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vanillamilkshakes

vanillamilkshakes

Aspiring Corpse
Aug 26, 2024
609
To wish impossible things- The Cure
 
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lnlybnny

Mage
Jan 25, 2024
545
i definitely would love to listen to music as it is such a big part of my life, one of my biggest pleasures, and that's why i think it would trigger my SI so not sure it's a good idea
 
AnderDethsky

AnderDethsky

/̵͇̿̿/'̿'̿ ̿ ̿̿ ̿̿ ̿̿(╥﹏╥)
Oct 19, 2024
108
At first I thought it would be some kind of DSBM, of course, because it's understandable, depression, darkness, and all that,

But I decided for myself that death is freedom and there can't be anything gloomy in it, all the bad things that led me to want to die are all part of life itself, all the pain I feel is part of life. Death is not life, so death has nothing to do with any of that.

So, I would spend my last hours completely abstracted from all the bad things, knowing that in what's about to happen to me, none of it will happen, I would abstract myself from everything, listening to hard breakcore, with its inhuman 200BPM drums, alternating with light ethereal, almost childlike melodies




 
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SA1994EC

Member
Jan 28, 2021
338
It would be two voice invention and three voices symphonia by J. S. Bach . But I will not be able to listen to them after all when l leave the earth.

 
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PhDone

Experienced
Jul 29, 2024
269
I don't know if I'll listen to a song during CTB, but if I do, I'll listen to something in the "epic" category.
I don't want anything sad. I'll be in a bad mood, so I don't have to be even more depressed.
This is interesting. I feel like I'll want to be all melancholy, but you make a great point. Maybe its better to be all epic and upbeat? Depending on what happens on the 'other side' it might be a better bet to not be all down and gloomy. Thanks for this.
 
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klvrtuw5

klvrtuw5

Member
May 3, 2026
17
I just bought a shotgun and am hoping blasting this song will help me get over the SI. Seems fitting

 
BlueMist96

BlueMist96

Tired
May 12, 2026
101


Probably won't listen to anything during, but I love this entire album.
 
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peacebenow

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Apr 26, 2026
313


Probably won't listen to anything during, but I love this entire album.

Don't know this band but I just listened and like this song. going to check the album out.
 
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sickofeverything

Specialist
Apr 17, 2026
389
I have a playlist of my bts and txt favorites ready to play on shuffle so during the process of sn I can hopefully have some peace and happiness and when it works and I'm unconscious if the subconscious mind is still active at all I can have good vibes
 
enne

enne

blood sport
May 13, 2026
89
ive always loved music, its got me through so much. i think id forget to listen to music or be more focused on ctb.. maybe ill find more comfort being in my own silence
in dreams - sierra feel
ive always loved music, its got me through so much. i think id forget to listen to music or be more focused on ctb.. maybe ill find more comfort being in my own silence
in dreams - sierra ferrell
 
Knives_14

Knives_14

Love & Peace
May 8, 2026
38


"there's no place for me."
A man of nowhere,
A man of black heart
From the dead end streets.
"regret runs through me.
I am no one, I am nothing,
I am a man of defeat. what's left for me?​
 
BlackCatTalk

BlackCatTalk

StrayCat
Apr 28, 2019
209
Siempre me ha encantado la música, me ha ayudado a superar muchas cosas. Creo que me olvidaría de escuchar música o estaría más concentrado en CTB... tal vez encuentre más consuelo estando en mi propio silencio.
M83 wait
Foe blue blue skies
Adam song blink182
 
StoneCactus

StoneCactus

Member
Mar 15, 2026
93
Race Cars by Allister. Beautiful song, even if I can't agree with the message in my situation.
 
NotSoEnchanted

NotSoEnchanted

⚡️
Dec 26, 2025
216


I'll definitely be blasting this song as I drive through the woods to get to my location. $uicideboy$ have been a great comfort to me these past few months 💜
 

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