Rebuttal (think this is the right word) to a couple of this from my perspective.
"Kill your problems, not yourself."
So now we are all up for mass enlightenment all of a sudden? Great, I want to hear what brought this sudden change in the lovely , all inclusive and all knowing humanity? Maybe the wars have finally stirred up some fear in all of us? not that it would be good, it's an inorganic evolution, it's dirty, it's not good, it's just another outlet for temporary peace until people will go once again "Who are you to tell me what to do and who to call friend, I'll kill you".
"Love life , live life. Say no to suicide"
Oh, so I have to live a life in the way other say I do, right...the difference between that and slavery is what exactly? Oh I should be grateful, right, I forgot, I am a man assigned at birth, more than that I am a human living in a society, all the "benefits" coming with being one are disgusting to me and I'm not afraid to voice that, you think just because my body has a reproductive organ of some kind and you can jerk it or fuck with someone solves some problem? you think because you can build muscle and appeal to some arbitrary dumbass masses who were never be able to think for themselves SOLVES SOME PROBLEM? Edit: Eating goes here too, fuck eating.
NO , IT DOESN'T because these aren't solutions , these are just animalistic traits which have no place in my idea of life, I can't love what I understood and rejected, I just can't. I don't want to, I always knew this, since I was a kid, I knew all of it, I knew I was never going to belong, how should I? should I lie to myself, pretend to be everything I'm not? no, I tried, I really did, it felt like emotional rape to me, like I was some sort of slave just to be tossed around by everything that was around me, used and abused however they saw fit and on top of all this, I SHOULD LIKE IT, that's just how humans are wired! they all say.
"Suicide is a problem, not a solution"
In your eyes and from your perspective , yes , it's a problem, I question your choices, I question the way you walk, breathe, act and how you embrace your animalistic instincts, you don't like that, you are tribalistic, selfish , you are no more than that nor have you shown me that you can be more than that for the time I was on this earth, how could it be a problem to me? you'd love to keep living this type of life , you love this hedonistic lifestyle and I'm just an arbitrary minority of a minority , what good is my word? "Yeah you just realised didn't you, the (suicide is a problem, not a solution) slogan is not addressed to you, silly autist, it's addressed to those that fit our tribes" THERE IT IS, that's the answer nobody says outright, they all know it, most of them at least do, they don't give a shit about me, never did, they care about the right suicides, just like they did with race and other assigned illnesses and disorders.
"Suicide is never the answer."
Of course it is, you'd wish I'd start killing all of you instead? do you think I'd stoop down to your level to show disdain ? No, it's pointless, all of it is, all my anger towards all of you is pointless, it's mechanical, it's "natural" , I don't want it , for me suicide is the answer to all my problems, I am too aware of my condition, perhaps it's some sort of evolution or nature but it's some shitty prototype of it, just a trait of it, not the full package, I'm like the middle man of bananas ancestor, I'm not even sweet just a little larger than 2 fingers with still just enough seeds to not be worth the effort.
