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EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
4,262
Suffering from acute radiation sickness.
 
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GlassMoon

GlassMoon

Once more, with feelings...
Nov 18, 2024
207
Being unable to work
 
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Life Is My Coffin

Life Is My Coffin

One final action ⚰️⚰️⚰️
Oct 13, 2023
296
My parents dying. My mom is a cunt, but I still would much rather die before she does.
 
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Jealous Blackheart

Jealous Blackheart

A Well Read Demon
Aug 25, 2023
199
Nothing.
But I usually lie and say something common like snakes or heights or spiders so people don't get annoying about it.
 
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colour

colour

Member
Mar 9, 2025
10
Losing the freedom to CTB. Having the option feels so freeing, and I can't bring myself to tell doctors the reality in case I'm kept in an institution (even if for a little while).
 
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deadbidaylight

deadbidaylight

When life leaves us blind, love keeps us kind
Feb 27, 2025
119
Something horrible happening to my daughter.
 
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g0ne1nthew1nd

g0ne1nthew1nd

final peace and comfort in goodbye
Feb 11, 2025
63
the thought of the people around me killing themself before me and having to live with the guilt
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
40,999
What I fear is suffering until very old age in this torturous, futile existence with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, it really terrifies me how a human can suffer for so long, to me existence itself really is an abomination that just causes harm and suffering, it's all just so dreadful to me, I'd never wish to exist and I suffer just from existing, it's extreme cruelty to me how I cannot just have the option to simply cease existing in peace and never suffer ever again with no risks of ending up in a situation of way worse suffering even know this existence was so tragically imposed in the first place. I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence, I just want nothingness instead, I wish for no more pain and suffering, the thought of facing the extreme agony and torture of old age after suffering for so long is horrific to me, I just want peace.
 
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finnago

finnago

Finna go far far away
Mar 8, 2025
16
Honestly, death is my number one fear. The mystery of what happens after or doesn't happen after scares me.
 
Izzythebelle

Izzythebelle

Member
Mar 8, 2025
16
Somehow getting trapped in infinity lol. Like, living forever or drifting through space while alive, stuff like that.
 
Namelesa

Namelesa

Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
1,129
Abandonment.

I often rely on others for my happiness so I am utterly terrified of people leaving especially as I feel like it's my fault and that something is wrong with me and that I am of less worth.
 
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sadsoni

sadsoni

will you hold me and stop me from shaking?
Feb 28, 2025
29
Failing to CTB, nor recover, and being stuck in my present hell forever.
 
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