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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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Awaken I Am-Upside Down :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:





Tell me what you wanted from me
But don't you dare tell me you're sorry
I'm counting every lie you told me one by one
(One by one)
So while you let your words out coldly
I listen and it feels unholy
I'm counting every moment til it comes undone
(Comes undone)

Is it what you wanted
Time will bring you nothing
I'll never let you forget
Everything you touch is left hanging
Upside down
And the memories stay, they're forever in place
I can't drown you out
And the memories stay, taking them to my grave

I tried to leave but you left unspoken
I tried to break but you left me broken
Not the way
Thought you'd stay
Got a way of saying sorry
You got a way of breaking hearts babe
Not the way
The games we play

Is it what you wanted
Time will bring you nothing
I'll never let you forget
Everything you touch is left hanging
Upside down
And the memories stay, they're forever in place
I can't drown you out
And the memories stay, taking them to my grave

When you're hollow enough
You'd kill just to be anyone
When you're hollow enough
You'd kill just to be anyone

(Breakdown)

Never thought it'd be
Never thought it'd be
So far gone now
Never thought it'd be
Never thought it'd be
I wanna feel there's more
I wanna break down doors

But it's upside down
And the memories stay, they're forever in place
I can't drown you out
And the memories stay, taking them to my grave

Is it what you wanted
Time will bring you nothing
I'll never let you forget
Everything you touch is left hanging
Upside down
And the memories stay, they're forever in place
I can't drown you out
And the memories stay, taking them to my grave
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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Frak..... This is 10 years old. 😱😱😱😱😱😱

Zedd/Hayley Williams-Stay The Night :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









I know that we are upside down
So hold your tongue and hear me out
I know that we were made to break
So what? I don't mind
You kill the lights, I'll draw the blinds
Don't dull the sparkle in your eyes
I know that we were made to break
So what? I don't mind

Are you gonna stay the night?
Are you gonna stay the night?
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Are you gonna stay the night?

Are you gonna stay the night?
Doesn't mean we're bound for life
So, oh, oh, oh
Are you gonna stay the night?

Are you gonna stay the night?
Doesn't mean we're bound for life
So, oh, oh, oh
Are you gonna stay the night?

I am a fire, you're gasoline
Come pour yourself all over me
We'll let this place go down in flames
Only one more time
You kill the lights, I'll draw the blinds
Don't dull the sparkle in your eyes
I know that we were made to break
So what? I don't mind

Are you gonna stay the night?
Are you gonna stay the night?
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Are you gonna stay the night?

Are you gonna stay the night? (When we get burned)
Doesn't mean we're bound for life (we never learn)
So, oh, oh, oh
Are you gonna stay the night?

Night, night, night, night, night
Night, night, night, night, night
Night, night, night, night, night
Are you gonna stay the night?

Are you gonna stay the night?
Doesn't mean we're bound for life
So, oh, oh, oh
Are you gonna stay the night?

Are you gonna stay the night?
Are you gonna stay the night?
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Are you gonna stay the night?
 
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Manufactura - Suicide AfterlifeπŸ–€

 
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|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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The Cars-Since You're Gone πŸ’™πŸ˜₯πŸ’™πŸ˜₯πŸ’™









Since you're gone, the nights are gettin' strange
Since you're gone, well, nothing's makin' any sense
Since you're gone, I stumble in the shade
Since you're gone, everything's in perfect tense, well

I can't help it when you fall apart
And I can't help it, guess you better start

That is forgettin' about you (since you're gone)
Since you're gone, nights are gettin' strange (since you're gone)
Since you're gone, throwin' it all away (since you're gone)
Since you're gone, the nights are gettin' strange (since you're gone)
Since you're gone, throwin' it all away

I can't help it, everything's a mess
I can't help it, you're so treacherous
When it comes to tenderness
(Since you're gone)

I can't help it, everything's a mess
I can't help it, you're so treacherous

Oh, where's that tenderness? (Since you're gone)
Since you're gone, I missed the peak sensation (since you're gone)
Since you're gone, I took the big vacation (since you're gone)
Well, never feel sedate (since you're gone)
Well, the moonlight ain't so great (since you're gone)
Since you're gone (since you're gone)

Well, I've thrown it all away (since you're gone)
When the nights are getting (since you're gone) strange
I've thrown it all away (since you're gone)
Well, since you're gone (since you're gone)
Since you're gone (since you're gone)
Well, I've thrown it all away
Since you're gone (since you're gone)
 
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I love trashy east euro club music.
 
sunbleachedflies

sunbleachedflies

If it is meant to be then it will be.
May 1, 2024
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What music are you listening to at the moment? For me, I am listening to In the End by Linkin Park.
'what if love isn't enough' by ellis. i think everyone should check her music. it's so beautifully made.
 
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welcome home old friend, how was your life?
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May 27, 2020
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This is a recording of music that can be heard in multiple episodes of the TV series: Dexter; specifically the first part of this video from 0:00 - 0:45. This is a piece of background music, so it might not have an official name, but unofficially it can be known as "Our Father", in reference to an episode which it is used in; I think that there used to be another YouTube video featuring a sample of this music, but it has since been removed.

Why was I listening to this? It evokes multiple emotions... emotions of-- I am not completely sure. I makes me start to think, and reflect on memories which are brought forward; some of these memories are recent, and others are from the far past. It could be considered nostalgia, but I disagree with this because I am not usually sentimental about past events - rather the opposite. So what is it? Certain sounds and ambient tracks have this effect on me sometimes.

I apologize if the paragraph above is too much information, but I just had a strong feeling about this.
 
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errorsinmypast

I see only one escape
Apr 3, 2024
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lol, I've had a Linkin Park song in my head today. Tbh, lately, music hasn't done much for me. It sucks when this happens.
Same, it does suck especially when i think back to how many good vibes I used to get from listening to it
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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Staind-Better Days :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:








I've been feelin' outta control
There's no healin' between all the roads
And there's no comfort, am I losin' my soul?
Is it too late to just let 'em go?

And someday I will wake up
And everything has changed
Until then, I will dream of better days
Still living in the sorrow and learnin' from the pain
Until then, I will dream of better days

I tried to hold on, but it slipped through my hands
Do you believe in a second chance
For all we've been through?
Don't you think we deserve so much more than this hurt?

And someday I will wake up
And everything has changed
Until then, I will dream of better days
Still living in the sorrow and learnin' from the pain
Until then, I will dream of better days
Of better days

I've been feeling so out of control
There's no healin'

And someday I will wake up
And everything has changed
Until then, I will dream of better days
Still living in the sorrow and learnin' from the pain
Until then, I will dream of better days

Someday I will wake up
And everything has changed
Until then, I will dream of better days
Still living in the sorrow and learnin' from the pain
Until then, I will dream of better days

Of better days
Of better days
Of better days
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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Slash/Chris Stapleton-Oh Well :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






Can't help about the shape I'm in
I can't sing, I ain't pretty, and my legs are thin
Don't ask me what I think of you
I might not give the answer that you want me to

Oh, well

Now, when I talked to God, I knew He'd understand
He said, "Stick by me, and I'll be your guiding hand"
Don't ask me what I think of you
I might not give the answer that you want me to

Oh, well
Now, when I talked to God, I knew He'd understand
He said, "Stick by me, and I'll be your guiding hand"
Don't ask me what I think of you
I might not give the answer that you want me to
 
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limeoctave

welcome home old friend, how was your life?
Mar 24, 2024
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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A Foreign Affair-Hollow :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:


 
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My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
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Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
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Perfect for running through a hostile environment trying to kill you at every turn.
 
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Feb 16, 2023
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Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
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Jorms_McGander

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Oct 17, 2023
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1715185814375

It's on youtube but can't be linked.
 
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Apr 27, 2024
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Meshuggah's always easy to get along with, throw it on in the background and chill to it
 
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welcome home old friend, how was your life?
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