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safeoption

New Member
Jan 2, 2025
3
Prepare everything and then drink a shitload of wild turkey before checking out.
 
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F@#$

Freedom seeker
Nov 8, 2023
936
Carry out my revenge plans,culminating in my death.
 
human909

human909

Banned
Dec 30, 2024
595
I think I would just prepare and relax.
 
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Odwin

Bucket of Chicken
Mar 31, 2021
517
I had many last days. All of them had KFC.
Makes wanna have a few more last days.
 
Yonlux

Yonlux

Smaller than a grain of salt in the wide sea
Jul 19, 2024
87
I have a CTB playlist, I plan to listen the first 2 songs mediting and after started the 3rd song I should kick the chair.


 
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CTB_random

Member
Dec 16, 2023
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Listen to my favorite music and cook my favorite meal so that I could try to enjoy what little in life I already do in my last moments
 
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nanosci96

Member
Nov 29, 2024
18
I haven't decided when I will be ctb, but every day I have been doing a little bit of what I enjoy/enjoyed doing. I am rewatching the one piece anime and rereading some favourite books and manga that give me nostalgia and eating things I like. I feel that doing everything the week before or the day before ctb might provide the person cold feet or that realisation that it's here and those nerves and anxiety that comes with it. I'm not going to put a hard deadline because that would give me anxiety. My justification is that I'll know when I'm ready.

I will say that I am kinda sad that I will never find out what the one piece is šŸ˜Œ also I won't be around to watch the second season of the live action series, but it is what it is. I'm just enjoying what time I have left and going about my daily life. I also will be trying to see my close friends in person or giving them a call at least once before I ctb.

I'm still torn on whether or not I should write notes to those people who mean a lot to me. I'm not sure if this would cause more anger or sadness if I did. I had a friend who told me that he didn't want to lose me early due to such things and to remember that I am not a burden and that we are friends and he would be very sad if I were to leave. I feel guilty if I didn't leave letters to some people as a final goodbye, but I'm not sure what I would write, I'm not very expressive with my emotions on paper and I'd feel rather awkward sending pre-recorded videos. So yeah, also using the time left to maybe write letters or create photobooks and getting my affairs in order.
 

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