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donttellmybf2004

donttellmybf2004

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Feb 7, 2023
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Hi SS! The last time I attempted, I did so with a 4x dose of Advil PM. (Diphenhydramine) Obviously didn't work, and I was up all night jerking awake while my heart stopped and started. Very annoying. How do I actually get a hold of over-the-counter stuff to make diphenhydramine OD less awful, or perhaps another pill altogether? Blood pressure upset makes my feet swell, and of course I must fit in my good heels in my coffin, you see how it is.
Thanks in advance, sorry if my language isn't SS-worthy, I'm new.
 
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Finn_tasia

Finn_tasia

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Feb 8, 2023
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I took so many Diphenhydramine ODs last year while I was in hospital (don't ask how they kept giving me unescorted leave...)

I'm 210lbs and even 4 packs and a bottle of wine didn't do the job. Just tachycardia for a few hours. I'm sorry you've been through that experience because it feels awful when it doesn't work but you have to go through the side effects until it runs it's course
 
jodes2

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No OTC stuff will make you OD successfully. It's all been selected to be incredibly safe. The most available thing is SN with antiemetics, and none of the OTC stuff. You need to bite the bullet and order the proper stuff. It's available if you know where to buy. Don't make yourself suffer with OTC ODs. You're probably just damaging your body and not achieving anything.
 
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xenoz

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Dec 5, 2022
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Anything OTC is gonna have an incredibly high survival rate, that's why they're OTC and aren't restricted. The closest you can get is acetaminophen, and even then, highly highly do not recommend, as you're far more likely to survive with a fucked up liver for the rest of your life than actually manage to CTB.
 
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lunarflower

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Mar 12, 2022
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Ive tried OD'ing on diphenhydramine too. I took alot though and only ended up with short term memory loss and auditory/visual hallucinations for a couple of days. Was scary as hell, would not recommend
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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SN is over-the-counter. It's completely legal. What's wrong with SN?
 

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