Discussion What music will you listen to when you CTB?

[determination]

Me personally I'm probably going to listen to hkmori's stuff. I love breakcore as much as the next mentally ill person, but seriously I love them sooo much. It helps me relax/puts me in a good sadish mood. (does that make any sense?). I think listening to music will help me CTB. I wonder what it's like listening to your favorite song as you lose conciousness.

If you want a song reccomendation of theirs from me I'd say "am i overreacting" every single time.

 

[Bootleg Astolfo]

Let's be honest, there's only one appropriate choice;

 

[matt.7890]

Avicii - Without you

 

[Vivissa]

Some song of Billie Eilish surely

 

[NonEssential]

This one probably

 

[fallingbehind]

Good days by Sza.

 

[Jona]

I found a song on YouTube which is very beautiful "Puccini - Turandot: Nessun Dorma" I would like to listen to it

 

[Foxcompany2nd3rd]

EDIT: Didnt realize I already posted once here oops, my memory is getting really bad.

This is just me, dont be offended, but I firmly believe that what we believe we will manifest into reality in the next life through the doors of death. Be it nothingness, Hell, Heaven, Nirvana, The halls of Valhalla, or reincarnation, etc. I will be manifesting the expriences of an infinite lives in an endless journey into the void and ultimately becoming God.

I see a lot of young people here, even children in my eyes as Im old as fuck. But it doesnt mean I cannot relate to you, as Ive been suicidal all my life, my journey of abuse started before I knew how to read and write. So know that even though Ive had the privilege of living a full life, I was once in your shoes and still am...

 

[jenson]

Skyrim Soundtrack - Bannered Mare Theme

It's peaceful.

Secunda wouldn't be a bad option either

 

[Hangman.]

 

[unluckysadness]

I'm not sure I'll listen to music when I CTB but it could be one of my favourite : Procol Harum "A wither shade of pale". I'd like it to be played at my funeral

 

[orpheus_]

Don't Fear the Reaper by Blue Oyster Cult. Quite ironic title but it's been one of my comfort songs for a long time

 

[-nobodyknows-]

I don't know. There are a number of songs that I think I might like to listen to beforehand, but my concern with that is leaving something behind that would be associated with my death.

 

[jazzcat621]

Vaporwave, probably this album here. When I get ketamine injections (for depression treatment) I always feel like im passing onto the afterlife, and im always listening to this album.

 

[Doemu]

This is the one wich I made most of the attempts

 

[oatmeal.n]

Me personally I'm probably going to listen to hkmori's stuff. I love breakcore as much as the next mentally ill person, but seriously I love them sooo much. It helps me relax/puts me in a good sadish mood. (does that make any sense?). I think listening to music will help me CTB. I wonder what it's like listening to your favorite song as you lose conciousness.

If you want a song reccomendation of theirs from me I'd say "am i overreacting" every single time.

I'll play starships by katy pary and ctb at the beat drop.. something like that

in all seriousness, probably some love songs i listened to when i was a kid. ill try to keep it light-hearted, for me its more a celebration than a funeral of sorts. only happy music!

 

[ankawannadie]

My tinnitus

 

[oatmeal.n]

this one for sure

one of my favorites! definitely an option for me

 

[suyasuya]

Last Words of a Shooting Star by Mitski! The lyrics are comforting and are the perfect note to leave the world on for me personally.

 

[breadliker123]

Elvis Presley's discography. He has a lovely voice.
Wooden Heart on loop more likely. That song always makes me want to go to sleep

 

[brokenspirited]

The voices in my head.

 

[synthetic_suicide]

A dream of another existence
You wish to die
A dream of another world
You pray for death
To release the soul
One must die
To find peace inside
You must get eternal
I am a mortal, but am I human?
How beautiful life is now when my time has come
A human destiny, but nothing human inside
What will be left of me when I'm dead?
There was nothing when I lived
What you found was eternal death
No one will ever miss you

 

[DeadSouls]

Probably Ok Computer from Radiohead.

 

[WaZedon]

I've been battling with this dilemma for a while, and still am. My best friend, my one and only friend had died listening to "The Traveler" by Timmy's Organism. It's probably the saddest ambience I've heard yet. I'm positive there's more music out there that can match the aura but considering its sentimental value by its association with my friend, it's sadder to me. I know that when I die, I'll see him which is why I don't particularly associate death with something bad. It's an escape. It's the one step I have to take to see my friend again, which is certainly a happy thought. This is why I can't really decide whether I should listen to a sad ambience like "The Traveler" or something that's both sad and relieving. Anyways, here's the link to the ambience:

Well!

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You're the only other person I've ever seen mention Adam's Song :)

 

[私はあなたと一緒に飛びます]

This song describes how I feel about a certain girl who was showing me signs and like a complete dumbass I never reciprocated.

To be honest, I haven't really put much thought into it. Once I go down for the count, I know I'll see her again, and that brings me all the comfort I need.

 

[luma]

I have a few songs in mind, but if I had to choose only one, I'd pick hope ur ok by Olivia Rodrigo. I want to go out thinking about my loved ones and wishing them well; the most important thing to me has always been love.

 

[pinstripe]

I've fantasized about stepping on the bus when this song plays

 

[VoidButterfly]

The last time I seriously attempted I used ΔXIUS LIИK, the ΞRΛ album:



I had it on random and started went when this song started:



I use it like a go-time trigger. I think I'll do the same in my next attempt too.

 

[Galahad]

I've thought about this and always come back to not playing music and just listening to nature.

Birdsong, wind in the trees - those would be my last sounds

 

[saturno13]

 

[whywere]

Van Halen "Running with the devil"

Walter