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while most people like you would typically not be able to stab yourself to death because of your mind preventing you from doing so I have severe brain damage so the part of my brain responsible for that is destroyed so I would have no issue with that but I can still feel pain and other things, therefore I wanted to ask what's it like to die from stab wounds to the neck
 
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I imagine very uncomfortable. When I was in the psych unit one time I was there with someone who lived through it. They had a really big scar on their neck. I don't remember if they said much about it tho.

Wish you didn't have to think of this. Big hugs to you 🤗
 
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NamelessPsychopath

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I imagine very uncomfortable. When I was in the psych unit one time I was there with someone who lived through it. They had a really big scar on their neck. I don't remember if they said much about it tho.

Wish you didn't have to think of this. Big hugs to you 🤗
I am not some stupid random that wants to kill themselves over some break up or abuse as I consider that stupid, I don't want to die because I'm obsessed with immortality but the fact I live in a temporary life and also have brain damage which puts me at risk of a stroke and aneurysm is not very good, considering it's pretty severe brain damage I developed an obsession with suicide by stabbing oneself in the neck, mass shootings, spree shootings, school shootings, mass stabbings, arson, animal abuse, drinking blood and inhaling brick dust, in other words I'm insane so I'm one of the exceptional people who could commit suicide by stabbing without issue
 
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it would probably hurt pretty bad dude
 
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I am not some stupid random that wants to kill themselves over some break up or abuse as I consider that stupid, I don't want to die because I'm obsessed with immortality but the fact I live in a temporary life and also have brain damage which puts me at risk of a stroke and aneurysm is not very good, considering it's pretty severe brain damage I developed an obsession with suicide by stabbing oneself in the neck, mass shootings, spree shootings, school shootings, mass stabbings, arson, animal abuse, drinking blood and inhaling brick dust, in other words I'm insane so I'm one of the exceptional people who could commit suicide by stabbing without issue
Sounds pretty intense to have those thoughts.
As long as their only that and there's no intend of actually doing those things.

Calling the reason someone wants to pass stupid isn't cool though
 
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Spit On My Grave

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Apr 7, 2026
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Not gonna work and please stop
 
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probably shitty. i dont imagine you'd die instantly. if you survive, it will more likely than not cause ur life to be even more insufferable.

whats the plan if u dont die?
 
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Sedfrg

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In the end, I chose the method of complete hanging, but my obsessive thoughts want me to cut my throat or stab myself with a knife. I asked a similar question, but any method that involves stabbing and cutting is considered terrible or ineffective. While in the pre-trial detention center, I saw one case where a person decided to go this route, the reason was 10 years of imprisonment, death came after 20 minutes without a sound. My thoughts always go to planning and strange beliefs, so I had to look up information about this method, if you do everything anatomically correct and pierce the jugular veins or artery in the neck, this method is quite effective.
 
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Unless someone survived that nobody is going to give you a good answer but that method as a low success rate.

And i'd imagine that it's painful, you have a lot of important stuff in your neck and very sensitive nerve endings.
 
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I told a psychiatric nurse that I'd considered killing myself with a chainsaw
She said I'd probably pass out before I got very far
 
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NamelessPsychopath

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I told a psychiatric nurse that I'd considered killing myself with a chainsaw
She said I'd probably pass out before I got very far
while probably not a good example a school stabber from russia successfully pulled that off after killing his teacher so I'd say it's definitely not impossible, if you want to check more on how he did it his name is andrey emelyannikov
Sounds pretty intense to have those thoughts.
As long as their only that and there's no intend of actually doing those things.

Calling the reason someone wants to pass stupid isn't cool though
never said it's cool but all I think about and want is immortality, I could go in circles in my room for hours without drinking or sleeping just repeating the words "IMMORTALITY", all I want is immortality for as long as I can remember, I'm obsessed with it and the idea of people killing him themselves over anything that's temporary (e.g. school bullying, abuse) or not affecting them (e.g. family member dying) looks stupid to me because all of my thoughts are filled with nothing but wanting to be immortal and I think it's stupid to kill oneself for something that's not related to immortality
 
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while most people like you would typically not be able to stab yourself to death because of your mind preventing you from doing so I have severe brain damage so the part of my brain responsible for that is destroyed so I would have no issue with that but I can still feel pain and other things, therefore I wanted to ask what's it like to die from stab wounds to the neck
It can work. You'd need a sharp tipped blade, some medical information, and a big lack of SI. The only thing in your neck that, when hit, has a 100% chance of killing you is the carotid artery, from blood loss. However, if you think of your neck as an electrical wire, the artery is just one component of it. There are many other things in your neck that you presumably don't want to hit, as hitting them can cause paralysis and require extensive surgery to fix (you won't die from hitting them, probably). The carotid artery is buried around 1.5 cm deep and is covered at various angles by many other important parts of your neck. Unless if you aim to completely sever your neck from your body, any non-educated attempt can lead to disastrous consequences.
 
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NamelessPsychopath

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It can work. You'd need a sharp tipped blade, some medical information, and a big lack of SI. The only thing in your neck that, when hit, has a 100% chance of killing you is the carotid artery, from blood loss. However, if you think of your neck as an electrical wire, the artery is just one component of it. There are many other things in your neck that you presumably don't want to hit, as hitting them can cause paralysis and require extensive surgery to fix (you won't die from hitting them, probably). The carotid artery is buried around 1.5 cm deep and is covered at various angles by many other important parts of your neck. Unless if you aim to completely sever your neck from your body, any non-educated attempt can lead to disastrous consequences.
what if I just stab an 8 cm knife fully in my neck and fall backwards onto the grounds
 
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adamantc

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what if I just stab an 8 cm knife fully in my neck and fall backwards onto the grounds
If it hits the artery, you'll bleed out within a minute if not faster. You'll lose consciousness from the blood loss in seconds. If it misses, it can cause paralysis, inability to speak (permanently), and unbearable pain. You'll be institutionalised and it will be near impossible for you to ever come into contact with anything that can cause you harm. That is all assuming you can actually stab yourself, and that you are able to embed that knife deep enough to reach the depth of the artery (It is quite difficult).
 
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NamelessPsychopath

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If it hits the artery, you'll bleed out within a minute if not faster. You'll lose consciousness from the blood loss in seconds. If it misses, it can cause paralysis, inability to speak (permanently), and unbearable pain. You'll be institutionalised and it will be near impossible for you to ever come into contact with anything that can cause you harm. That is all assuming you can actually stab yourself, and that you are able to embed that knife deep enough to reach the depth of the artery (It is quite difficult).
I would have no issues with stabbing myself because my brain damage fully destroyed the part of my brain responsible for preventing me from doing something like that, elaborate on the paralysis and unbearable pain part
 
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Sedfrg

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Apr 26, 2026
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Я б без проблем зарізав себе, бо пошкодження мозку повністю знищило ту частину мозку, яка заважала мені зробити щось подібне, детальніше про параліч і нестерпний біль.
Pain shock triggers an immediate, uncontrolled surge of adrenaline, which reflexively causes a panic reaction; other parts of the brain are responsible for this. Paralysis and loss of coordination may also occur, leading to loss of consciousness, prolonged agony, and, in the worst case, suffocation due to the lungs filling with blood. If you survive: paralysis of the vocal cords, difficulty swallowing and breathing, or paralysis of certain parts of the body.
 
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adamantc

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It is important to also realise that there are many other parts of the neck you risk harming. Such as the spinal cord, and many veins. As someone who has operated on the neck, I would advise you to avoid undertaking such a risky action unless you have a back-up method. Extreme pain and loss of certain bodily functions, to some degree, is almost certain.
 

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