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DepressedAngel

DepressedAngel

Life is exhausting
Dec 4, 2019
146
It gets worse throughout the day, so definitely at night. Or when I'm surrounded by people but still feel alone.... :((
 
tryingtoescape

tryingtoescape

Experienced
Dec 30, 2019
213
The worst times for me are when I first wake up and nighttime.
 
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Throwmyselfaway

Throwmyselfaway

Not gone yet but soon
Jan 14, 2020
797
Right now it's most of the day. Trying to sleep is so hard. I have to take so much Valium just to function.
 
Quarky00

Quarky00

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2019
1,956
Not that much

Only in the mornings , afternoons , evenings and nights

;)
 
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LMLN

LMLN

Paragon
Aug 10, 2019
929
Early morning definitely. Facing another day is devastating. Waking up is devastating.
 
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properchap

properchap

Jonathan
Dec 31, 2019
6
I feel worse first thing in the morning. Before I get out of bed I am totally consumed by negative thoughts. Conversely in the evening I'm at my most positive. I tend to not think about my situation late at night or even see some hope, but first thing I'm totally down.
 
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Marsh

Member
Jan 14, 2020
7
I get pretty angry when I wake up and I feel a lot better when it gets dark but still not great.
 
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Emily123

Arcanist
May 28, 2019
460
Morning when I go to work . It is even more difficult now since the last team kicked me out and a new team had to accept me but they don't want me . I am very ugly and people run away from me . I don't know when I will have the courge to end my life . I am suffering everyday and I don't have the courge to CTB.
 
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mediocre

trapped here
Nov 9, 2019
1,443
In the morning. I am always so upset that I didn't die in my sleep. I feel so ill that it could happen but it never does. The universe wants me to suffer on another day.
 
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TheLastGoodbye

Student
Oct 23, 2019
109
Mornings are the worst...back to reality. Then most of the day is pretty bad. Just before bed I'm more out of it and able to relax, but then I go to bed and usually lay awake for a few hours.
 
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