FTL.Wanderer

FTL.Wanderer

Enlightened
May 31, 2018
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I was the caretaker of my dying mother. And I was suicidal back then, too. That was the last time I had to think about a funeral (my own) or the effects of my death on others. The benefits of having no one in my life are no guilt and no additional hassles.

Good luck to everyone else in your considerations.
 
passenger27

passenger27

In my beginning is my end.
Aug 25, 2019
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CrushedHopes

CrushedHopes

Ex-narcissist that is looking to end himself soon
Nov 3, 2019
471
waterbottleman

waterbottleman

Not a person
Sep 30, 2019
721
No funeral.

No song.

No acknowledgment.

Indifference.

Just silence.

The lack of significance of my death will be exactly the same as how insignificant my life is to others.

I'm totally invisible, no one likes me, and no one cares.

When I die it'll be as though I never lived. I'll just drift away from this earth.
 
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AnxiouslyDepressed

AnxiouslyDepressed

Stuck- the guilt of leaving or the pain of staying
Nov 8, 2019
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Neurodamaged2

Neurodamaged2

Member
Oct 28, 2019
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Claire de Lune by Debussy and Somewhere over the Rainbow by Israel Kamakawiwo'ole.

But I'm not getting a funeral. My parents are separated and I'm staying with my mom, and she's told me she's just gonna have me cremated and fedex my ashes to my dad. My only brother committed suicide last year and my dad had a funeral for him, had him cremated, so I guess I'll 'complete the set'.
 
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SpecialK

SpecialK

Student
Apr 15, 2019
155
I don't want any funeral, and I don't want to be exposed. I just wanna be incinerated. That's it.
 
theergorthdies

theergorthdies

Waiting for Death...
Nov 13, 2019
29
Though I know some boring Christian music will be playing as my coffin is lowered down, this is what I think will be perfect for me...

Some perfect Melodeath metal... Journey Of Discovery & Hourglass by Æther Realm.



My wish however is that nobody ever finds my body...
 
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gothfairy

gothfairy

sad girl
Nov 12, 2019
64
doll by shrimp
without u by beach goons
a sad song about a girl i no longer know by bedside kites
 
Nem

Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
Sep 3, 2018
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Hel

Member
Mar 30, 2019
94
Before I got suicidal I had a very bad health and I was really scared of death (funny uhm?) and I made a list with songs for my funeral. My best friend knows where that paper is hidden, just in case. Well, we didn't talk about that recently but I can't remind him since he will suspect (he knows that my health is better than ever nd sadly... I made some "subtle" comments about wanting to CTB a year ago or so and he got super mad at me, so if I rememeber him the list, he will suspect).
 
Meant2Die

Meant2Die

Specialist
Nov 8, 2019
307
Oh man, no one said Bitter Sweet Symphony by The Verve yet? Its a classic!

"Cause it's a bittersweet symphony this life
Trying to make ends meet, you're a slave to the money then you die"

 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
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this song for some reason soothes me because it was popular at the time when I was suffering the terrible childhood loneliness and neglect.
 
MisanthropicLycan

MisanthropicLycan

What God's will rise from the abyss of our souls?
Nov 4, 2019
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