Discussion what would it take for you to not want to ctb?

[deomlez]

To restart life as a neurotypiical.

Really ? It seems to be so... boring... no intensity...

 

[Vizzy]

I assumed that you wanted a better body for the sense of achievement it would give you. That was my goal when I used to lift.

Not a better body, I want everything like this guy in the below video, he is the epitome of perfect man just look at him freaking tall, freaking muscular, damn everything is freaky about this guy and you can't achieve this with hard work or exercise, this is called perfect gene

Omg this guy is monster and the real chad

 

[Homulily]

I just want my ex back in my life, I miss her more then I can put into words.

 

[ThisSillyMindofMine]

If we didn't have to justify our existence through money!! If shelter, sustenance, utilities, and healthcare were all free and provided to the public! Not having a million mental disorders would also be nice!!

 

[UnlimitedPain]

Abolish famine, money and mental health issues

Maybe the internet too

But my problems probably would still be the same tbh.

 

[InSearchOfLess]

Nothing, I haven't any sad stories nor reasons for wanting suicide I have family I love that loves me, friends I can trust a church that prays for me and a community that supports me… bottom line is life is ephemeral and to cling to it is fruitless

 

[montimoo]

if you could create a utopia for yourself what would it look like? or is living painful no matter the circumstances?

I feel like no amount of money or changes to society would end my suffering.

Honestly, money, no mental illness and a bit of a social life. But even then i feel it would be difficult to get me to stay around for long

 

[liquidscorpion]

i would simply like to feel completely comfortable with a partner, not feel like a complete burden to all of those around me if i am not useful, you know. the kind of things that cannot really be helped. even then, on the rare good days i still feel like i will ctb one day.

 

[greg2000]

$800,000

 

[empty]

If I weren't myself, or if I was a drastically different and much less flawed person.

 

[Rumi]

Not a better body, I want everything like this guy in the below video, he is the epitome of perfect man just look at him freaking tall, freaking muscular, damn everything is freaky about this guy and you can't achieve this with hard work or exercise, this is called perfect gene

Omg this guy is monster and the real chad

You cant have his body though. May as well just work with what you have.

 

[Vizzy]

You cant have his body though. May as well just work with what you have.

99% of this world can't have his body, just look at him he is the one, I don't wanna work with what I have because stupid god (if it real) didn't give anything to work with

He just don't have body lol, look at his damn height, muscle definition, fully developed muscles, intensity, 99% can't get what he have, this freak is the perfect one

Why I should put hard work, anyway it's not gonna do anything!

 

[ghost44]

Nothing anymore.

 

[catharspiral]

What I want isn't here. Nothing could keep me. I've tried to believe a better life is waiting for me, just a few years away, but your present makes the future and I'm a hopeless case. I don't want to live the rest of my life battling the depression and urges I've had since I was a child, battling anything, fighting with my own heart and head. I'm done.

 

[TiredOrbit]

Becoming extremely rich.

 

[lostininjury]

A time machine to tell myself to one thing correctly. Everything else was going great until cumulative injuries and one big injury messed me up to where in know I'm going to be be in severe pain or paralysed soon.

 

[Xta4Love]

imagine no mental illness

then remember the limitations of psychiatry

oh

This!

 

[whatevs]

Just to sleep normally every day and wake up refreshed. Nothing else, really.

 

[telro]

What I want isn't here. Nothing could keep me. I've tried to believe a better life is waiting for me, just a few years away, but your present makes the future and I'm a hopeless case. I don't want to live the rest of my life battling the depression and urges I've had since I was a child, battling anything, fighting with my own heart and head. I'm done.

I agree with this. What I want is not of this world. I've been tired of this since I was a child and I just can't do it anymore. I personally don't even care about the possibility a happy life anymore, I want out

 

[Riu]

I think… I think that I want to learn and experience new things about the world and the philosophies and morals of the world. I want to find what drives everyone to live or die and do what they do. I want to fully experience the pains and joys of my life, I think.

 

[Red Desert]

Literally the time machine to replay my life and get me to mental health professionals in time!

 

[je.suis.prêt]

Shitload of money will make me completely abandon the idea of ctb. Like 10 million dollars will work.

Damn… 50k would do it for me

 

[picklemick]

Time machine.

 

[Nights]

Everything

 

[Bigsmoke777]

I'd need a time machine and to be a completely different person that I am not wired to be

 

[deomlez]

Even if s.o. would provide me a time machine or a way to live again my life... i would refuse... what ? Live again ? A so long life ? Oh man, no !

 

[downndone2]

Money, lots of money