Discussion What substance will you consume moments before CTB?

[Oneness]

Different substances have diverse effects; certain ones may offer relief from emotional pain, while others can induce euphoria and courage. Nevertheless, many individuals opt for sobriety. What would you like to consume moments before you leave this world?

 

[thot88]

Some powerful opiate. It's the best feeling I've ever had with any chemical.

 

[WAITING TO DIE]

Benzos and alcohol. I want to be pleasantly fucked - up before I leave this shitshow existence.

 

[LetMeBeSad]

Definitely mushrooms, peyote or mdma.

 

[Oneness]

Definitely mushrooms, peyote or mdma.

Psychedelics are certainly an interesting choice. Mushrooms would be a bit too intense for me but MDMA would be perfect.

 

[WAITING TO DIE]

Definitely mushrooms, peyote or mdma.

That would definitely be an intense experience.

 

[Dying Knight]

Diethyl ether and N2O

 

[iDontKnowWhat]

In my case it will be:

21 grams of Phenobarbital (barbiturate)
3 grams of Morphine Sulfate (strong opioid)
A little alcohol.

With this method I will have practically the same result as taking Nembutal. However, my method takes 60 to 90 minutes, so, to avoid the risk of someone finding me, I will do it in the bathtub, I will remain kneeling, so that when I lose consciousness, which will take 5 minutes, I will drown and die in 3 minutes, painless.

 

[eashanm]

Different substances have diverse effects; certain ones may offer relief from emotional pain, while others can induce euphoria and courage. Nevertheless, many individuals opt for sobriety. What would you like to consume moments before you leave this world?

Which substances induce Euphoria?

 

[hi-okbye]

I'll be using a mix. Alcohol + Opioids + Benadryl (depends on the amount i choose to take if it'll make me high or not) + other prescription meds (these most likely wont make me high).

 

[PreCambrianBliss]

My method is hypothermia, here's what I'm thinking:

Alcohol - Vasodilator, increases onset of hypothermia and helps with SI
Mirtazapine - Ironically prescribed as antidepressant, has sedative effect to help sleep faster
Weed - It's just fun

 

[hi-okbye]

My method is hypothermia, here's what I'm thinking:

Alcohol - Vasodilator, increases onset of hypothermia and helps with SI
Mirtazapine - Ironically prescribed as antidepressant, has sedative effect to help sleep faster
Weed - It's just fun

may i ask how your planning to do this method?

 

[PreCambrianBliss]

may i ask how your planning to do this method?

On a cold night, walk out to a creek and submerge myself in the water. Swim for a bit, and as I start to experience late stage symptoms retreat to shallows to fall asleep without drowning.

 

[sadone2122]

Well I'm hoping to overdose on methadone and Ativan while drunk but some think it won't work so now I'm trying to rethink it… idk what to do now:/

In my case it will be:

21 grams of Phenobarbital (barbiturate)
3 grams of Morphine Sulfate (strong opioid)
A little alcohol.

With this method I will have practically the same result as taking Nembutal. However, my method takes 60 to 90 minutes, so, to avoid the risk of someone finding me, I will do it in the bathtub, I will remain kneeling, so that when I lose consciousness, which will take 5 minutes, I will drown and die in 3 minutes, painless.

May I ask where you're from? Trying to figure out how to get my hands on barbs but I'm in the US and it's pretty much unheard of :(

 

[hi-okbye]

On a cold night, walk out to a creek and submerge myself in the water. Swim for a bit, and as I start to experience late stage symptoms retreat to shallows to fall asleep without drowning.

i was considering doing this too, but in a way were if i pass out, my head will be in water and hopefully i will drown near the shore. i live by the sandbar, so by the morning, my body would be on dry land. in one of my last attempts i got really cold from trying to drown in water and it started raining, my nails even turned blue so i'm curious if this could actually work.

 

[iDontKnowWhat]

Well I'm hoping to overdose on methadone and Ativan while drunk but some think it won't work so now I'm trying to rethink it… idk what to do now:/

May I ask where you're from? Trying to figure out how to get my hands on barbs but I'm in the US and it's pretty much unheard of :(

Hi, i'm from Brazil.

It's not easy to find, but I had a little luck.

I'll tell you what I did: I kept calling small pharmacies, where the owners are the sellers themselves, and asked if they sold the medicines I wanted without a prescription, and then I found a place not too far from home. However, the pharmacy closed for about 3 days, but I already have the medicines and the quantities I need. I just can't fail, because I don't know if I'll find another pharmacy again.

 

[hermestrimegistus]

Any of these other substances extend my desire to continue to live. Alcohol is perfect to take the edge off. If I had access to an old car, an enclosed garage and a bottle of vodka I'd be dead already

 

[Waiting for death]

I'll use nothing, I want to be sober in my last moments.

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

Which substances induce Euphoria?

MDMA is probably as euphoric as it gets. At least from what I've tried. But I wouldn't be surprised if it makes one so optimistic that the desire to CTB temporarily goes away. Or probably more likely to make you want to be best friends with the cashier at 7/11

 

[WAITING TO DIE]

Which substances induce Euphoria?

I think ecstasy should do it.

 

[Darkover]

I think of going to the Grave without having a Psychedelic Experience is like going to the Grave without ever having Sex. It means that you never Figured out what it is all about. The Mystery is in the Body and the way the Body Works itself into Nature

 

[Oneness]

MDMA is probably as euphoric as it gets. At least from what I've tried. But I wouldn't be surprised if it makes one so optimistic that the desire to CTB temporarily goes away. Or probably more likely to make you want to be best friends with the cashier at 7/11

Yeah, I could see that happening with MDMA. It makes me very optimistic.

I think of going to the Grave without having a Psychedelic Experience is like going to the Grave without ever having Sex. It means that you never Figured out what it is all about. The Mystery is in the Body and the way the Body Works itself into Nature

I think this is kind of true. If you are determined to CTB, then you might as well try a heroic dose of mushrooms, LSD or 5-meo-DMT etc. before you go through with your CTB plans. You've got nothing to lose so why not try something very radical before you transition to the other side. For me; psychedelics never removed my suicidal thoughts but I would still say that the experiences have been valuable to me. I would love to try 5-meo-dmt before I CTB.

https://www.webmd.com/palliative-care/features/facing-death-without-fear-psychedelics--end-life-care - " In a recent study of more than 3,000 adults, the Johns Hopkins Center for Psychedelic and Consciousness Research found that taking these drugs under the right conditions made people less afraid of death, much the way a near-death experience unrelated to drugs may reduce the fear of mortality. The result, of course, can be a dramatic improvement in quality of life for the terminally ill."

 

[PreCambrianBliss]

if i pass out, my head will be in water and hopefully i will drown near the shore

I think drowning would still be just as unpleasant whether or not you are hypothermic. Dying to hypothermia is more of a slow fade rather than passing out completely, you would probably just get more and more exhausted until you're unable to stay above the water and experience a regular drowning death. If that's what you're going for, then I suppose it would work.

 

[eashanm]

MDMA is probably as euphoric as it gets. At least from what I've tried. But I wouldn't be surprised if it makes one so optimistic that the desire to CTB temporarily goes away. Or probably more likely to make you want to be best friends with the cashier at 7/11

What does MDMA actually do? I read it makes you feel more emotion?

I'd rather not feel emotion before dying, than feel more emotion?

 

[Oneness]

What does MDMA actually do? I read it makes you feel more emotion?

I'd rather not feel enotion before dying, then feel more emotion?

Under the influence of MDMA, one undergoes a profound transformation, emerging as the embodiment of love, empathy, and acceptance. This experience is often deeply emotional, but in a therapeutic and healing manner. The euphoria it imparts is intense.

If emotional numbing is the objective, substances like benzodiazepines would be a more suitable choice.

 

[eashanm]

Under the influence of MDMA, one undergoes a profound transformation, emerging as the embodiment of love, empathy, and acceptance. This experience is often deeply emotional, but in a therapeutic and healing manner. The euphoria it imparts is intense.

If emotional numbing is the objective, substances like benzodiazepines would be a more suitable choice.

I wish benzos would do something, but they do nothing for me. Even tried upto 5 pills.

But I'll still take 20-40 tablets, hopefully they'll do something.

 

[rileywatson]

Personally I'm a big fan of psychedelics. LSD, Shrooms, mescaline, etc.

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

What does MDMA actually do? I read it makes you feel more emotion?

I'd rather not feel emotion before dying, than feel more emotion?

It basically makes you feel like you want to be everyone's best friend. You only see the good in people. It gives you umlimited euphoric energy.

 

[eashanm]

It basically makes you feel like you want to be everyone's best friend. You only see the good in people. It gives you umlimited euphoric energy.

I don't think a drug can give you energy?

 

[cryvinglightning]

i'm planning on getting my hands on some weed. alcohol can be found literally everywhere, here marijuana is another thing entirely. alternatively simple tobacco will do.