Method What’s in your Ctb kit?

[nomoredolor]

What is in everybody's Ctb kit?
I either own everything or it's on its way to me. But haven't assembled altogether yet.

My kit:

SN

water in water bottle

Shot glass

Measuring cup

Blanket(s)

Plastic sheeting

Paper and pen/marker

Advanced Directive & DNR

lorazepam

Propranolol

Prochlorperazine suppositories

Tums

Mouthwash

Photos of Jesse

Mixing spoon

Small Plastic cups several

Small Scale

Enough $ for hotel just in case can't do at home ($200?)

Notes/ death planner

Adult diaper

Hospital vomit bags

Small stuffed animal for comfort



Anna


Edit to add someone posted this last November (and probs several other times) as well: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/what-is-in-your-ctb-kit.184590/

 

[Kyotospade]

A bottle of vodka and a belt

 

[fuewybfunsfoiceoi]

in my wooden box:
two rolled up socks,
a ligature,
another ligature made from yarn, nicknamed yarnie
my ctb note,
phone with music on

 

[TheHolySword]

SN, measuring cup, scale, plastic spoon, propranolol, meto, antacid, ibuprofen, mouthwash. that's it for the protocol stuff (couldn't get my hands on any benzos). otherwise i'm just bringing my phone and my favorite book. i like the idea of bringing an adult diaper though tbh, i think im gonna use that

 

[nomoredolor]

SN, measuring cup, scale, plastic spoon, propranolol, meto, antacid, ibuprofen, mouthwash. that's it for the protocol stuff (couldn't get my hands on any benzos). otherwise i'm just bringing my phone and my favorite book. i like the idea of bringing an adult diaper though tbh, i think im gonna use that

I'm not super excited to die wearing a diaper but I do want to mitigate clean up for personnel and my loved ones so it's worth it. And if there are any excess bodily fluids the plastic sheeting will catch that. What is your favorite book if you want to share?

Anna

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

Wow this is far more detailed and planned than I have thought of. Then again, I'm still more passively suicidal despite actively wanting to end my own life, just not enough to plan

 

[nomoredolor]

Wow this is far more detailed and planned than I have thought of. Then again, I'm still more passively suicidal despite actively wanting to end my own life, just not enough to plan

I miserably failed in my last attempt on December 4. I intend to die sometime this year and not fail this time. 100g of SN is enough for me to make a backup drink (thrice over!) in case I vomit.

Take care
Anna

 

[nomoredolor]

I was able to find meto online I had to pay a bit but was able to get the prescription and it's getting mailed out today! So I can add that to my kit. I also added mortar and pestle after rereading the SN protocol.

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

You helped me figure out half of my plan, but
Seroquel

propranolol

Lorazepam

Metoclopramide

Sugar (spikes heart beat a bit) perhaps stevia or allucose

Hot tea (makes me drowsy and equally makes me feel like im dying)

Diazepam

SN with cold water

Water by Drowning perhaps figuring out soon, but most definitely a huge tank when it happens, very cold temp

Blankets (comforters)

Comfortable clothes or tight clothes as it doesn't matter, just to cut off circulation

Pillow for comfortability for the last time as I will be saying bye to my favorite thing of all, rest and sleep, and this will help me have the strength to go into the tub while I feel stuff going on

Very very warm in the room, lots of fans, ac, thermal air cooler, etc, some hot air to activate anything especially the waters...

 

[cait_sith]

Very smart to have everything ready at one place, I only have the sn, meto, propanofol, and 2 rc benzos I still need to test ready and though I will wing all the utensils needed when the time comes, but having everything down to the scales and cups ready is a good idea. I also have noose attached to a door anchor ready and notes s and living will.

 

[Valhala]

For now, only Benzo.:-)

 

[parasite_eve]

Helpful thread! Working on deciding between n2 and sn and might end up with kit for each to be safe