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throwawayghm

throwawayghm

Member
Aug 24, 2025
11
smoking, drinking, and ofc cause I hate myself sh
 
Message In A Bottle

Message In A Bottle

I don’t need light. Please give me water
Apr 1, 2022
385
Burying my emotions for the sake of others.
 
nyotei_

nyotei_

poison tree
Oct 16, 2025
41
drugs, a 9 hour long ctb playlist, self-sabotage, and sh.
 
thankyouforthis

thankyouforthis

Member
Jun 13, 2022
72
Isolation, escapism (reading, gaming, and daydreaming/daymaring), and I'm not eating as much as I should be but I can't really tell if that's because I'm depressed or because I am so broke I'm just not buying enough food. Probably both. I think I need to learn more about cooking so that I can try to make a wider variety of things with fewer ingredients, so that food can be exciting again, maybe.
 
TheCallOfTheStars

TheCallOfTheStars

Member
Oct 29, 2025
36
Immersing myself in my own little world with my own little characters that I made up over the past 6 or so years of my life. Sometimes, I pretend I'm one of them and go about acting like them until I feel normal again.
Also, binge eating, staying up all night gaming, porn, and violent thoughts.
 
supercyberbleach

supercyberbleach

A Patient that's patiently waiting for help
Oct 20, 2025
7
Immersing myself in my own little world with my own little characters that I made up over the past 6 or so years of my life. Sometimes, I pretend I'm one of them and go about acting like them until I feel normal again.
Also, binge eating, staying up all night gaming, porn, and violent thoughts.
Heroin, opioids, weed, diet pills, starving, sh, gaming 24/7. I wish I could get and take heroin regularly again tbh. Anorexia will have to do.
 
TheCallOfTheStars

TheCallOfTheStars

Member
Oct 29, 2025
36
Heroin, opioids, weed, diet pills, starving, sh, gaming 24/7. I wish I could get and take heroin regularly again tbh. Anorexia will have to do.
Man, I wish I had weed. I was recommended it back then to deal with some of my mental issues but never got ahold of it like ever
 
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supercyberbleach

supercyberbleach

A Patient that's patiently waiting for help
Oct 20, 2025
7
Man, I wish I had weed. I was recommended it back then to deal with some of my mental issues but never got ahold of it like ever
Do you have much of a homeless population in your area? That is how I got all my drugs connections
Man, I wish I had weed. I was recommended it back then to deal with some of my mental issues but never got ahold of it like ever
Also sorry I totally meant to reply to the thread not your comment!!!
 
TheCallOfTheStars

TheCallOfTheStars

Member
Oct 29, 2025
36
Do you have much of a homeless population in your area? That is how I got all my drugs connections

Also sorry I totally meant to reply to the thread not your comment!!!
I live in a heavily populated metro area so of course there's gonna be homeless people here lol
 
supercyberbleach

supercyberbleach

A Patient that's patiently waiting for help
Oct 20, 2025
7
I live in a heavily populated metro area so of course there's gonna be homeless people here lol
Find a homeless person, ask if they have any drug connects for the thing you're looking for and offer them a cut of whatever you pick up and you should have a drug connection in 5 seconds lmao
 
Dark Moon

Dark Moon

Elementalist
Sep 21, 2022
879
Just rotting in bed, doomscrolling and sleeping.
 
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