tea on clouds
a boy who still lives
- Jul 8, 2020
- 30
For as much as I hate this world, I still have some reasons to live. But the problem is that I feel too tired to live, everything I do needs an huge amount of mental energy. It feels like I am fated to see all the things that keep me on this world collapsing in front of me, and my brain tortures me saying I did nothing to stop it, but I don't know why I can't help it. Am I just being a lazy person? I really feel like I should do something about it, but it is just too hard, I dont find the will and guts to live...