Michael_the_ratman
Member
- Jul 20, 2024
- 33
Why do I always feel so lonely? Even if I have friends this feeling is still lingering. I wish I was loved and I wish someone treated me specially. I wish I was understood, but I'm always misunderstood. I wish I would trust my friends and not think they are constantly speaking ill of me.
I wanna die so much, no one in my life understands it. They say "suicide is not the answer" but for me, it sure is. If I had SN, I'd CTB now. Unfortunately, I'll have to wait, I'm too much of a coward to die in any other way. My planned date is in October. Just a bit more to go, and I'll finally be free.
Life is shit, it's not worth living. My life is filled with loneliness, anxiety, depression, sadness, betrayal and pain. I can't deal with the stress of college, and the people treating me like shit there. I can't deal with myself, I hate everything about me. My height, my voice, my hair, my face, my hips, my personality, my habits… I'm a terrible unlovable human being.
Thanks for reading my post
I wanna die so much, no one in my life understands it. They say "suicide is not the answer" but for me, it sure is. If I had SN, I'd CTB now. Unfortunately, I'll have to wait, I'm too much of a coward to die in any other way. My planned date is in October. Just a bit more to go, and I'll finally be free.
Life is shit, it's not worth living. My life is filled with loneliness, anxiety, depression, sadness, betrayal and pain. I can't deal with the stress of college, and the people treating me like shit there. I can't deal with myself, I hate everything about me. My height, my voice, my hair, my face, my hips, my personality, my habits… I'm a terrible unlovable human being.
Thanks for reading my post
