I tried cocaine for the first time not that long ago and I did like three smallish lines. Never again lol! It was fun at first but then the crash and I developed psychosis. It was exactly like I expected. Of course I had nothing to help with the comedown. I do prefer stimulants weed, or benzodiazepine. Can't really drink because I can become extremely depressed.
Only marijuana. I'm not interested in other drugs, have not and will not try them but I do in some kind of way start to understand why people use harder drugs to cope with the things that hurt because it seems like sometimes nothing could dull the pain, and that in itself cautions me to stay away. I'd go into a downward spiral.
I just smoke and drink coffee now which is kind of a bummer. Used to absolutely love a couple benzos though. (Also, literally all pain pills suck. I understand the appeal but any time I've taken them it's just absolutely miserable.)
I've never done heroin or any kind of illegal drugs but since I have the highest ranking pain condition in medical history I've had a lot of opiates shot up my arm in the hospital. The feeling goes right to your head in a good way. You get this little burn feeling in the back if your throat and it feels good. Then your whole body feels like it's being cradled in this war! Tingly hug. It's a wonderful feeling. Thank God I can't get my hands on heroin because I'd be doing it most likely. I couldn't wait until the nurse came in all the time with that needle in her hand. Just getting shot up with Benadryl feels amazing. Burns like hell but after a while it's weird you start to like it. Then I was given morphine and Dilaudid. It's nothing like heroin I'm sure but it makes every muscle just relax. I take pain pills but I've been on them for so long that I never get high it even catch a buzz from them anymore. But I take them because I need to for the pain. Not to escape. I can't escape what I have. It's impossible. But I'll never forget a particular high I got one time from them and it was the best feeling in the world. I can see why so many people use heroin to escape.
I've never done heroin or any kind of illegal drugs but since I have the highest ranking pain condition in medical history I've had a lot of opiates shot up my arm in the hospital. The feeling goes right to your head in a good way. You get this little burn feeling in the back if your throat and it feels good. Then your whole body feels like it's being cradled in this war! Tingly hug. It's a wonderful feeling. Thank God I can't get my hands on heroin because I'd be doing it most likely. I couldn't wait until the nurse came in all the time with that needle in her hand. Just getting shot up with Benadryl feels amazing. Burns like hell but after a while it's weird you start to like it. Then I was given morphine and Dilaudid. It's nothing like heroin I'm sure but it makes every muscle just relax. I take pain pills but I've been on them for so long that I never get high it even catch a buzz from them anymore. But I take them because I need to for the pain. Not to escape. I can't escape what I have. It's impossible. But I'll never forget a particular high I got one time from them and it was the best feeling in the world. I can see why so many people use heroin to escape.
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