Help What to do if SN doesn't work

[ifihadnever]

Hi,

I'll keep it short but was looking for advice about what to do if SN goes wrong. Basically I did my 48 hour protocol last week and freaked out beyond belief at the end - I never imagine that I would get myself into such a panic & mess. It's a week later and the emotional turmoil and upset still weights heavy.

There were a few things with I think stood in the way that caused me not to go through with it. I'm the greatest overthinker - can't do much about that but maybe if someone knew the answers to my questions it might help?

So, from my understanding most unsuccessful SN attempts are from lack of purity, being found, calling for help. I live alone so won't be found, the purity is 98% so fine....

I'm worried I will vomit even with meto, I have a weak stomach (not medical just problems with food). If I vomit I know to take another glass but ill never be sure I've vomited the whole amount so then could have 'too much' SN in my system which I understand leads to a more painful death.

I'm worried how much pain I can endure, I'm aware most people are unconscious within about 40 minutes it seems. Is this the case or can it go for on hours? My worry is, as much as I feel this is the right decision for me, given my level of panic if I'm still alive and in pain in hours will I end up calling an ambulance...which I 100% do not want to do.

If I do wake up and not die, do I need to seek medical help? What does SN do to you if you don't vomit it? or maybe just vomit a little and then wake up?

My biggest fear is ending up I'm hospital and I know that's what stopped me from going ahead. I understand how SN works but what I'm not as educated on is what to do 'if' it doesn't.. ...

Is anyone able to help out on, will I be in pain for hours (or am I being dramatic) and what I do if I take the SN? Do I need to seek medical help?

Thank you for helping out an overthinker!

 

[heydude56]

If I vomit, am I supposed to take the whole 25g again..?

 

[Chemi]

Too much SN pretty much will just make you even more nauseous. People on here recommended to drink a second or third drink if you happen to throw up, just in case. Don't know if it is really necessary but i guess it wouldn't be a problem to drink more that the initial dose.

There have been reports of people using delayed release capsules filled with SN to avoid the nausea all together since the SN gets released in your intestines.

I know of one attempt being successful via capsules but there really ain't much data as far as i know.

 

[ifihadnever]

Too much SN pretty much will just make you even more nauseous. People on here recommended to drink a second or third drink if you happen to throw up, just in case. Don't know if it is really necessary but i guess it wouldn't be a problem to drink more that the initial dose.

There have been reports of people using delayed release capsules filled with SN to avoid the nausea all together since the SN gets released in your intestines.

I know of one attempt being successful via capsules but there really ain't much data as far as i know.

Thank you. I'm not sure I'd manage putting it into capsules.

I guess I'm worried about the length of time to loss consciousness (max) given I will panic.

And what i do if i wake up. Do I carry on with life? Because having SN in your body and waking up doesn't sound great. I this doesn't 'seem' to happen if right purity.

I'm just very unsure.

 

[MyLifeisHell]

Thank you. I'm not sure I'd manage putting it into capsules.

I guess I'm worried about the length of time to loss consciousness (max) given I will panic.

And what i do if i wake up. Do I carry on with life? Because having SN in your body and waking up doesn't sound great. I this doesn't 'seem' to happen if right purity.

I'm just very unsure.

Seeking medical attention is strongly advised in that case but I understand completely the reluctance to do so. Ending up in a hospital however it happens is probably the biggest cause for hesitation when it comes to making an attempt.

 

[ifihadnever]

Seeking medical attention is strongly advised in that case but I understand completely the reluctance to do so. Ending up in a hospital however it happens is probably the biggest cause for hesitation when it comes to making an attempt.

Yes, I think the fear of hospital / unsuccessful ultimately was the reason I couldn't go ahead. Very frustrating. I was expecting the panic & fear to be so strong on the day. But it was what it was....