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ornitier199
Arcanist
- Mar 26, 2022
- 413
i pick up my blade and try go for an impulsive slash across the neck to split it wide open but once again i get halted by the same bullshit leaving me to sit here to decay for who knows how longer. so this is how its going to be, a slow detah of vsed to organ failure because i cant slit my throat open enough to do it now. im not afraid of the pain, im already in it i just dont want to wait out my death any longer. something i need something to get it over with NOW.
ive deleted FK already so i have nothing there to keep me back. just need to break this bullshit si and derive on my impulse or its gonna be a long quiet and repulsively slow decay with alot of agony growns form oran failure if i dont do this now.
please dont wish me the best or suggest i put it off cause there's nothing good about this now.
what i would do to have a hitman execute me right now
ive deleted FK already so i have nothing there to keep me back. just need to break this bullshit si and derive on my impulse or its gonna be a long quiet and repulsively slow decay with alot of agony growns form oran failure if i dont do this now.
please dont wish me the best or suggest i put it off cause there's nothing good about this now.
what i would do to have a hitman execute me right now