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jazzcat621

jazzcat621

My heart for the whole world
Jun 30, 2025
101
Say your in your final moments, your about to swallow your SN and you get a text from someone and it says something that would instantly make you stop, what would it say?

For me it would be a text from a close friend of mine, Gabbie, and it would say "Hey gorlll I heard you weren't doing good lately sorry I ghosted you i didn't think I really meant that much to you, we can still be friends"
 
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chaewon

chaewon

Member
Jan 8, 2026
29
Hopefully Gabbie does contact u and u end up being good friends again :)
 
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Cyc

Cyc

It's my fight.
Jan 22, 2026
42
If one of my closest friends desperately needed help with something (e.g emotional support) and had nobody else to turn to then I'd stop and help them...but then I'd just ctb later

I've been wanting to die for 7 years, I can delay it if needed but I'm not gonna back out completely for one person
 
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sanctionedusage

sanctionedusage

or sanctioned sausage?
Sep 17, 2025
440
'lavender apples' its a code i came up with in case someone ever gets trapped in a time loop. if someones in a time loop, id tell them to say that phrase and nothing else to me the next time it loops and ill immediately be on board to help them get out of it in the next loop. obviously no one knows the phrase, so if someone said it to me, it couldve only been bc of a time loop.
 
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Shiitake

Shiitake

Member
Nov 29, 2025
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'lavender apples' its a code i came up with in case someone ever gets trapped in a time loop. if someones in a time loop, id tell them to say that phrase and nothing else to me the next time it loops and ill immediately be on board to help them get out of it in the next loop. obviously no one knows the phrase, so if someone said it to me, it couldve only been bc of a time loop.
Lavender apples bro
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
3,364
Someone saying they are on the way home. I do not want to risk getting caught. Other than that, nothing.
 
eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

you've got everything now
Apr 21, 2025
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your about to swallow your SN and you get a text from someone and it says something that would instantly make you stop, what would it say?
my friend saying he's visiting town just for me and that he's bought me mcdonald's. i would probably start crying on the spot because i've missed him a lot. it's been hard not being able to hang out with him. i hope you get to be friends with gabbie again.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,857
No, I just wouldn't, I simply just don't want to suffer in this torturous, cruel existence rather all I want is true permanent peace, I just wish to be permanently unconscious free from all torture, pain and suffering.

In this existence so dreadful only non-existence could ever be positive for me, I'll always see the existence of life as the most terrible, devastating tragedy and if I had SN I'd be long gone as it truly is an abomination to suffer in this existence. All I hope and wish for is to erase this existence, non-existence is just all I could ever hope for, I'll always see existence as a mistake and it's just so horrific to me how humans impose this existence at all causing all this terrible harm and suffering as a result with no limit as to how much one can suffer, I find it so terrifying how a human can suffer for so long just for them to face the torture and agony of old age.
 
dxm

dxm

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Jan 23, 2026
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Say your in your final moments, your about to swallow your SN and you get a text from someone and it says something that would instantly make you stop, what would it say?

For me it would be a text from a close friend of mine, Gabbie, and it would say "Hey gorlll I heard you weren't doing good lately sorry I ghosted you i didn't think I really meant that much to you, we can still be friends"
if a close friend of mine, that ended our friendship yesterday, texted me again, forgave me and needed my support.

the message could be anything, but i doubt it'll completely stop my attempt.
 

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