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kuj00

kuj00

2hollis
Sep 24, 2025
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This would be mine, some spanish songs to remind me of my mom and some nostalgic songs with some of the songs i currently enjoy.
 

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vivia

vivia

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May 13, 2025
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hmmm mine gotta be like this but i'd like to replace the DLBIA with sunday morning call, same artist
 
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qewpie

qewpie

bedbound, bouncing, broken
Aug 3, 2025
159
in my final moments, I will be listening to the Travelers theme from the Outer Wilds game on repeat!!
 
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setspiritfree

Student
Oct 19, 2025
149
Definitely Pink Floyd's the Wall. Specifically want to take the final step (hanging) during the song, "Waiting for the Worms" because at that point, that's I am hoping to be, worm food. But don't be sad, it is just my body. As my user name suggests, I am just setting my spirit free.
 
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TheCallOfTheStars

TheCallOfTheStars

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Oct 29, 2025
51
I have a big playlist of songs to play when I ctb but my top three are:
Young Girl A - siinamota
My Ordinary Life - The Living Tombstone
Static - Flavor Foley
 
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IRHEXED

IRHEXED

Member
Oct 3, 2025
20
I know it's not a nice song but when I'm drunk and fantasising about my suicide, I listen to Slipknot - Psychosocial on repeat. I've always thought that would be my exit song when the time comes.
 
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LackOfDetermination

LackOfDetermination

Nothing Without Determination.
Sep 2, 2025
56
I'm extremely picky when it comes to that, and had eventually just deciding to let my shuffle decide, but I think it'd be pretty fitting to have Glorious Years by Beyond playing.
 
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brandnewtiger

brandnewtiger

Member
Aug 28, 2025
8
I think for me it would definitely be Shed, the title track from Title Fight's remarkable first album full of some of the most honest and emotional musical performances I have ever had the pleasure of listening to. The loud, raw, and authentic vocal performance combined with the gritty guitars and perfectly punchy drums is a cathartic experience with every listen. All packed inside of 2 minutes and 16 seconds. The two-line chorus superlatively encapsulates the feeling at the core of both struggling with identity and suicidality in my opinion. The hard ending is the cherry on top.

Shed your skin
Find a better body to fit in

My personal favorite live performance of the song below. Would highly recommend a listen!

 
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User111885

I request my username and all posts be deleted.
Jun 22, 2025
556
There's Gloomy Sunday, of course.


It's possible it would just be random classical, or possibly nothing at all, so I could be aware, in case anyone was approaching.


I feel like there are songs that I used to like, but I'm slowly letting go of everything as I head towards the inevitable... I still have things I need to get done first.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
975
I would like this to be the last song i ever listen to:

 
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bananaolympus

bananaolympus

Specialist
Dec 12, 2024
395
Knockin on heavens door gun n roses cover probably
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,344
my ctb partner may decide
 
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Chems_Solution

Chems_Solution

Mr. Dai_sun
Oct 20, 2025
26
As for me, it's One Last Breath by creed on repeat maybe😪😪


If not, I'd play The Other Side of Paradise by glass animals
 
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mordumfan

mordumfan

angel
Aug 12, 2025
45
As for me, it's One Last Breath by creed on repeat maybe😪😪


If not, I'd play The Other Side of Paradise by glass animals

The other side of paradise!! Ive been thinking about death listening to that song for a while
 
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xXiloveyouXx

xXiloveyouXx

"was" is the saddest word of all
Jul 27, 2024
67




The first reminds me of my girlfriend who dumped me, the second of a friend who passed away
 
Chems_Solution

Chems_Solution

Mr. Dai_sun
Oct 20, 2025
26
I have a big playlist of songs to play when I ctb but my top three are:
Young Girl A - siinamota
My Ordinary Life - The Living Tombstone
Static - Flavor Foley
Young girl A! 😭😭 gosh! I luv it so much, too bad siinamota passed tho😫😫 i wish he make more music but yeah, hope he rest in peace. If I'm not wrong, he pass because of suicide right? Or is it just a rumor?
 
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deinocheirus

deinocheirus

& from the inside out we'll watch our bodies burn
Nov 1, 2025
9
in my final moments, I will be listening to the Travelers theme from the Outer Wilds game on repeat!!
love that game so much!!! definitely not a bad pick to go out to

I think for me it would definitely be Shed, the title track from Title Fight's remarkable first album full of some of the most honest and emotional musical performances I have ever had the pleasure of listening to. The loud, raw, and authentic vocal performance combined with the gritty guitars and perfectly punchy drums is a cathartic experience with every listen. All packed inside of 2 minutes and 16 seconds. The two-line chorus superlatively encapsulates the feeling at the core of both struggling with identity and suicidality in my opinion. The hard ending is the cherry on top.

Shed your skin
Find a better body to fit in

My personal favorite live performance of the song below. Would highly recommend a listen!


my friend listens to title fight. i really ought to give them a try

i'm not sure what i'd like my exit song(s) to be. i'm definitely thinking artists like gezebelle gaburgably, willyrodriguezwastaken, weatherday, and birds fear death
maybe these songs?



 
brassicasaur

brassicasaur

Member
May 9, 2025
46
MGMT - In the Afternoon. It just sounds like the narrator has completely given in and just accepted everything.
 
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Seneca65AD

Experienced
Oct 28, 2025
213
Hurt - Johnny Cash
In the End - Linkin Park
What a Wonderful World - Louis Armstrong
 
vanillamilkshakes

vanillamilkshakes

Aspiring Corpse
Aug 26, 2024
608
One of my all-time favourites.

 
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westerly_merlin

westerly_merlin

Thought I had moved on, life decided otherwise
Aug 13, 2025
204
Mine would be Perfect day by Lou Read
 
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Irisse

Irisse

Art belongs to Maksn (on yt)
Sep 8, 2025
508
Tbh probably Tchaikovsky's Pas de Deux. But in a slowed down(daycore?) version because it also sounds sad in that version, and I have a feeling that I'll be crying during my attempt.
 
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PropaneOctane

PropaneOctane

( ą“¦ąµą“¦ą“æ Ė™į—œĖ™ )
Oct 10, 2023
41
My last last one would be Gyöngyhajú lÔny! I first heard this in NATMOS (in a slower version), and it's one of my favs.
By last, i meant to listen to it as i slowly pass away, just like this song plays at the end of NATMOS. In my head that would be blissful xd
 
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purpp37

purpp37

Purpp
Oct 28, 2025
46
Something special to me. When I was 13/14 I stood over the edge of an 8 story car park listening to the leaked song Rocket Man by Zillakami. And everytime I listen to it I remember how long I've been wanting to leave this world. The only other song I could think of that I'd need to listen to before my death would be Ladies and Gentlemen We Are Floating in Space by Spiritualized.

Broken dreams and cigarettes again and again
Reelin' in my inner thoughts again and again
I just need a head rush again and again
I just need something that's not the same old thing

I pretend I'm a rocket man, exploring places I've never been
When I'm caught, don't reel me in, let me go and let me swim
Oh, would I love to see the stars from the beaches up on Mars
Would I love to have a day on Neptune, in outer space

My friend Blake shot himself in the head listening to Kids by MGMT. I remember breaking down in tears in the psych ward when I heard it from another room because I knew I was going to meet the same fate as him. I'll be with you soon man. I wish you made it out and saw the light. We all miss you.
 
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girlsboysthems

girlsboysthems

no i dont have a gun
Dec 19, 2022
457
I rememebr when i attempted previously i had my headphones on and on shuffle. the song that came while i was attempting was happy ending by mika (the song selection by spotify felt on point ngl).
 
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Realgar

Member
Aug 19, 2024
90
Mama, I'm Coming Home by Ozzy Osborne. My Mom died 4 years ago, and I am going home to see her!
 
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SuicidalAngel

Member
Nov 1, 2023
14
I'd probably have to pick Day I Die by Good Charlotte
Mama, I'm Coming Home by Ozzy Osborne. My Mom died 4 years ago, and I am going home to see her!
Sorry to hear about your mum. My mum died Nov 5th 2021
 
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Failed2AbortYou

Member
Dec 8, 2025
5


I think most of the people here would appreciate what this has to sayšŸ«¶šŸ»
I do believe this is AI but it's sooo accurate, please give it a chance.
 
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