WitheringAway
Ima shake the champagne bottle...
- Jun 23, 2020
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For me, suicide is always in the back of my mind it's like a drug or something once you feel the comfort of it all getting over with with death you can't let go of that. It's like a feeling that I can actually have some control over what happens to me. ANY minor inconvenience, mood swing, and something that reminds me of a certain scenario, event, people or whatever happens in my dark past pushes me over the edge. Today at work I've contemplated never going back home and killing myself on an impulse cus of me overthinking certain things that have been said to me earlier. Anything triggers me and death is always the answer for me. And to be completely honest with you I don't feel like I'm the type of smart who would actually plan my suicide through. Killing myself will be 100% inevitable and I can guarantee you that it will happen on an impulse.