dandan
One more attempt on life.
- Feb 18, 2019
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I exercise, 5k daily and it works my mind. Plus little with insomnia and eating habits.
I read, try to improve mentally, fight ideas and beliefs, try to get emotionally better, assist with a psychologist ..... And all of this actions result is only allowing me to think more but get nowhere!!! It's kind of entertainment!!! Nonfuckingnbenefit of fighting my ideas and beliefs
So then?
And this has a lot of resemblance with Eckhart Tolle 's book Power of Now, and this thought just rised up while writing, but yes it has so much alike!!!
Living in the Now out of my mind would be by far the greatest achievement I could achieve.
I conclude today's post with: "Shit nothing really works except running , testosterone and a positive attitude." Shit , but that positive attitude is the reason of all the reading, thinking , reflecting, reliving old memories, rephrasing, reframing, analysing , attending the psychologist, meditating .....
Circles to keep a living attitude?? LOL crazy's fighting I don't want to die but I want to LIVE God dam it!! What a sucking dilema am I living???
What if I stop trying to improve , what if I could save all that energy? Use that energy in something else?
I've tried and spent huge time, energy and life in thinking and going over thoughts like if mind could deliver a great life without action.... Like if I could solve life's challenges through only thinking.....
Aaaew man, stop.
I read, try to improve mentally, fight ideas and beliefs, try to get emotionally better, assist with a psychologist ..... And all of this actions result is only allowing me to think more but get nowhere!!! It's kind of entertainment!!! Nonfuckingnbenefit of fighting my ideas and beliefs
So then?
And this has a lot of resemblance with Eckhart Tolle 's book Power of Now, and this thought just rised up while writing, but yes it has so much alike!!!
Living in the Now out of my mind would be by far the greatest achievement I could achieve.
I conclude today's post with: "Shit nothing really works except running , testosterone and a positive attitude." Shit , but that positive attitude is the reason of all the reading, thinking , reflecting, reliving old memories, rephrasing, reframing, analysing , attending the psychologist, meditating .....
Circles to keep a living attitude?? LOL crazy's fighting I don't want to die but I want to LIVE God dam it!! What a sucking dilema am I living???
What if I stop trying to improve , what if I could save all that energy? Use that energy in something else?
I've tried and spent huge time, energy and life in thinking and going over thoughts like if mind could deliver a great life without action.... Like if I could solve life's challenges through only thinking.....
Aaaew man, stop.