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Kitsunefox

Member
Oct 28, 2018
94
If there are some things to fix what would they be so you can live.
 
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Roph

Specialist
Sep 24, 2018
355
Everything! Seriously.
 
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blurr21

blurr21

Student
Sep 13, 2018
152
Go back in time maybe bt thats not an option so have gt to accept things as they are and hope for better in the future...
 
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Nem

Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
Sep 3, 2018
1,489
Avoid a dangerous relationship, not accept meds from a gearbox coworker. Actually, just avoiding the relationship would've probably fixed the problems...so, need a time machine.
No time machine=death/ctb
Peace
 
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Kitsunefox

Member
Oct 28, 2018
94
Avoid a dangerous relationship, not accept meds from a gearbox coworker. Actually, just avoiding the relationship would've probably fixed the problems...so, need a time machine.
No time machine=death/ctb
Peace
You can always find a new girlfriend, how did the meds ruin everything?
 
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Nem

Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
Sep 3, 2018
1,489
You can always find a new girlfriend, how did the meds ruin everything?
Dr almost killed me with negligence/carelessness. Suffered brain, kidney, muscle and nerve damage...it's game over and should've ended my life right after it happened. :(
Peace <3
 
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Help_Me

Help_Me

Gene pool mistake
Oct 21, 2018
516
Yes, there are few options. 1. Go to the past and prevent my birth. 2. Make my mind fixed / clear my memory. Make me feel no love, so I can live at least like robot with no feelings and no needs.
 
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Kitsunefox

Member
Oct 28, 2018
94
Yes, there are few options. 1. Go to the past and prevent my birth. 2. Make my mind fixed / clear my memory. Make me feel no love, so I can live at least like robot with no feelings and no needs.
Ive been to moscow 2 months ago, its not far from where I live. Maybe we could talk more about death!
 
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Kitsunefox

Member
Oct 28, 2018
94
Dr almost killed me with negligence/carelessness. Suffered brain, kidney, muscle and nerve damage...it's game over and should've ended my life right after it happened. :(
Peace <3
I am so sorry to hear that....
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
Nothing, really. Life itself is crap. My only wish is to die quickly.
 
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BaconCheeseburger

BaconCheeseburger

Comfort-eating
Aug 4, 2018
693
Fix my brain so I don't wake up feeling sad for no reason, and fix my mind so that I could understand other people better. I feel like I have social blindness most of the time
 
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Help_Me

Help_Me

Gene pool mistake
Oct 21, 2018
516
Ive been to moscow 2 months ago, its not far from where I live. Maybe we could talk more about death!
I just can't believe there is somebody here who lives near me. Sure, death is probably the only thing I can talk about all day long (most likely). Feel free to PM, follow e.t.c. Take care of yourself
 
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Kitsunefox

Member
Oct 28, 2018
94
I just can't believe there is somebody here who lives near me. Sure, death is probably the only thing I can talk about all day long (most likely). Feel free to PM, follow e.t.c. Take care of yourself
How do I pm on here...как ?
 
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Nem

Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
Sep 3, 2018
1,489
I am so sorry to hear that....
Thanks, I almost made it out alive but fiance demanded I keep taking the dangerous meds. This was all for nothing, meds were beyond junk and all I needed was to stop them which I wanted to. I should've never listened to my ex when she demanded I keep taking them, she was a fucking idiot when it came to understanding. I need to kill myself asap
Peace <3
 
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Philip

Specialist
Oct 23, 2018
318
From the moment I was born......have different parents.....that be a good start
 
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Kitsunefox

Member
Oct 28, 2018
94
Thanks, I almost made it out alive but fiance demanded I keep taking the dangerous meds. This was all for nothing, meds were beyond junk and all I needed was to stop them which I wanted to. I should've never listened to my ex when she demanded I keep taking them, she was a fucking idiot when it came to understanding. I need to kill myself asap
Peace <3
And no one understands that people like us are the nicest :(
 
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WaitingForTheBus

WaitingForTheBus

Student
Oct 27, 2018
136
You can always find a new girlfriend, how did the meds ruin everything?
For some people, particularly many on this site, finding a new girlfriend/boyfriend is rather challenging. It's not like you can walk to the corner store and pick one off the shelf.

This can be due to many reasons but many people here are suffering from social isolation or mental health problems. Extremely hard to meet people when you are socially awkward or isolated. Equally as hard is trying to get a partner when suffering from a mental illness such as depression/anxiety. Combine social isolation with a mental health disorder and your pretty much on your own.
 
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Kitsunefox

Member
Oct 28, 2018
94
Fix my brain so I don't wake up feeling sad for no reason, and fix my mind so that I could understand other people better. I feel like I have social blindness most of the time
I think its easiest to fix it if there is no reason, it is worse if there is a reason behind it.
 
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Circles

Visionary
Sep 3, 2018
2,297
Life without suffering or struggle which is impossible given the fact that every species strives to fight their basic needs everyday and consume and use their fellow earthlings just to get through one more goddamn day just to spread their baby batter.
 
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Lady black

Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
1,192
Exchange me, my life and my past completely
 
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AgingLoser

Member
Oct 20, 2018
35
Drop the self loathing, pick up some passion and purpose. Basically I need for my life to matter.
 
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cupio dissolvi

cupio dissolvi

Member
Oct 20, 2018
48
Cure my mental illnesses. I honestly don't think that's going to happen.
 
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anthomaniac

anthomaniac

Member
Oct 10, 2018
40
I need to go back in time a fix the mistakes i did, that way my ex lover wouldn't have left me, and to stop myself from betraying the friends that also left and to not commit the giant mistake i did. But since there's no way to do that or to have them back...
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,803
There is a list of things that I'd like to have in which would reduce my desire to ctb, but sadly it is far, far from reality.

To start things off, I wished I wasn't born with Aspergers as it fucks up my social life, social interaction and understanding people as well as getting around in society, being accepted, knowing social cues and shit like that. Then, of course, having the ability to have a meaningful relationship with others (I'm single partly by choice, but also partly by circumstance) when I choose to (rather than not having the choice).

Laws regarding the right to die, not just limited to terminally ill people, but also rational, sane people who have just had enough of this world (boredom, unsatisfaction). As of today, late 2018, only six fucking states have euthanasia legal and only for terminally ill patients (which even then, is still hard to get) while the other 44 fucking states don't have it. Hawaii will be the 7th state, but that is 2019, so it'll take fucking ages before the whole country (assuming best case).

Attaining some high personal goals for myself, particularly my music hobbies and other things on my bucket list (foods to try, places to visit, activities to partake, etc.), being on the very top (I know that's impossible given my circumstances and background).

Fixing fairness and obtaining justice from all the injustices and inequality from the past. Newsflash, can't go back in time, time only goes forward, so I only have two choices, to accept the injustice and be "ok with it" (which fuck that, I'm not) or stew more in it (add to suicide fuel, yeah).

Finally, financial security for life, as in not having to work to be able to survive and also thrive a bit. I am looking at the implementation of UBI (Universal Basic Income) though I doubt this would be the case in the states. I believe that when AI takes over even more jobs and displaces more workers, this would be a good solution, but the financially successful people would rather people be subject to homelessness, poverty, strife, suffering and die as a result of that than to implement UBI or even allow voluntary euthanasia. (Gift of life, God is great, Life is sacred, beautiful, etc. bullshit like that) Such fucking hypocrites they are.
 
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worldexploder

worldexploder

Visionary
Sep 19, 2018
2,821
I'm not even sure I can answer that question because I feel that in order to convince me to want to live, I would have to be a completely different person.
 
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Sick Boy

Sick Boy

Student
Oct 19, 2018
186
My brain
 
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KiraKelly

New Member
Jan 27, 2019
1
I just can't believe there is somebody here who lives near me. Sure, death is probably the only thing I can talk about all day long (most likely). Feel free to PM, follow e.t.c. Take care of yourself
I live in Moscow, hi )))
 
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DontFearTheReaper

Slowly losing my mind and very ill, help me..
Nov 5, 2018
44
My mental and physical health.
 
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DontFearTheReaper

Slowly losing my mind and very ill, help me..
Nov 5, 2018
44
There is a list of things that I'd like to have in which would reduce my desire to ctb, but sadly it is far, far from reality.

To start things off, I wished I wasn't born with Aspergers as it fucks up my social life, social interaction and understanding people as well as getting around in society, being accepted, knowing social cues and shit like that. Then, of course, having the ability to have a meaningful relationship with others (I'm single partly by choice, but also partly by circumstance) when I choose to (rather than not having the choice).

Laws regarding the right to die, not just limited to terminally ill people, but also rational, sane people who have just had enough of this world (boredom, unsatisfaction). As of today, late 2018, only six fucking states have euthanasia legal and only for terminally ill patients (which even then, is still hard to get) while the other 44 fucking states don't have it. Hawaii will be the 7th state, but that is 2019, so it'll take fucking ages before the whole country (assuming best case).

Attaining some high personal goals for myself, particularly my music hobbies and other things on my bucket list (foods to try, places to visit, activities to partake, etc.), being on the very top (I know that's impossible given my circumstances and background).

Fixing fairness and obtaining justice from all the injustices and inequality from the past. Newsflash, can't go back in time, time only goes forward, so I only have two choices, to accept the injustice and be "ok with it" (which fuck that, I'm not) or stew more in it (add to suicide fuel, yeah).

Finally, financial security for life, as in not having to work to be able to survive and also thrive a bit. I am looking at the implementation of UBI (Universal Basic Income) though I doubt this would be the case in the states. I believe that when AI takes over even more jobs and displaces more workers, this would be a good solution, but the financially successful people would rather people be subject to homelessness, poverty, strife, suffering and die as a result of that than to implement UBI or even allow voluntary euthanasia. (Gift of life, God is great, Life is sacred, beautiful, etc. bullshit like that) Such fucking hypocrites they are.

I wish those laws were there too. I do love your sense of idealism. Wish people like you ruled this planet, instead of the creeps that do now.
 
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