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determination

determination

* (It's as comfortable as it looks.)
Jul 23, 2025
19
Me personally I'm probably going to listen to hkmori's stuff. I love breakcore as much as the next mentally ill person, but seriously I love them sooo much. It helps me relax/puts me in a good sadish mood. (does that make any sense?). I think listening to music will help me CTB. I wonder what it's like listening to your favorite song as you lose conciousness.

If you want a song reccomendation of theirs from me I'd say "am i overreacting" every single time.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Paragon
May 10, 2025
957
my ctb partner may decide
I prefer goa and melodic remixes
 
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maka

maka

this is for you, mi cuervito 𓇢𓆸
Apr 23, 2019
180
I'm ngl, I often daydream when listening to music and may send myself into a panic. I plan to listen to a funny podcast or a comedy/comfort show instead to distract myself one last time.
 
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Dejected 55

Dejected 55

Wizard
May 7, 2025
643
I don't know. Probably just random songs. I hope that my method doesn't have me conscious very long, so I shouldn't last even halfway through a song... so I'm honestly not thinking too much about specific choices.
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
7,129
As someone who enjoys Touhou, I may listen to this on my way out:



But it all depends on the mood and occasion, I don't really have a set music. Also, I don't really listen to many things outside of video game music and what not.
 
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failedmind

failedmind

Student
Oct 31, 2024
108
discovered this song recently. im not sure if i'll ctb to it, but sometimes i lay in bed and visualize myself dying to it
 
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naookoo128

naookoo128

Schmerz den Masochisten
Jul 13, 2025
50
Oh, great question, that will be a huge thing for me. Maybe even in that form, that I wont listen to any music, lol. It´s cleary one the very best things in life and sometimes I think it will make it harder for me to end it. Maybe just the songs I´m listening to lately, where I dont have a massive connection to the music, you know. I think going through my alltime faves would be too rough for me somehow, many of them are connected to emotions and memories I probably want to avoid in that moment. I like the comedy podcast idea, haha.

Still want to share one of my favorites. There are like 3 or 4 songs I want to be played when I died, thats one of them.
 
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naookoo128

naookoo128

Schmerz den Masochisten
Jul 13, 2025
50


That song would fit for me. Its beautiful and dramatic but not too hard, thinking about building a playlist around it.
The bass feels like going down, deeper and deeper, while the synth carpet makes me float.
I think it has to be instrumental-only for me.
 
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alt131313

Member
Jul 4, 2025
13
"Winter Song" by Sara Bareilles, and Ingrid Michaelson, or "No Surprises" by Radiohead
 
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Anura

Anura

Member
Dec 8, 2024
27
"Il Porco rosso" by Joe hisaishi (orchestral), listening to it just hits all the right feelings
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Warlock
Apr 21, 2025
767
Right now my favorite is the live version of so cold by breaking benjamin, but that will be decided at that time.
 
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naookoo128

naookoo128

Schmerz den Masochisten
Jul 13, 2025
50


That song would fit for me. Its beautiful and dramatic but not too hard, thinking about building a playlist around it.
The bass feels like going down, deeper and deeper, while the synth carpet makes me float.
I think it has to be instrumental-only for me.


Adding these to the Playlist :)

 
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Lemuell

Lemuell

Depressed algerian guy
Jul 23, 2025
18
Me personally I'm probably going to listen to hkmori's stuff. I love breakcore as much as the next mentally ill person, but seriously I love them sooo much. It helps me relax/puts me in a good sadish mood. (does that make any sense?). I think listening to music will help me CTB. I wonder what it's like listening to your favorite song as you lose conciousness.

If you want a song reccomendation of theirs from me I'd say "am i overreacting" every single time.
I'd probably be listening to name of love by cinema staff or any other cinema staff song
 
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kopebaldy

Student
Jul 5, 2025
115
Skyrim Soundtrack - Bannered Mare Theme

It's peaceful.
 
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ringo99

ringo99

Arcanist
Apr 18, 2023
495
Halo 2 Mjolnir Mix or Suicide Mission (yeah, yeah I get it) from Mass Effect 2. I'm a gamer btw
 
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Foxcompany2nd3rd

Member
Jul 24, 2025
24
I personally as very fond of this movie and believe a lot of its philosophy. So I will go out with it.

I can post it because the owner doesnt allow linking, but just search in youtube "The Fountain Soundtrack"
 
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nowherelilies

nowherelilies

sick of the sun
Jun 30, 2025
25
televangelism by ethel cain

it's a piano piece that always calms me down but also makes me cry because it sounds so fragile. the lore about it makes it even more fitting. it's the song that symbolizes ethel cain's ascent to heaven after she died as she was killed by her lover. there's a whole story behind the album too that i deeply resonate with. all of her trauma seems like a reflection of mine.
 
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