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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
10,439
All The Worst Things In Life Are Free !!!!!! 🤬🤬🤬

We Came As Romans-Bad Luck :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







Na-na, na-na-na-na-na, na-na-na
Na-na, na-na-na-na-na, na-na-na
Na-na, na-na-na-na-na, na-na-na
Na-na, na-na-na-na-na, na-na-na
Na-na, na-na-na-na-na, na-na-na
Na-na, na-na-na-na-na, na-na-na
I think I think too much, yeah, I know
It's all in my head, can't let it go
Been fighting for space with all the same ghosts
Am I spinning out of control?
I'm trying to hide but they're hiding with me
Been holding my breath 'cause they're all listening
I think I think too much but I know
That they know me
I spent all my life wondering why
The bad luck always comes so easy
All this time, I've realized
The worst things in life are free
But maybe all the days that cut so deep
And maybe all the pain that no one sees
They're all my scars, my bad luck to keep
And you can't take that from me
Na-na, na-na-na-na-na, na-na-na
Na-na, na-na-na-na-na, na-na-na
I swore I said that I would never go here again
Where the void is just a means to an end (in my head)
No way to see the choice I had
But now I understand
I spent all my life wondering why
The bad luck always comes so easy
All this time, I've realized
The worst things in life are free
But maybe all the days that cut so deep
And maybe all the pain that no one sees
They're all my scars, my bad luck to keep
And you can't take that from me
I found peace in the chaos, I know
'Cause pain is a lesson to learn and let go
Pain is a lesson to learn and let go
So I'll make this path my own
I spent all my life wondering why
The bad luck always comes so easy
I spent all my life wondering why
The bad luck always comes so easy
All this time, I've realized
The worst things in life are free
But maybe all the days that cut so deep
And maybe all the pain that no one sees
They're all my scars, my bad luck to keep
And you can't take that from me
(Na-na, na-na-na-na-na, na-na-na)
(Na-na, na-na-na-na-na)
And you can't take that from me (na-na-na)
(Na-na, na-na-na-na-na, na-na-na)
(Na-na, na-na-na-na-na)
No, you can't take that from me (na-na-na)
It's all I have, it's all I know
You can't take that from me
 
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The Actual Devil

The Actual Devil

I Go By Many Names: Can You Say 10? â›§
May 4, 2025
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nobody_oac

Member
Mar 28, 2025
44


I tried it once before, but I didn't get too far
I felt a lot of pain, but it didn't stop my heart
And all I really wanted was someone to give a little fuck
But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up

I tried it once before, and I think I might have messed up
I struggled with the veins, and I guess I didn't bleed enough
But maybe I'm alive 'cause I didn't really wanna die
But nothing very special ever happens in my life

Take the blade away from me
I am a freak, I am afraid that
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
I died to be the white ghost
Of the man that I was meant to be

I tried it like before, and this time I made a deep cut
I thought about my friends and the way I didn't give enough
And I should've told my mother, "Mom, I love you" like a good son
But this life is overwhelming, and I'm ready for the next one

Take the blade away from me
I am a freak, I am afraid that
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
I died to be the white ghost
Of the man that I was meant to be, yeah

I tried it once again, and I think I might black out
I should've left a letter, but I had nothing to write about
My blood is all around me, I get dizzy if I stand up
The cutting part was easy, but regretting it is so fucked

Take the blade away from me
I am a freak, I am afraid that
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
I died to be the white ghost
Of the man that I was meant to be

I tried it once again and I think I went too far
The man that I was meant to be
I cut a little deeper, and the pressure stopped my heart
The man that I was meant to be
I couldn't tell my mother that I love her, I'm a bad son
This life is overwhelming, and I'm ready for the next one
 
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_AllCatsAreGrey_

_AllCatsAreGrey_

(they/he)
Mar 4, 2024
656


I can't fake it, I can't sleep
This fantasy I can't escape
Clouded mind, haunted lover
Doomed to want, can't get enough

I can't fake it
I can't fake it
Clouded mind, haunted lover
What did you want?

Did you want to be mean
For no reason?
Did you take it out at me 'cause I'm alone?
Did you want to be free of the illusion
That life could be sweet and you could feel good?

I can't fake it
I can't fake it
Clouded mind, haunted lover
Doomed to want more

Did you want to be mean
For no reason?
Did you take it out at me 'cause I'm alone?
Did you want to be free of the illusion
That life could bе sweet and you could feel good?
 
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Amile

Amile

Member
Sep 17, 2020
27


I can't just get over my happy times.
 
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Preh1storic_Rib

Preh1storic_Rib

How do I return this joy?
Aug 22, 2024
52
 
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Monicahere

Member
May 14, 2025
5
Jigsaw Fallin Into Place - Radiohead
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Specialist
May 10, 2025
304
Melodic Chill radio on you tube live
 
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VoidButterfly

VoidButterfly

Flitterby
May 17, 2025
74
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
10,439
Soul Asylum-Runaway Train :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:

(My life since I turned 10 years old... Keeps spiraling faster)








Call you up in the middle of the night
Like a firefly without a light
You were there like a blowtorch burning
I was a key that could use a little turning
So tired that I couldn't even sleep
So many secrets I couldn't keep
Promised myself I wouldn't weep
One more promise I couldn't keep
It seems no one can help me now
I'm in too deep
There's no way out
This time I have really led myself astray
Runaway train never going back
Wrong way on a one-way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here nor there
Can you help me remember how to smile?
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile
How on Earth did I get so jaded?
Life's mystery seems so faded
I can go where no one else can go
I know what no one else knows
Here I am, just drowning in the rain
With a ticket for a runaway train
And everything seems cut and dry
Day and night
Earth and sky
Somehow I just don't believe it
Runaway train never going back
Wrong way on a one-way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here nor there
Bought a ticket for a runaway train
Like a madman laughing at the rain
A little out of touch, a little insane
It's just easier than dealing with the pain
Runaway train never going back
Wrong way on a one-way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here nor there
Runaway train never coming back
Runaway train tearing up the track
Runaway train burning in my veins
Runaway but it always seems the same
 
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The Actual Devil

The Actual Devil

I Go By Many Names: Can You Say 10? â›§
May 4, 2025
233
This came out in 1996. This man predicted the future.

 
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Emerita

Emerita

Time is terminal
Jan 16, 2025
140

I liked when they went on BBC live and were asked to censor the expletives which obviously they didn't do that.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Specialist
May 10, 2025
304
vocal trance remixes
 
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EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
4,826














 
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Dyingoportunity

Dyingoportunity

What looks so strong, so delicate
May 9, 2025
41






 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

· Global Moderator · Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
1,727
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
2,098
Youtube just suggested a new Falling In Reverse song. I have never listened to them before and most of their stuff is not my genre but dayum is this song FIRE! Also it is a collab with Manson and, as an old Millennial, I was so excited to see this!
 
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lynnschronicles

Member
Mar 8, 2024
16
My playlist:
 
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jb.fletcher

jb.fletcher

The one that's all sixes and sevens?
May 21, 2025
24
 
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cemeteryismyhome

Mage
Mar 15, 2025
539
Etta Marcus - Death Grips
 
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skybox

skybox

Have you ever been jealous of birds?
Mar 6, 2024
92
 
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Alexandra0

Alexandra0

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
246
Sneaker Pimps - Loretta Young Silks 🔥
 
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imtiredasf

imtiredasf

Member
May 23, 2025
53


A lovely song about a girl from the Sprawl. Neuromancer is a 10/10 read if you've never checked it out.
 
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Asahina

Asahina

New Member
May 25, 2025
4
This is one of my favorite songs. I wonder if anyone has heard of it.

 
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Namelesa

· Global Moderator · Trapped in this Suffering
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