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embr3ce2026

embr3ce2026

rain
Apr 10, 2026
18
I feel quite edgy posting this lol, but what are some songs/artists/albums everyone listens to when they're really thinking about it? mabye after a really bad day or something? I've just had one of those



mine usually comes from a place of frustration with myself, tempting me to do something really impulsive
 
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LilGhost

LilGhost

Shark
Apr 8, 2026
26
I am not giving my day a chance by starting it with radiohead 🥀🥀🥀
Also "do I creep you out" is my go to
 
RedFruit

RedFruit

Red Fruit.
Feb 17, 2026
52
I have a SIWTDT playlist (songs I want to die to) and on shuffle, I got "I don't wanna live" by Kodak black ;)
 
whitetaildeer

whitetaildeer

Wreck & Rule
Aug 5, 2024
317
I kind of despise feeling suicidal, just for the feeling of helplessness it creates, so I tend to drown it out with obnoxious death or black metal. Labyrinthus Stellarum is my go-to and favorite band in general, my favorite song of theirs being Cosmic Plague:


There's the exceptionally rare chance that I do sit with that feeling, though. When I do, I opt for ambient chanting...or whatever you call this genre? I like this song in particular:
 
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mjolnir

mjolnir

The One Who Falls From the Sky
Nov 15, 2025
196
That depends on whether or not I want to deal with those thoughts at the moment, but this is one of the musics I'm hearing right now:
 
cubeuwu

cubeuwu

am i supposed to write something here?
Dec 4, 2025
8
young by vacations....man everytime i listen to this, it feels me with so much sadness


There's this indian song aswell which hits me right in the feels, the vocals are very expressive
 
Ashu

Ashu

novelist, sanskritist, Canadian living in India
Nov 13, 2021
933
Recently I fell lower than I had fallen in many years, and as I was beginning to rise out if it, I went back to Beethoven, my first love. That guy knew despair, he considered suicide. And I feel that you can feel that, listening to him, even if we didn't actually know.