What song do you want to listen to during/before you ctb?

[Mea Culpa]

SuiSai- Calm Down

 

[nolosis]

Milk & Honey #1- Arcade Fire
!

 

[LostChan]

Sad and alone - trippie red
Me and my guitar- a boogie
For the last time - $uicideboy$
Is probably my list

 

[february in alaska]

Radiohead - How to Disappear Completely

Such a beautiful, uncanny song. I completely understand this one.

 

[natthebrat]

Curtain Call by Rosi Golan

 

[lavender143once]

usedcar by surrenderdorothy or anything from them.

 

[maxxydogg]

no lies, just love by bright eyes

 

[LonelyKitten]

I'm thinking this one, because I'm looking at jumping.
The story resonates with me, as my whole life I've felt like death was by my side as the most comforting, no matter how bad any situation was.
Sort of as, the only "companion" or "partner" that I'd never lose or be abandoned by.

 

[lwlaiet8887]

I will go out smiling.

 

[DeadlineDialer]

Jumping from a bridge, so this is only fitting.

 

[cscott]

 

[seventynineZ]

Got a full playlist but I plan on ending it with the first song I listened to from my fav artist.

One of the songs in my playlist tho:

 

[Is0lated]

Music has been such a comfort for me my entire life, and I feel like I'll really need it to feel less alone when I go. I'm having trouble choosing just one. I'm curious what songs other people would choose and for what reasons.

Right now I'm personally deciding between Sufjan Steven's Fourth of July, Cavetown's This is Home, To Build a Home by The Cinematic Orchestra, Thank You by Dido, or an ethereal edit of Clair de Lune. Those are songs that just hit me in the gut with comfort every time. It's kind of cringe and sappy, but I figure I get to be cringe and sappy when it comes to my final moments, haha

Anyone else plan on music or no? I'm interested what the reason is if people won't want to listen to anything, too

Ion like sad songs, and I'd like to ctb happy while drinking and smoking so probably some chaotic songs. I have a whole playlist for that lmao

 

[venua]

Such a beautiful, uncanny song. I completely understand this one.

It's one of my favorite songs, next to bloodhail by HANL.

 

[suicidepanda]

Music has been such a comfort for me my entire life, and I feel like I'll really need it to feel less alone when I go. I'm having trouble choosing just one. I'm curious what songs other people would choose and for what reasons.

Right now I'm personally deciding between Sufjan Steven's Fourth of July, Cavetown's This is Home, To Build a Home by The Cinematic Orchestra, Thank You by Dido, or an ethereal edit of Clair de Lune. Those are songs that just hit me in the gut with comfort every time. It's kind of cringe and sappy, but I figure I get to be cringe and sappy when it comes to my final moments, haha

Anyone else plan on music or no? I'm interested what the reason is if people won't want to listen to anything, too

strangely enough, I like to listen to music when I'm contemplating CTB, but I don't think I actually enjoy having music playing as I was committing the act.

 

[drownll]

Absolutely nothing i want total silence, or a white noise like a fan
I don't want to hear human noise during my death

 

[damianshawl]

these lyrics are something very personal to me i think ALL OF US could relate to.

 

[inanotherlife]

My Body is a Cage by Arcade Fire

 

[TheSource]

Music has been such a comfort for me my entire life, and I feel like I'll really need it to feel less alone when I go. I'm having trouble choosing just one. I'm curious what songs other people would choose and for what reasons.

Right now I'm personally deciding between Sufjan Steven's Fourth of July, Cavetown's This is Home, To Build a Home by The Cinematic Orchestra, Thank You by Dido, or an ethereal edit of Clair de Lune. Those are songs that just hit me in the gut with comfort every time. It's kind of cringe and sappy, but I figure I get to be cringe and sappy when it comes to my final moments, haha

Anyone else plan on music or no? I'm interested what the reason is if people won't want to listen to anything, too

"Sun" by Sleeping At Last. I've been really into Near-Death Experiences recently, and it brings me a lot of comfort to know that there won't be nothing when we die. I'll get to see past loved ones again. I'll see current loved ones again. My pain will be gone and my wrongs will be forgiven. Another existence with the ones that mean the most to me, but one where I don't have to worry about anything anymore. I won't feel negative emotions anymore. We can all be happy again. Sun reminds me that we all came from and we will all return to The Source.

 

[Amyend88]

 

[tiger b]

I'm Too Sexy, by Right Said Fred.

 

[nembutal]

 

[SylveonFan]

This is dumb, but I wanna listen to Eterna City Night from Pokémon Diamond while I ctb.

 

[sadlyexisting]

Probably fallin by leftquiet and ghosthands, it just gives me a peaceful vibe which I definitely need to ctb

 

[cancerline polache]

~If we wake up, lose our patience
Or even lose our lives
I feel lucky to say that you've been
A friend of mine

Best believe me, you will see me
On the other side~ I plan to maybe ctb next year by SN and this is one of the songs i'll play if i end up comitting

 

[Foreverix]

 

[notverylucid]

 

[IWishToDie]

Music has been such a comfort for me my entire life, and I feel like I'll really need it to feel less alone when I go. I'm having trouble choosing just one. I'm curious what songs other people would choose and for what reasons.

Right now I'm personally deciding between Sufjan Steven's Fourth of July, Cavetown's This is Home, To Build a Home by The Cinematic Orchestra, Thank You by Dido, or an ethereal edit of Clair de Lune. Those are songs that just hit me in the gut with comfort every time. It's kind of cringe and sappy, but I figure I get to be cringe and sappy when it comes to my final moments, haha

Anyone else plan on music or no? I'm interested what the reason is if people won't want to listen to anything, too

I won't risk having a charged device nearby. SI is a b*tch. If I could die right now, I would. If I had to wait ten minutes? I might chicken out. I hate this. Hate hate hate.

 

[girl2910]

 

[Dumbass]

i think during some of my attempts i listened to Naked in Manhattan by Chappell Roan mixed with some like bbno$ songs