Venting What the fuck am i doing

[restingplace]

I'm sitting outside on an electric box watching people walk past me and probably think I'm a freak. Crying in the cold listening to fucking radiohead. No blades on me so I can't relive myself. Today has been so shit. Thinking of plans but knowing I can't execute them, sabotaging all my relationships so i can get the fuck out of here.

What the fuck am i doing