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throneofdispair03

throneofdispair03

is a mistake
Jan 10, 2024
236
Do you have anything planned on your last day(s)?
 
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hikikomorizombie

hikikomorizombie

Ouch
Jan 15, 2024
785
nope. there is nothing i'll miss enough about being alive to make a point to experience it before dying. i also have no one to see 1 last time. works out gr8!!!😋
 
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Slow_Farewell

Slow_Farewell

Warlock
Dec 19, 2023
709
Nothing exciting or anything. I've always viewed the last day as probably wrapping up any loose ends or going through a checklist of sorts, like making sure the stove is off before I leave the house or something like that. something super mundane and boring.
 
Abyssal

Abyssal

Probably gonna die soon maybe?
Nov 26, 2023
1,326
Nothing. It'll be another day for me.
 
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butterfly000

butterfly000

Member
Jan 6, 2024
32
I think I would probably try to contact a few of my best friends. I'm not sure though.
 
Chocomel

Chocomel

Chocolate Milk
Jan 13, 2024
112
Nothing, just like most of the people above. I don't really treat the day I CTB as something special. So I just gonna live it normally like an average day.
 
lemonbunny

lemonbunny

daydreaming the pain away ☆.。.:*・°
Sep 9, 2023
245
i think making a big deal out of it (ex. treating myself to good food, etc) will just make me sad and not want to CTB. i'd rather live out another terribly dismal day and end it all.
 
caninecomposer

caninecomposer

Unappreciated artist
Dec 18, 2023
142
Schedule a couple posts, update all my accounts, cancel my subscriptions, and have a smile on my face the whole time.
 
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Deadfrogwalking

Member
Jan 15, 2024
70
Eat a favorite meal, look through pictures one last time, send some final words to friends and try not to cry
 
Neverfeltdeader

Neverfeltdeader

Can you hear me drift away?
Dec 12, 2021
132
Thinking about just going about my day as usual. I want to try to be the happiest person in the world and enjoy it so no one is suspicious. Heading to the woods right after a jiu-jitsu class would be ideal. 👌🏻
 
qifreys

qifreys

delusional chemistry major
Jan 14, 2024
15
nothing special except maybe a nice meal
 
Mr.Tristesse

Mr.Tristesse

I really don't want to be alive
Jul 23, 2022
4,912
Die
 
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