January i had it all planed out. I had the means, method and opportunity. I peacefully passed from being awake to there being nothing. I thought that nothingness was the end but i had passed into a coma. My mistake was sending an email. I thought 24 hours would be sufficient time for me to pass. Police and medics were informed and i was rushed to a&e. Spent five days in a coma ans 2 months being treated and evalued. Last few weeks ive felt like a failure and so have begun the journey to the end once again. This time no emails, not staying at home and wear my smile everyday. Have my new date set, its not long. This time i will not fail.
I'd rather not say my method. A few silly mistakes cost me. One other tip ditch your mobile. Trouble with hotels it is too easy to be discovered and saved.
The trauma was beforehand. Now it's about a brave face for a short period, then no more trauma
I really wish you would hint at your method. I understand and respect that you don't have to. I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable. It's just that you described a peaceful passing which will no doubt have many feeling anxious.
its-about-time
nope
- Mar 19, 2022
- 807
Sharing your method and the mistakes you made could really help other users with their own plan, but I know it is very personal and can understand choosing to not disclose. I'm sorry you've been through such an awful experience instead of what you intended. Wishing you the best moving forward.
All I'll say is it was a very well researched drugs cocktail. That passes extremely slowly through your system. You become drowsy and fall asleep. Another few hours and I would've gone.
_Seeking
I'm only here for this moment
- Dec 16, 2021
- 205
I'm sorry that it didn't work out for you, it sounds horrible. Did it do any lasting damage to you?
I have listed mistakes. Not going fully into details on my method might reconsider before next time. It won't be long. Thank you for the best wishes.
Everything was very peaceful tbh. Some liver damage. Thank you for asking.
What is your method? Share with the threads so others using same method can prevent your mistakes
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 44,987
I wish that we lived in a world where our right to die is respected. People should be able to pass away peacefully at a time of their own choosing, and others should have no say in it. I'm sorry that you had this experience, it must have been really awful. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do and I hope you find relief from your pain.
