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vanillamilkshakes

vanillamilkshakes

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Aug 26, 2024
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To wish impossible things- The Cure
 
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lnlybnny

Mage
Jan 25, 2024
545
i definitely would love to listen to music as it is such a big part of my life, one of my biggest pleasures, and that's why i think it would trigger my SI so not sure it's a good idea
 
AnderDethsky

AnderDethsky

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Oct 19, 2024
108
At first I thought it would be some kind of DSBM, of course, because it's understandable, depression, darkness, and all that,

But I decided for myself that death is freedom and there can't be anything gloomy in it, all the bad things that led me to want to die are all part of life itself, all the pain I feel is part of life. Death is not life, so death has nothing to do with any of that.

So, I would spend my last hours completely abstracted from all the bad things, knowing that in what's about to happen to me, none of it will happen, I would abstract myself from everything, listening to hard breakcore, with its inhuman 200BPM drums, alternating with light ethereal, almost childlike melodies




 
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SA1994EC

Member
Jan 28, 2021
326
It would be two voice invention and three voices symphonia by J. S. Bach . But I will not be able to listen to them after all when l leave the earth.

 
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PhDone

Experienced
Jul 29, 2024
269
I don't know if I'll listen to a song during CTB, but if I do, I'll listen to something in the "epic" category.
I don't want anything sad. I'll be in a bad mood, so I don't have to be even more depressed.
This is interesting. I feel like I'll want to be all melancholy, but you make a great point. Maybe its better to be all epic and upbeat? Depending on what happens on the 'other side' it might be a better bet to not be all down and gloomy. Thanks for this.
 
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