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De4dX3nd

De4dX3nd

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Jan 14, 2025
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Everything's worse. I can't stop feeling like shit. Things are never going to get better. An awful person like me deserves a method that's so agonizingly slow and painful.
I can't fucking take it anymore.
 
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human909

human909

Banned
Dec 30, 2024
590
I think it's the hanging or cutting but cutting is not recommended.
 
ma0

ma0

How did I get here?
Dec 20, 2024
667
Maybe something like starving? Still, nobody deserves a slow death.
 
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Anonymousa

Anonymousa

Get me Out
Sep 21, 2024
2,395
Igniting yourself? I would really not suggest it as that is really painful
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
2,516
Self-immolation is often cited as the most painful way to die.
 
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GoSan1

GoSan1

Misfit
Nov 7, 2024
340
Everything's worse. I can't stop feeling like shit. Things are never going to get better. An awful person like me deserves a method that's so agonizingly slow and painful.
I can't fucking take it anymore.
Is that based on your own judgment? No one deserves one of the most cruciating deaths for no reason. Ignition is the most painful one, but its not one should use to punish themselves! There is a reason why Hell is often considered a "lake of fire"...
 
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soonnotkoei

soonnotkoei

got my foot in the grave
Sep 24, 2024
234
not ctbing and letting yourself die off with time. slow. painful. torturous. 0/10 wouldnt recommend.
 
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De4dX3nd

De4dX3nd

Member
Jan 14, 2025
16
Is that based on your own judgment? No one deserves one of the most cruciating deaths for no reason. Ignition is the most painful one, but its not one should use to punish themselves! There is a reason why Hell is often considered a "lake of fire"...
It's based on my own judgment, I bring misery to everyone I'm around because I can't control my own emotions. It's best for everyone if I die in the most painful way possible so they can finally be free and happy. They can move on with their lives without worrying about if they're gonna wake up to me dead or not
 
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astonishedturnip

astonishedturnip

Like Christine Chubbuck, but sadder
Jan 16, 2024
266
Probably the Outlast method -- self-crucifixion mixed with self-immolation.

Otherwise starving or a slow crush death.
 
GoSan1

GoSan1

Misfit
Nov 7, 2024
340
It's based on my own judgment, I bring misery to everyone I'm around because I can't control my own emotions. It's best for everyone if I die in the most painful way possible so they can finally be free and happy. They can move on with their lives without worrying about if they're gonna wake up to me dead or not
Well I am also controlled by my emotions, and hurt people due to it as well. Maybe we deserve some punishment, but to ignite ourselves over it?

I have punished myself more than enough, even when nothing happened, so I get that feeling. But it was this world that ruined us, not us by our own accord. How couldn't you when all you see daily is hatred, politics and lust?

Now I still say I will probably go to hell if it exists, and you're most likely thinking the same, but in the end, it's not our decision...


Just try to do some good and follow your heart. The rest is not up to us.
 
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cyclicism

Member
Jan 6, 2025
45
There's quite a few people suggesting igniting/self-immolation. That's decently common in one of the cities near where I live. My brother in law (firefighter) has had quite a few calls that ended up being because of that. If you're going to do that, just try to do so in a place that isn't going to harm other people (including firefighters that are required to enter search burning buildings to try and save the lives of anybody inside).
 

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