I sleep if I can at night but I'm always up during the days.
I clean everyday make meals I don't eat, smoke cones, I watch YouTube if I have the attention span.. and read lots of online articles and posts about whatever I'm fixated on at the time. I like taking other drugs and I like to drink.. none of it's really a distraction cos I'm bored all the time even when I'm doing things. Everything I do I do mostly to kill time.. I go opshopping n to other shops and buy books for my bookcase. I currently have nothing to focas on in my life. I can't work due to health issues that I am in the process with specialists for fixing.
One thing that does distract me from all the pain is hanging out with my niece and nephew. I love them very dearly