What would you tell your past self to prevent your ctb ?

[Daystavro]

This is what I would have told my younger self:

1) Never masturbate and never watch porn.
2) Drink only water.
And never eat candies or chocolate or chewing gum or desserts. Only real food.
3) Exercise On Monday, Wednesday and Friday for 30 minutes.
Do only one exercise, the bicycle machine with an incline machine. Don't do muscle machines. You are aiming for optimal health, not shallowness by way of muscularity. You don't need to impress any girl.
Cardio improves your heart and overall health.
4) Focus only on studying, biology, no physics, and become an accountant.
5 ) Never watch tv, or read the news on paper or online.
Never go on Youtube, facebook, twitter or any other website.
It's depressing and a waste of time.
For entertainment purposes only read books in English
This will allow you to master the English language.
Reading will develop your mind.
5) Don't engage in any social activity , don't try to befriend any one and don't try to chase any girl.
People are evil and will only laugh at you, reject you and bully you.
They are not kind and nice as you.
Focus ONLY on your health and financial success.
6) Your goal is to immigrate to the USA and become an accountant there.
7) If somebody laughs at you ignore them. They are not worth it.
If someome laughs at you they are evil.

 

[dysfunctional]

Its crazy, for me it would be as simple as making a different pivotal career decision earlier this spring. I made the wrong choice and completely unravelled after that.

 

[naia_]

Stay away from the people you know are bad for you. Just. Stay away.

Also, don't postpone change. Be proactive.

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

There is nothing I could say. I always kind of knew I wanted to ctb, even 20 years ago. I am now chronically ill and have pretty horrible mental instability, and this is even after all those years of young-adult depression etc. I don't see this stuff as avoidable as they are both pretty obscure in nature and hard to pinpoint in my case.

I think I would've ended things a lot sooner if I couldn't eat and drink what I wanted, fap when I wanted, or have things like YouTube to keep me alive, lol.

 

[lastonealive]

I just never should've come back to my home town.
I mean, thats a pretty basic rule. but apparently I needed a reminder.

 

[Mr2005]

Get the surgeons numbers, get the surgeons numbers, get the surgeons numbers, for the love of god you idiot just get those fucking surgeons numbers. Your parents aren't going to help you so if you want it you need to do it yourself or forget it and get on with life. Either way spare yourself fourteen years of heartache

 

[BaconCheeseburger]

As much as you want revenge, the revenge they'll get on you is ten times worse.

 

[Daystavro]

I would have to transplant my current consciousness into the mind of a 4 year old me in order to counteract what transpired.

I feel you man.
Those "Commandmants" that I wrote are intended for me before the first day of middle school, back in August 2004.

 

[Virgo]

I would tell them to go to sleep. Then I would kill him.

 

[Jane Doe]

Not listened to other people.
Been myself

 

[Mr2005]

I feel you man.
Those "Commandmants" that I wrote are intended for me before the first day of middle school, back in August 2004.

Likewise I feel you. That's the time I want to go back to just before my eighteenth birthday. I have a print out of porn from that date instead of the surgeons numbers I should have got. Those little decisions and my immaturity cost me dearly

 

[Daystavro]

Likewise I feel you. That's the time I want to go back to just before my eighteenth birthday. I have a print out of porn from that date instead of the surgeons numbers I should have got. Those little decisions and my immaturity cost me dearly

I see.
I know the feeling man.
My immaturity at that point and neglecting my studies because I was sad and felt like it was a blasphemy that I had no friends coupled with porn and masturbation addiction cost me dearly too.
It ruined my life basically.
I should have been an accountant in the USA by now at 26.

 

[MAIO]

This is what I would have told my younger self:

1) Never masturbate and never watch porn.
2) Drink only water.
And never eat candies or chocolate or chewing gum or desserts. Only real food.
3) Exercise On Monday, Wednesday and Friday for 30 minutes.
Do only one exercise, the bicycle machine with an incline machine. Don't do muscle machines. You are aiming for optimal health, not shallowness by way of muscularity. You don't need to impress any girl.
Cardio improves your heart and overall health.
4) Focus only on studying, biology, no physics, and become an accountant.
5 ) Never watch tv, or read the news on paper or online.
Never go on Youtube, facebook, twitter or any other website.
It's depressing and a waste of time.
For entertainment purposes only read books in English
This will allow you to master the English language.
Reading will develop your mind.
5) Don't engage in any social activity , don't try to befriend any one and don't try to chase any girl.
People are evil and will only laugh at you, reject you and bully you.
They are not kind and nice as you.
Focus ONLY on your health and financial success.
6) Your goal is to immigrate to the USA and become an accountant there.
7) If somebody laughs at you ignore them. They are not worth it.
If someome laughs at you they are evil.

Ctb now! Here is lethal x a and b. Take them all at once, in isolation and die.

 

[Rose]

I'm not sure there's much I could say.
So much has happened, and even if I could fix some things I couldn't fix them all.
Kind of feels like life was rigged from the start

 

[Virgo]

Why do you want to be an accountant so badly?

 

[Daystavro]

I'm not sure there's much I could say.
So much has happened, and even if I could fix some things I couldn't fix them all.
Kind of feels like life was rigged from the start

I loved your last sentene.
That's how I feel too.
I mean I know that even if I had done all those things I mentioned back then, my life would be much better now, but there are still things that would have sucked no matter what i'd do.
Mainly the evil and immoral behavior of other people towards me.
They laughed at me, and rejected me and bullied me.
Only some other stuff about the world.
Like all the problems in the worlr right now.

 

[Daystavro]

Why do you want to be an accountant so badly?

It's a good job, that is always in demand and with good pay.
And it's not as stressful as other jobs.

 

[[NoName]]

Not be involved in social media I guess? But I wouldn't want to change what I've done. I became a better person because of the mistakes I made, I just don't want to live with the guilt of having to have had to makes those mistakes to become better. If that makes sense.

 

[Armadillo]

There wasn't much I could have done just by making different choiches in life.
I'm not saying that I didn't made any mistakes, I did, but things wouldn't have changed that much.

I'm sure I couldn't have drastically modified my life, no matter what I did.

I would say to my younger self to just know that no matter how much you'll try to make things better, it's just gonna get worse and worse. When you feel like CTBing, do it, don't fight against it. But most importantly, don't try stupid methods that will only lead to hospitalization.

 

[worldexploder]

I don't even understand a world without wanting to CTB. If I was to go back to late 2006 I would have stuck with my diet and 3 hours of working out a day. I got down from 320 to 232 in under a year. I ate right worked out like an athelete. I am now 312. Been that way since 2009. If I could have just ignored those bitched who hurt me maybe I'd be ok today.

Instead, I based my entire life around what others thought of me. It was like I had no ego and a zero self esteem. If anyone judged me I took there word as gospel so to speak.

 

[Virgo]

I wouldn't prevent my suicide. I don't understand why people want to live.

 

[Meeseeks]

A whole host of better decision making.

 

[Jane Doe]

Instead, I based my entire life around what others thought of me.

100% me

 

[Whiskeyjames]

This is what I would have told my younger self:

1) Never masturbate and never watch porn.
2) Drink only water.
And never eat candies or chocolate or chewing gum or desserts. Only real food.
3) Exercise On Monday, Wednesday and Friday for 30 minutes.
Do only one exercise, the bicycle machine with an incline machine. Don't do muscle machines. You are aiming for optimal health, not shallowness by way of muscularity. You don't need to impress any girl.
Cardio improves your heart and overall health.
4) Focus only on studying, biology, no physics, and become an accountant.
5 ) Never watch tv, or read the news on paper or online.
Never go on Youtube, facebook, twitter or any other website.
It's depressing and a waste of time.
For entertainment purposes only read books in English
This will allow you to master the English language.
Reading will develop your mind.
5) Don't engage in any social activity , don't try to befriend any one and don't try to chase any girl.
People are evil and will only laugh at you, reject you and bully you.
They are not kind and nice as you.
Focus ONLY on your health and financial success.
6) Your goal is to immigrate to the USA and become an accountant there.
7) If somebody laughs at you ignore them. They are not worth it.
If someome laughs at you they are evil.

Haha man u r too straight to your past self. At least give him a lil fun ... But I guess u must very disappointed to your currently self I can definitely relate to that...

I would just say to my past self to stay focus on health (more exercise and diet),
hang out more with certain good friends and less with those bad ones
, and sticked with architecture major (civil engineering minor) instead of switching to freaking economy/biz (and stupid pol sci minor) like 80%of Asians do...

 

[Rocky M]

I would tell myself to leave certain people alone, that I'll only cause them pain

 

[Whiskeyjames]

There wasn't much I could have done just by making different choiches in life.
I'm not saying that I didn't made any mistakes, I did, but things wouldn't have changed that much.

I'm sure I couldn't have drastically modified my life, no matter what I did.

I would say to my younger self to just know that no matter how much you'll try to make things better, it's just gonna get worse and worse. When you feel like CTBing, do it, don't fight against it. But most importantly, don't try stupid methods that will only lead to hospitalization.

Umm I guess that's what is called planned destiny, no matter what u change the same fate is going to happen

 

[TAW122]

I don't think I'd be able to fully prevent ctb because ctb'ing is one of the ultimate acts of freedom (and rebellion to society and it's constructs). Though I will say that I will probably be less inclined to ctb than I am currently if in the past I had been more successfully socially (it isn't likely owing it to Aspergers and what not), be able to get into a relationship easily without worrying about rejection and what not, and of course to not be born as an Asian American in the Western world.

 

[Final Escape]

This is what I would have told my younger self:

1) Never masturbate and never watch porn.
2) Drink only water.
And never eat candies or chocolate or chewing gum or desserts. Only real food.
3) Exercise On Monday, Wednesday and Friday for 30 minutes.
Do only one exercise, the bicycle machine with an incline machine. Don't do muscle machines. You are aiming for optimal health, not shallowness by way of muscularity. You don't need to impress any girl.
Cardio improves your heart and overall health.
4) Focus only on studying, biology, no physics, and become an accountant.
5 ) Never watch tv, or read the news on paper or online.
Never go on Youtube, facebook, twitter or any other website.
It's depressing and a waste of time.
For entertainment purposes only read books in English
This will allow you to master the English language.
Reading will develop your mind.
5) Don't engage in any social activity , don't try to befriend any one and don't try to chase any girl.
People are evil and will only laugh at you, reject you and bully you.
They are not kind and nice as you.
Focus ONLY on your health and financial success.
6) Your goal is to immigrate to the USA and become an accountant there.
7) If somebody laughs at you ignore them. They are not worth it.
If someome laughs at you they are evil.

Don't have sex before getting married. Don't start working in a strip club, don't take out student loans. These three things could have really spared me lots of heartache and disaster.

 

[Help_Me]

Nothing, it's just a problem of my birth itself. I want to be a stillborn child. I'd like to go back to 1990 when i was in mother's womb just to tell myself to ctb here as fast as possible. I was never meant to start this life.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Nothing. I have chronic illnesses and allergies nothing I would say could prevent that.