What would your last thoughts be?

[luten]

You had regrets of ctb or something else?

something else, it was not CBT attempts, almost died naturally

 

[Darkover]

good riddance hopefully never have to exist ever again life so fucking horrible it be better to never exist in this shitty horrible universe

 

[ContinuousJump]

I have very little experience with psychedelics and I don't believe in the supernatural.

The one time I took a shitload of psilocybin mushrooms, 5 grams, a "voice" that didn't seem to be my own came to me, telling me to remember this when I'm ready to commit suicide...

"It doesn't matter. Don't worry. Just go to sleep."

And along with that came a feeling of absolute certainty that that was the truth.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

I have very little experience with psychedelics and I don't believe in the supernatural.

The one time I took a shitload of psilocybin mushrooms, 5 grams, a "voice" that didn't seem to be my own came to me, telling me to remember this when I'm ready to commit suicide...

"It doesn't matter. Don't worry. Just go to sleep."

And along with that came a feeling of absolute certainty that that was the truth.

That is comforting…

 

[erdbeeren]

"it'll all be over in a second"

also how I'll be conscious one second and then "lights out" the next

 

[canna2]

I have very little experience with psychedelics and I don't believe in the supernatural.

The one time I took a shitload of psilocybin mushrooms, 5 grams, a "voice" that didn't seem to be my own came to me, telling me to remember this when I'm ready to commit suicide...

"It doesn't matter. Don't worry. Just go to sleep."

And along with that came a feeling of absolute certainty that that was the truth.

The brain is really good at tricking you.

 

[justsayin]

Here goes nothing.

 

[Rockman]

I would imagine playing frisbee with my dog.

 

[needingpeace24]

Probably nothing profound. Just tormented by the sound of her voice as always.

 

[Someone123]

I've been through all of my last thoughts, regrets about things that could have been done differently. Last thoughts, for me, need to be focused on the method and possibly a set of negative memories/ disappointments if needed to overcome SI- I'll go over and over these as needed to overcome SI.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Since I'm gonna take SN I'd probably just be thinking about the bad taste or whatever is happening to my body in the moments right before I clock out. Hopefully this will be enough to ward off any last minute Hail Mary epiphanies that could wreck my plans and save me.

 

[aslank98]

It's hard for me to predict what my thoughts will be as I'm dying in a hotel room, Perhaps a mixture of curiosity and relief that I don't have to exist in this world anymore. I think I'll reflect on my life and all the things I did and didn't do, maybe I'll be thinking that I could keep existing for the sake of those small moments of pleasure/happiness that I rarely feel nowadays. Most likely it will be fear from what is happening to me as my body reacts to the SN. I plan to keep my mind somewhat distracted by playing music that I like and watching something on my tablet.

 

[VoidDesirer22]

Probably nothing profound. Just tormented by the sound of her voice as always.

An ex or family?

 

[Mocktezuma]

Godspeed

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Maybe some mindfulness, noting the sensations of dying.

 

[Elri]

Mom i love you

 

[TriggerHappy]

(to myself) :: man; what a rush! I wander how many of the fuckers I've taken with me...?
(sarcastically; but meaningfully) :: oh Fuck, i really didn't mean to... I'm so so sorry... i just didn't think there'd be so much rubble... It was an ugly hotel anyway...
The show must go on...

 

[dss262]

Before you CTB

This is a mistake

 

[Bedrock48]

I still remember some of my 'last words' from previous attempts

Attempt 1: Right after was "Wow, can't believe I just did that" and later on talking to a doc "I feel strange. Never felt anything like this" then boom I was out. Woke up hours later on a random hospital ward
Attempt 2: "Hey, I'll be coming up there in a few hours" (talking to myself/heaven ig)

Second one was pleasant

 

[TheEndTimes]

Breathe. Breathe. Breathe...

 

[Rayzieka]

I would probably just feel sorry for anyone who has to deal with the aftermath.
But I guess I'd be hoping there's no afterlife.

 

[wanttodie]

finally my life is going to end

 

[LeGuitarist]

The first couple of times I attempted I freaked out, but now I'm just completely calm at the idea of death.

 

[TheEndTimes]

(to myself) :: man; what a rush! I wander how many of the fuckers I've taken with me...?
(sarcastically; but meaningfully) :: oh Fuck, i really didn't mean to... I'm so so sorry... i just didn't think there'd be so much rubble... It was an ugly hotel anyway...
The show must go on...

Do you honestly want to take out other people when you go? That would surprise me because of how kind you've been to so many here

 

[nerve]

"Don't throw up."

 

[wait-for-the-bus]

What would my last thoughts be?

"I just killed myself"

It's the very last thoughts I had when I passed out when I attempted to hang myself when I was teenager. Had the towel had held it would have been my last thoughts.