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- Apr 17, 2024
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I'm not death yet
yet I'm also not living
I am just waiting to pass the time
waiting till "it gets better"? I'm "saved"???
it's not going to get better
I won't be "saved" (a common delusion)— I'd have to save myself, but I cannot
For god's sake, I cannot even sleep without drugging myself unconscious…
All I'm left wondering what the point is of waking up
Today again, I wish I would not
Wish someone would kill me in my sleep
Please give me a heart attack
yet I'm also not living
I am just waiting to pass the time
waiting till "it gets better"? I'm "saved"???
it's not going to get better
I won't be "saved" (a common delusion)— I'd have to save myself, but I cannot
For god's sake, I cannot even sleep without drugging myself unconscious…
All I'm left wondering what the point is of waking up
Today again, I wish I would not
Wish someone would kill me in my sleep
Please give me a heart attack