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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
2,641
Ctb , mayb buy ltl bfr
 
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sovcat

Member
Jun 20, 2024
26
I'd ghost my family, finally escaping and never seeing them again, leaving a little money behind so I don't feel completely guilty. I'd move somewhere very safe and boring.

I'll use my free time to chill quietly and indulge in the simple pleasures of the world, nothing overly hedonistic though, travel occasionally to safe and clean places of interest. I'll contribute from time to time to people in the community I live in.

Sounds boring, but it's really the freedom that is the main point of satisfaction. Everything else is just extra.
 
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hawkshorizon

hawkshorizon

Member
Aug 23, 2023
70
I would not ctb.

I'd have a home built. It would not be ostentatious but certainly comfortable and aesthetically pleasing. And I would invite my friends to come and live with me.

Promote, sponsor, and invest in organizations working to create effective interventions and even cures for various forms of mental illness.

And how I would travel. Around the world, sure. But what I really dream of is the North American road trip. So rent a big comfy car, and it's hit as many National parks, open ranges, and roadside motels and diners.

And I would sleep. Long uninterrupted slumber sessions, knowing I can now at least set aside fears of homelessness, hunger, and financial deprivation. Yeah, that would be the best part.
 
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Steff1337

Steff1337

Autistic and schizophrenic, please be respectful
Jun 21, 2024
659
I would use about 10,000$ for my CTB plan. The rest would be given to my closest family members to do whatever they want with the money.
 
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lacrimosa

Experienced
Jul 1, 2024
233
Invest half my money in carbon capture technology and the other half in sustainable farming initiatives globally...
 
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uglyugly

uglyugly

Student
Aug 24, 2024
164
I'd fix all the broken things in my home, especially my shower. I would go out to eat, which I can't afford now. I'd buy a bunch of land in the middle of nowhere, move there, and live and die in peace. Sure would be nice to have a lake on the property. No electronics, no damn cell phone, no TV, just the air, sun, water and earth. I would watch the sun rise and set every day.

Other than that, I want to leave my hypothetical money to a 12-step group I was in for sexual abuse recovery. They saved my sanity. My brother would piss it away on booze and gambling, so I would much rather someone get something positive from it.

But it is a pipe dream as I will never be rich or even buoyant financially. But it's nice to dream.
 
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sadlittleman32

sadlittleman32

Was going to jump…now using SN
Sep 17, 2024
113
Buy the pet pharmacy that sells N or H!
 
nux_walpurgis

nux_walpurgis

Me, my whispers and a broken God
Oct 18, 2023
172
Buy a cottage somewhere nice in the woods and then just live my life without stress, not needing to work and socialize with people since I will be rich, buy books and clothes and stuff. All my problems stemming from my general anxiety would be solved basically. Wouldn't even want to cbt anymore.
 
sancta-simplicitas

sancta-simplicitas

Arcanist
Dec 14, 2023
466
It depends on how much money I had. Technically I'd be the richest person on the planet if everyone somehow got less money than me. Which would crash the world economy and people would probably die. That would be interesting to watch. And terrifying. And I'd probably get targeted which would suck so I'd likely CTB after a while.

If I became richer than the current richest people... I'd immediately pay off my best friends debt and buy her whatever she asked for. I'd buy myself a nice apartment in this nearby area that I really like and have it renovated exactly to my liking. I'd buy a big plot of land on an island - or maybe a whole island if there are any that I'd want to live on - and build a nice farm. Then I'd open a free rehabilitation center for traumatized people. We'd have our own vegetable farming, tons of (not edible, just snuggable) animals to take care of, an extensive art program, a massive tree house, weekly excursions to interesting places, support group around a campfire, 24/7 access to interpersonal support, self-help courses, a massive library and a playground for adults. I'd also really like a dog. And I'd try to find another country where I could get healthcare and travel there. Maybe I'd just leave this dumpsterfire shithole all together.
 
Ironborn

Ironborn

Specialist
Jan 29, 2024
396
Disappear completely, people will only know what happend to me when my bloated corpse washes ashore on a beach in the far east in a Hawaiian shirt and budgie smugglers and my bloodstream is just rum and cocaine.
 
ladylazarus4

ladylazarus4

exhausted
May 12, 2024
224
I'd invest some into passive income (nothing's infinite, after all). Then I'd donate some and help people with it. I'd help my family as well of course. With everything else I'd buy a nice, but cozy house with a really nice barn on it and a bunch of really nice horses. I wouldn't work, I'd just spend all day riding horses lol
 
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