What traumatic things can i expose myself to?

[Volatile]

i think even more trauma will push my mind to its limit and would help me finally ctb. I don't know

 

[BaconCheeseburger]

Trauma is different for everyone. No idea what to suggest...

 

[Deleted_9cKnXB34QG]

The funky town cartel video with sound.

 

[Tiburcio]

Life is traumatic itself. But nothing enough for overriding the survivsl instinct, just useless suffering. Shit, we're trapped.

 

[Miss clefable]

Well I was raped so :( and I don't want you experience that ever okay

 

[Volatile]

The funky town cartel video with sound.

Describe it to me

 

[Volatile]

Well I was raped so :( and I don't want you experience that ever okay

I'm sorry
I was sexually abused as a child :( The memory is so distant though that it feels more like a bad dream.

 

[Miss clefable]

Don't be sorry it's okay oh god :*( wtf is with this world

 

[Volatile]

Life is traumatic itself. But nothing enough for overriding the survivsl instinct, just useless suffering. Shit, we're trapped.

Some things are bad enough to push someone to overriding it. I read about a guy who was driving with his gf. They crashed and the car burst into flames. She burned to death next to him. He was able to get out of the car and when he did, he jumped over the side of the freeway to his death.

 

[Miss clefable]

Some things are bad enough to push someone to overriding it. I read about a guy who was driving with his gf. They crashed and the car burst into flames. She burned to death next to him. He was able to get out of the car and when he did, he jumped over the side of the freeway to his death.

:*(

 

[Tiburcio]

This life is terrible.

 

[Volatile]

This life is terrible.

It really is. I wish the Earth was destroyed and that I could die as the Earth is being torn apart.

 

[ready2gohome]

Just turn on the news, that shit drives me insane.

 

[Miss clefable]

Just turn on the news, that shit drives me insane.

Yes I wish the media would focus on positive stuff but no because most of the human race revel in murder destruction war poverty racism homophobia and transphobia it makes me sick

 

[Volatile]

Just turn on the news, that shit drives me insane.

I pretend the news is all made up. "A family of four butchered..." If I didn't see it then I can pretend it never really happened.

 

[ready2gohome]

Yes I wish the media would focus on positive stuff but no because most of the human race revel in murder destruction war poverty racism homophobia and transphobia it makes me sick

They want people living in fear, so they can maintain control

 

[Miss clefable]

They want people living in fear, so they can maintain control

Yeah another human negative control it's all about manipulation and money

 

[ready2gohome]

Yeah another human negative control it's all about manipulation and money

They can't control me if I'm dead!

 

[Miss clefable]

They can't control me if I'm dead!

Exactly

 

[Caustic Cardinals]

The funky town cartel video with sound.

god why

 

[Volatile]

god why

Describe it

 

[Mayfil]

Describe it

guy has his face flayed, pipe of some sort jammed in his mouth, hands chopped off and his throat cut with a box cutter. oh yeah... alive entire time while shitty techno music plays

 

[Deleted_9cKnXB34QG]

You're about to see a man who has had the skin flayed off his face, his hands cut off, and his eyes removed (?) scream and gurgle as his throat is cut repeatedly by a box cutter. He has a sickle of some sort shoved in his mouth halfway through the 'process' and he's bound by rope.

Throughout all of this and despite the severe torture he's received, he appears alert and conscious. He even attempts to grab at his neck with the stumps that have replaced his hands. They have some shitty techno music playing in the background that eventually transitions into Sweet Child O' Mine and then Funkytown.

If this isn't a proof that we actually live in hell then IDK what is.

 

[RM5998]

You're about to see a man who has had the skin flayed off his face, his hands cut off, and his eyes removed (?) scream and gurgle as his throat is cut repeatedly by a box cutter. He has a sickle of some sort shoved in his mouth halfway through the 'process' and he's bound by rope.

Throughout all of this and despite the severe torture he's received, he appears alert and conscious. He even attempts to grab at his neck with the stumps that have replaced his hands. They have some shitty techno music playing in the background that eventually transitions into Sweet Child O' Mine and then Funkytown.

If this isn't a proof that we actually live in hell then IDK what is.

Well, sounds like a live-action version of some torture-based hentai that I've read. At least there's no bestiality involved.

 

[Volatile]

guy has his face flayed, pipe of some sort jammed in his mouth, hands chopped off and his throat cut with a box cutter. oh yeah... alive entire time while shitty techno music plays

Wow

 

[Volatile]

You're about to see a man who has had the skin flayed off his face, his hands cut off, and his eyes removed (?) scream and gurgle as his throat is cut repeatedly by a box cutter. He has a sickle of some sort shoved in his mouth halfway through the 'process' and he's bound by rope.

Throughout all of this and despite the severe torture he's received, he appears alert and conscious. He even attempts to grab at his neck with the stumps that have replaced his hands. They have some shitty techno music playing in the background that eventually transitions into Sweet Child O' Mine and then Funkytown.

If this isn't a proof that we actually live in hell then IDK what is.

It's so sick

 

[Dani Paradox]

That's what I do when I try to help get myself in the mood and push myself over the edge. I play all kinds of depressing music and surround myself with everything depressing that I can think of.

 

[couldntthinkofaname]

watch the youtube videos of logan and jake paul