ayla
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- Jun 30, 2024
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thank u sm for ur words, u perfectly described what i havent been able to for so long omgfirst of all, i just want to say that i'm really sorry that you're suffering with an eating disorder. i've also been there and it was genuinely unbearable. i'm sure you know this already, but the thing with eating disorders (or at least restrictive ones) is that it usually just gives you a false sense of control, especially when it comes to meeting a goal weight. what i mean by this is that i don't think it's possible for anyone to be completely satisfied with it and you'll always want to do more. i know what it's like and it's truly heartbreaking to know that countless other people are going through the same. i'd never even wish this on upon my worst enemy. my heart goes out to you <3
as for my own personal reason, i have a story concept that's been stuck in my head for over 2 years and i've been working on it and getting better at art so i can draw it out. it only started as a way for me to kill time because i have a lot of fun doing it, despite me knowing that it'll go absolutely nowhere. for some reason, i feel as if a part of me sees potential in it but i'm not a good enough artist or writer so it's just meaningless. it's stupid really.
i hope and would love to be here long enough to see ur concept :) good luck!