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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

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Anyone have a bucket list before they go? Whats on it? Mines skydiving and doing 5 meo dmt (I hear its the most powerful psychadelic and the closest thing to feeling death)
 
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hurts2b

Wasting my time
Jun 11, 2026
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I want to try ecstasy maybe. (But that is still a maybe because of the risks involved). Before I die I need to get out of the suburbs. My only real bucket list item. Beyond that I don't really have any goals, plans or desires. Everything good in the world costs too much money to be feasible.
 
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Mrs. T-800

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Nov 25, 2025
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I'll like to buy a motorcycle and enjoy it for a time before I go and maybe go back home to Belgium and Germany once more.

Skydiving is so scary! I keep seeing things about accidents of that, stunts in the air, and planes in the news. It must be such a rush. Where would you want to? (Can you even pick the scenery, or does it always, for example, have to be over a water or something...)
 
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Jun 7, 2026
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Anyone have a bucket list before they go? Whats on it? Mines skydiving and doing 5 meo dmt (I hear its the most powerful psychadelic and the closest thing to feeling death)
do ecstacy, cliffjump, skydive, do ket and heroin, find out what's wrong with me, hit fascia, collect every piece of twilight sparkle merch!
 
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LastNite

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do ecstacy, cliffjump, skydive, do ket and heroin, find out what's wrong with me, hit fascia, collect every piece of twilight sparkle merch!
heroin is a bad idea. One of the easiest drugs to get hooked on and to never leave it.
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

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Jan 1, 2024
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I want to try ecstasy maybe. (But that is still a maybe because of the risks involved). Before I die I need to get out of the suburbs. My only real bucket list item. Beyond that I don't really have any goals, plans or desires. Everything good in the world costs too much money to be feasible.
I would like to try ecstasy to. Feel that surge of dopamine
I'll like to buy a motorcycle and enjoy it for a time before I go and maybe go back home to Belgium and Germany once more.

Skydiving is so scary! I keep seeing things about accidents of that, stunts in the air, and planes in the news. It must be such a rush. Where would you want to? (Can you even pick the scenery, or does it always, for example, have to be over a water or something...)
theres a skydiving place by me. Be strapped onto a hot skydiver instructor by the mountains :)
 
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bugfart

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May 21, 2023
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Do shrooms, do ket again, fuck my ex one last time, hit my ex back one last time just for the satisfaction, go out goth clubbing, see the redwood forests
 
SASU-KE

SASU-KE

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Nov 26, 2025
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heroin is a bad idea. One of the easiest drugs to get hooked on and to never leave it.
This is good advice and more people need to see this kind of thing. Having not tried drugs myself but wanting to safely try them and ease into it,this sort of advice is greatly appreciated.

Skydiving is on my list as well. Also trying some drugs. Ayahuasca for one.
 
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l1ablemistakes

l1ablemistakes

Wasted potential
Feb 16, 2026
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I've been working on a book and I think the thing I want most is to finish it. I've been writing it for almost 10 years and it's very dear and close to my heart, I need it to be perfect but lately my depression has stolen my ability to write. I showed it to my best friend and she adores it, she loves my characters like theyre her own and she's even started writing fanfic about them. She is doing a degree in creative industries and she's offered to publish it for me which would be an actual dream. In my notes I'm giving her full rights to my writing and characters but I feel like I owe it to her to at least finish my second draft (I did finish it once but then went back and rewrote it with many different details). Otherwise I'm not just killing myself, I'm also killing all her favourite characters. It is nearly done. A few more chapters to go.
 
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LastNite

LastNite

I love you!
Mar 31, 2025
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This is good advice and more people need to see this kind of thing. Having not tried drugs myself but wanting to safely try them and ease into it,this sort of advice is greatly appreciated.

Skydiving is on my list as well. Also trying some drugs. Ayahuasca for one.
Good luck and I hope you enjoy it when you ever end up trying it out. I wont ever be skydiving myself. Fell so much as a kid and once as an adult that it made me fear heights.

With drugs never let your ego lead you. If you think you wont get addicted to a drug that is proven to be addictive then that is your ego leading you. The only drug I will ever be trying is LSD. I read that it's not addictive. Also, test everything! never trust drug dealers to be honest. Some of them lace their own products with small amounts of fentanyl to keep you as a customer.
 
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Karera

Karera

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Apr 20, 2025
49
I really wanna take my best friend to a convention, we live in different countries and things have been difficult for us both, but I want nothing more than to give this to him, to us, to have a happy week or so that we can at least look back on something fondly before our times come.
 
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gardenhouse

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Mar 26, 2026
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Nembutal for a peaceful sleep
 
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Bishop

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People die the way they lived
Mar 24, 2024
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See my father kick the bucket. Yes I'm a bitch muahahaha
 

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