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What would stop you from being suicidal?
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a different body (beautiful and healthy), with genes that are totally different and I don't want to have any memory related to my family, to avoid any kind of connection with them. Plus a lot of money and an iq of at least 160
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ryo the frog, rationaltake, lotus11 and 4 others
All the bad memories and unfixable emotional scars that some people have caused me would have to be erased and replaced by good memories and a proper social circle.
Also a completely different family constellation.
Nothing. I am aware that fixing my circumstances will make things easier on me. However, I find life and humanity in general to be disgusting and painful to deal with. I guess the answer then is a universe with different rules, ones that make us less miserable.
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ryo the frog, DaatiSimi and Silent.Tears
Memory wipe. a complete reset, I wake up in the hospital and I don't remember anything from my previous life. maybe then I wouldn't see all the mistakes.
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DaatiSimi, hopelessdreams, random_user and 2 others
My therapist asked me this question from a worksheet and my answer was meds that would take away my suicidal thoughts. What would stop you from being suicidal?
Ever since I got on disability I feel less inclined to end it all. There are times I think I should, but there is really nothing pressing me to do it. I have little to no stress, sure the quality of my life is poor but not having to worry about jumping garbage jobs while never making ends meet makes life far more tolerable. I'm depressed, but not that depressed at the moment. I pretty much plan on staying on disability till I grow old and croak.
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BeautifulMosaics, DaatiSimi, ShanaRei and 1 other person
Maybe having my brain rewired. It's just trauma all the way down. Started some new meds this year and though I feel way better, it's really just brought my core negative beliefs and suicidality into clearer focus.
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hopelessdreams, donealready, releasespieces and 2 others
I don't think there is a single source of SI. There are probably a million of reasons why I am suicidal and knowing all of them would be impossible. I think even if these conditions were different, it wouldn't necessary mean I would be happy. I suppose a weaker will to CTB.
Money without having to work again. I have severe social anxiety which prevents me from working.
If I could live a comfortable life independently, and had money for hobbies to keep me occupied, I can see myself staying alive for a while.
Having all my past trauma erased. A complete reset of my brain and life. That should take care of my horrendous insomnia too, which is my main cause of suffering.
I don't know about the rest of you but dying would cure my desire to CTB!
Yes, death would work quite nicely, no one who is dead has ever thought about suicide again!
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Pentobarbital_Plz, Unending, DaatiSimi and 3 others
Being allowed to life my life according to *my* plans, hopes and dreams. But that takes money or the time to get it, if you weren't born with it. Both I don't have.
I yearn nothing more than to get out of this country, but I can't even afford to abandoned my dead mom's apartment. :(
My therapist asked me this question from a worksheet and my answer was meds that would take away my suicidal thoughts. What would stop you from being suicida
An indecent amount of money to live a privileged hermit life. But even with that, I don't think I would ever enjoy my old days. I want to go out on my own terms
That is a question that I asked myself many, many times. I am not against the idea of finding the will to live once more, but I just can't think of something, even if a magical wand could grant anything, that could change my mind so much that I wouldn't be willing to go away.
I still continue to ask myself that from time to time, maybe one day I will find an answer even if I don't think that will happen. The only thing I could answer is "being a completely different person, with different ideas and feelings and ideas", but that is equal to the death of what defines "me", so it doesn't answer the question.
My therapist asked me this question from a worksheet and my answer was meds that would take away my suicidal thoughts. What would stop you from being suicidal?
as me, this person, and at this point in life, nothing at all. i feel really suffocated that i'm imprisoned as me on this timeline. i'd need to born as someone different with a different everything, and hope they make it through okay.
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