type, than a job like this might be a good fit but it is psychologically kind of hard sometimes. I have to do sex acts even when I don't feel like it that day depending on how bad I need the money.
 
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lymbo

Arcanist
Oct 12, 2019
483
It's not cool trust me :pfff: About the only cool thing is u can request what pay u want, it's flexible, how much u earn is up to u and your personal limitations. But it feels like leading a double life and u will feel judged and like an outcast. If u are a loner type, than a job like this might be a good fit but it is psychologically kind of hard sometimes. I have to do sex acts even when I don't feel like it that day depending on how bad I need the money.
seen my share oof your coleges
 
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MelancholyPie

MelancholyPie

Member
Nov 29, 2019
28
Technically an engineering student on a leave of absence for medical (psychiatric) reasons. Effectively a NEET until 03/2020 when I'll be forced to resume my studies. The fact that I have a time limit and can't recover from MI enough is part of the reason why I want to ctb. The other part is that I'm getting older, and feeling like my time is wasted because of me spending 2 almost two years doing nothing like this.
 
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Isittimetogonola

Isittimetogonola

Kindness is a weakness to be taken advantage by al
Oct 22, 2019
198
EMS
 
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maka

maka

this is for you, mi cuervito 𓇢𓆸
Apr 23, 2019
148
Student. It's kinda sorta related to why I want to ctb because a) Senioritis has kicked in and I'm failing the majority of my classes b) my class rank dropped from my goal of top 5% to barely top 10% and I'm afraid it's going to drop again this semester in January and c) the American education system SUCKS and I can't afford college, and my parents don't want to pay because I don't want to be a doctor like the prophecy foretells every Asian/Nesian child to be.
 
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Conker

Conker

Specialist
Oct 22, 2019
351
Always been unemployed, gonna change that soon though as long as my health doesn't fail me.
 
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epic

epic

Enlightened
Aug 9, 2019
1,813
Always been unemployed, gonna change that soon though as long as my health doesn't fail me.
We are rooting for you :hug:
 
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Farmmaa

Farmmaa

Specialist
Dec 4, 2019
343
Landscape Gardener
Floral Designer
Farmer

Don't work during the winter, and at 57 and with my body breaking down, not sure how much longer I can handle such physical work.
Pay is just OK... but then no cheques all winter and debt builds up.
Love what I do - so definitely not why I want out
 
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forever21

Student
Oct 19, 2019
155
Student. It's kinda sorta related to why I want to ctb because a) Senioritis has kicked in and I'm failing the majority of my classes b) my class rank dropped from my goal of top 5% to barely top 10% and I'm afraid it's going to drop again this semester in January and c) the American education system SUCKS and I can't afford college, and my parents don't want to pay because I don't want to be a doctor like the prophecy foretells every Asian/Nesian child to be.
I am sorry, education in the US is absurd. I went to med school in germany and hated it, so I left. Medicine is definitely not something for everyone. So I understand your wish not to become a doctor.
May I ask what you want to graduate in?
 
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maka

maka

this is for you, mi cuervito 𓇢𓆸
Apr 23, 2019
148
I am sorry, education in the US is absurd. I went to med school in germany and hated it, so I left. Medicine is definitely not something for everyone. So I understand your wish not to become a doctor.
May I ask what you want to graduate in?

I'm sorry med school didn't work out for you. I'm more of a humanities person, so I wan't to go for Linguistics or Education with a minor in Spanish.
 
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forever21

Student
Oct 19, 2019
155
Linguistics or Education with a minor in Spanish.
Sounds like a solid plan. I hope it works somehow out that you can study this subject.
 
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stellabelle

stellabelle

ethereal
Dec 14, 2018
3,919
Just a laborer.
 
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samarra

samarra

Member
Aug 17, 2019
45
I am an entrepreneur. Always wanted to be my own boss, but my work doesn't bring me any joy anymore. I keep doing it to pay my mortgage and that's it. I often wish to just quit, but the business took so many years to build, I just cannot bring myself to do it. And it is also the only thing I have - I have no friends, children, relationship or hobbies..
 
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Empty Smile

Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
1,785
Trucker

Not the reason I want to ctb, but after dealing with assholes and traffic all day, sometimes it seems like a good reason too.
 
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Morphinekiss

Enlightened
Jun 8, 2019
1,207
Former teacher. Can't work because of my physical health (as opposed to mental). Loved my job, it's the lack of being able to work that makes me want to ctb
 
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lymbo

Arcanist
Oct 12, 2019
483
Former teacher. Can't work because of my physical health (as opposed to mental). Loved my job, it's the lack of being able to work that makes me want to ctb
who ys the acress on your avatar
 
NerdyNihilist

NerdyNihilist

Member
Nov 27, 2019
28
Just living the NEET life. Has nothing to do with my contemplation of CTB.
 
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Wayfaerer

Wayfaerer

JFMSUF
Aug 21, 2019
1,938
Student. Tragically, that's what I'll be 'til the end, too.
 
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LegaliseIt!

LegaliseIt!

Elementalist
Nov 29, 2019
808
Until my physical health tanked, I was a librarian, and I loved it. Before that, I was a Licensed Practical Nurse.
Can't get disability, because our crazy 1950's Provincial government believes that I should sponge off my husband. Apparently being married makes me less disabled? In what universe is that true?
 
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epic

epic

Enlightened
Aug 9, 2019
1,813
Until my physical health tanked, I was a librarian, and I loved it. Before that, I was a Licensed Practical Nurse.
Can't get disability, because our crazy 1950's Provincial government believes that I should sponge off my husband. Apparently being married makes me less disabled? In what universe is that true?
Are librarians allowed to read books during working hours?
 
LegaliseIt!

LegaliseIt!

Elementalist
Nov 29, 2019
808
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Isittimetogonola

Isittimetogonola

Kindness is a weakness to be taken advantage by al
Oct 22, 2019
198
Paramedic. I see the state of our healthcare system and the quality of our nursing homes (or lack thereof). Not the reason why but leaves little hope. I may save lives but don't want to save my own.
 
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Quinlor

Quinlor

The stranger
Feb 21, 2019
1,058
Landscape Gardener
Floral Designer
Farmer

Don't work during the winter, and at 57 and with my body breaking down, not sure how much longer I can handle such physical work.
Pay is just OK... but then no cheques all winter and debt builds up.
Love what I do - so definitely not why I want out
no
Hire me I always wanted to get out of big city and work in contact with nature...
Maibe in another life. :hug:
 

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