Discussion What Will you miss about life?

[clownangel]

Music, my cat, dreaming, pizza, a handful of family and friends, nature (especially in the colder months) & Halloween

 

[IsadoraBeauxdraps]

I already miss my childhood, my friends who died, and the time when I was able to draw.
I'm almost dead.
I will miss my mother.

 

[falconeyes]

My family, but nothing more, i never enjoyed anything to miss it.

 

[Egddios]

Hugging my sister. Seeing/holding my pup (well, he's forever a pup to me - he's 10), spooning with my partner, watching Drag Race and laughing. Swimming in the ocean.

Food, too. I love empanadas, I've been craving them so much lately. A few nights ago we ordered Chinese take out and I ordered shrimp in lobster sauce...it was so good.

Of course, once I'm gone, I won't be missing anything or anyone but in the preparation to end my life, these are some of the things I think of and already miss.

 

[Sweet emotion]

I miss so much about life already since my physical illnesses took it away fro me 14 years ago. So I'll have to give you and answer with what I still have left. I'll miss eating, hey I'm Italian, haha and movies. Especially horror movies.

 

[CFLoser]

The sun, the wind, the bugs, my dog and her chewing sticks, reading, music, funny things.

 

[Heart of Ice]

I've been buying cheap used games for my XBOX 360 with the student loan money I don't intend on repaying. I get bored of them fairly quickly but there is a bit of excitement when I boot up a new game for the first time.

Some Youtube channels I like.

The few friends I have.

 

[Boobles]

My friend's dog Rusty, he's the cutest little guy. My mom and dad, peanut butter cups

 

[Élégie]

riding my bike or taking long walks in nature, listening to beautiful music, having interesting conversations with insightful people, reading, watching a good movie or tv serie, sleeping and dreaming...

 

[mathieu]

My dog, drugs, smoking, sex.

 

[MichiyoCornell]

I don't enjoy life anymore... but I used to really love music, sunsets, the feeling of falling in love with someone (who also loves you back), friendships, the spark of creativity, the beauty a person can have, the ocean, cups of coffee, cloudy days, the feeling of waking up and being relieved a nightmare is over (as opposed to waking up to a living nightmare everyday), and having my favorite meal. The simple things that used to make me human. I guess I used to appreciate a lot more things.

 

[vulturecyclop]

The smell of nature, kissing my partner, hugging my mum and dad, cooking and art.

 

[stellabelle]

Drives through the woods. Icy waters on my skin during extremely hot days. Watching snow fall.

 

[Azzy69]

when it feels like everyone in the world hates me and i come home to my two dogs and hug them

 

[Numbtopain97]

my cats

 

[Hadenuf]

Family

 

[Lethe]

Videogames

 

[Hadenuf]

Seeing my family grow

 

[woxihuanni]

Everything and nothing. It's like even the best experiences are imbued with this guarded, too mature, forced-to-be-brave attitude and I'm sick of it.

Yesterday I asked my ex-MIL if she ever wondered why I was so calm under the circumstances. She said 'I thought you must be using pills.'

Pills. Never taken a happy pill in my life, it's just I've been so well-trained to deal with things rather than react to them that I am no longer quite human. My very calm and strength makes me unlovable and alien to normies. It's simple: Life is fucked, try to unfuck it on the off chance it works, or quit. What use is crying?

 

[Elias]

Nature, and time spent with friends. The curiosity about life and the universe that will never be satisfied. Delicious food, the feeling of being drunk and happy at the same time. Looking up at the stars, the excitement of preparing a trip with your buddies. So many things I choose to sacrifice for eternal peace.

 

[listen before i go]

Not being able to help my family with anything. (I'm the tech-savvy one)

 

[A New Error]

As previously already once said by someone; I highly doubt I'd be missing anything, due to being dead.

Being alive thinking about it, I guess it must be music, art, and the way my gf laughs and wiggles when she has a good day/hours through her depression.
The way music feels, the way art and colors look;there is just something deeply moving in it; and last said, are pretty much the only things I would really miss.

 

[Return2Dust]

My pets, sunsets, the beach, rainbows, chocolate, holding babies, watching plants bloom in Spring, college football, Peaky Blinders and Yellowstone.

 

[Jean Améry]

Once I'm dead I won't be able to miss anything. That's the beauty of death.

 

[JustHeckinKillMe]

Nothing.

 

[Hadenuf]

Everything
Everything

 

[DepressionsAHo]

My mom
Music. Aww the brilliance of music. Finding new songs and getting utterly lost In them. I wish I could see more of the world. Portland Jamaica is spectacular. French cove beach. Monkey beach in Thailand is stunning. Hiking through the woods of Washington state. The smell of fresh pine. Freshly picked blackberries right off the Bush. No cleaning them, just popping them in your mouth. Making your own perfume from rose bushes. Standing silently as a buffalo passes right in front of you in Yellowstone. Learning. The overwhelmingly kind people in this world. There are many left. So many of y'all have hearts of pure gold and I thank each and everyone of y'all for bringing a smile to this old suicidal girl (I'm talking to you man who, without hesitation, helped me pick up an injured pigeon and nursed it back to health while keeping me updated the entire time. You had no obligation but you made sure to stop by my work and tell me how he was doing every day. You were a big construction man with a mean mug and a big ass loud ass truck but you handled that pigeon with a gentle grace happily taking time out of your day to do so. Or the other 3 HUGE construction guys who made a group effort to help me save a single honeybee on the brink of death. Yall came with sugar water on deck and had NO issues holding it and blowing off the debris that was stuck to him all whilst knowing you had to get to work. Only after you made sure the little guy was ok did you continue on with your day). I love seeing kindness in this world. It makes it just a little bit better.
Driving, dropping gears, feeling my turbo kick in on a backroad with loads of twists and turns. Cold starts and hearing the roar of my engine start up. Purposely letting off of 1st gear so you can hear the gurgle of my exhaust (that's her in my profile pic). TURBO FLUTTER (the BEST sound in the world fight me I swear to God fight me). Getting dicked all the way down so your legs spasm and you can't move for a bit. The sound of men moaning from pleasure (the second best sound in the world). Mudding and sand duning. Genuine gut busting laughter to the point where you can't breathe and its just that silent laughter. Treating yourself to a date and getting all the way dressed up and going to a 5 star restaurant with a dress code. The look of surprise/shock on a valets face when they get into your car, realizing that this girl in heels, a bodycon dress and a face painted to the gods drives a loud ass manual car (yes Europeans, I'm American, I get that in your country driving stick is common but its not in America so the look of shock is always hilarious) this pupper. My cat and good food

 

[Darkhaven]

Music and the adrenaline i get from it.
It's literally the only positive feeling i get in the whole day.

 

[ScorpiusDragon]

talking to close friends