oldfritos
BPDeez nutz
- Jun 9, 2023
- 26
I'm going based off the list the AFSP gives.
I have
1. Depression
2. Substance Use Problems
3. Personality traits of mood changes and poor relationships
4. Anxiety Disorders
5. Chronic foot pain
6. Former severe TBI
7. I was bullied in middle school, and have many relationship problems with every friendship I've ever had
8. I have been exposed to 2 different suicides, those were actually what inspired me to actually do my first attempt
9. As i just said previous suicide attempts
10. Childhood abuse/trauma
11. I talk about killing myself quite a bit, I mean I am here right lol
12. I feel hopeless, the only hope I am slightly holding on to is the chance of getting Spravato for treatment-resistant deprssion, but it may very well not even work, and my insurance has already denied it once
13. Yup, no reason to live
14. I am most certainly a burden to everyone around me
15. I am trapped in my mind with all these emntl disorders that will probably never go away, at least not for another 10 years and I don't want to deal with that.
16. I mean clearly I've been able to bear my mental pain so far but it is getting a bit much
17. I am very much researching how to end my life, haha again, I am here right?
18. I have 0 hobbies that I enjoy
19. I lost my last friend the other day and my family isn't much of a help at all
20. I sleep/stay in bed most of the day
21. I am always fatigued, always have been always will be
22. I am depressed
23. I am anxious
24. I have a definite loss of interest in literally everything
I have
1. Depression
2. Substance Use Problems
3. Personality traits of mood changes and poor relationships
4. Anxiety Disorders
5. Chronic foot pain
6. Former severe TBI
7. I was bullied in middle school, and have many relationship problems with every friendship I've ever had
8. I have been exposed to 2 different suicides, those were actually what inspired me to actually do my first attempt
9. As i just said previous suicide attempts
10. Childhood abuse/trauma
11. I talk about killing myself quite a bit, I mean I am here right lol
12. I feel hopeless, the only hope I am slightly holding on to is the chance of getting Spravato for treatment-resistant deprssion, but it may very well not even work, and my insurance has already denied it once
13. Yup, no reason to live
14. I am most certainly a burden to everyone around me
15. I am trapped in my mind with all these emntl disorders that will probably never go away, at least not for another 10 years and I don't want to deal with that.
16. I mean clearly I've been able to bear my mental pain so far but it is getting a bit much
17. I am very much researching how to end my life, haha again, I am here right?
18. I have 0 hobbies that I enjoy
19. I lost my last friend the other day and my family isn't much of a help at all
20. I sleep/stay in bed most of the day
21. I am always fatigued, always have been always will be
22. I am depressed
23. I am anxious
24. I have a definite loss of interest in literally everything
