ManicPanic2018

ManicPanic2018

Night of the final day
Sep 11, 2022
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I slept on this song when playing Cyberpunk 2077, but have full on fallen in love with it after watching Edgerunners. Non stop loop this morning:

 
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Sep 13, 2022
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A lot of ambient music these days and videos of nature. It's the one of the only non chemical ways to slow myself down and ground myself,
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Starset-Waiting On The Sky To Change :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









There's something in the air
Burning ions in the oxygen are all aglow
A feeling everywhere
Premonitions of the storm that comes, but I won't go

I'm done running towards
The eyes of tornadoes
Pretending this is home

I breathe in the atmosphere
Let it wash over my fear
Of these heights as I transcend
And become whole again
I breathe in the atmosphere
Let it take me out of here
I won't live life in the rain
Waiting on the sky to change
(Waiting on the sky to change)

I've been frozen since that day
I saw my clear blue skies as they turned to gray in front of me
It's hard to find my way
Can I rise above when giving up is all I know?

I'm done running towards
The eyes of tornadoes
Pretending this is hope

I breathe in the atmosphere
Let it wash over my fear
Of these heights as I transcend
And become whole again
I breathe in the atmosphere
Let it take me out of here
I won't live life in the rain
Waiting on the sky to change

(And the water's rising)
(And the water's rising)
And the water's rising
Going deaf from the sound of rain
And the water's rising
I won't drown in the flood you made
And the water's rising
Going deaf from the sound of rain
And the water's rising
I won't drown in the flood you made

I breathe in the atmosphere
Let it wash over my fear
Of these heights as I transcend
And become whole again

I breathe in the atmosphere
Let it wash over my fear
Of these heights as I transcend
And become whole again
I breathe in the atmosphere
Let it take me out of here
I won't live life in the rain
Waiting on the sky to change

Waiting on the sky to change
Waiting on the sky to change
Waiting on the sky to change
Waiting on the sky to change
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Dayseeker-Without Me 💔💔💔💔💔💔








How did we let it all come to nothing? (Nothing)
Feeling like I should've been feeling something (something)
Lately, I've been puttin' it off to see if (to see if)
You'd come back crawling
The floor is falling out

So don't you hold me if you don't wanna know me
Don't you play dumb when I see what you run from
So don't you leave me empty when it's only in my eyes

How do you feel the same without me?
How do you feel the same when I don't sleep?
Somehow found me, but you still doubt me
How do you feel the same without me?

Call me when you know you're feeling lovesick (lovesick)
Or you can call it off when you see that I ain't shit (I ain't shit)
Lately, I've been putting it off to see you
Don't come back crawling
The floor is falling out

So don't you hold me if you don't wanna know me
Don't you play dumb

How do you feel the same without me?
How do you feel the same when I don't sleep?
Somehow found me, but you still doubt me
How do you feel the same without me?

So don't you hold me
If you don't wanna know me
So don't you leave me empty
When it's only in my eyes

How do you feel the same without me?
How do you feel the same when I don't sleep?
Somehow found me, but you still doubt me
How do you feel the same without me?

How do you feel?
How do you feel
Without me?
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Party People !!!

Tag Team-Whoomp There It Is :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






 
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Just A Little Bit More.... :wink:

Ultimate Dance Party 1998 :heart:




 
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Watain-We Remain :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










How red and full of truth are not
The stories by the fires told?
Absorbed and passed on by every dreamer
Madly drunk from embers glow

Always with the whirling dust
Of winding roads to mask our trail
And cloak the paths 'pon which we rode
So that legends dim might tell our tale

On waves of wildest oceans borne
In roaring chant a song unheard
Thus was brought the lore, to havens far
The echo of the primal word

For what is truth but what we make it?
A tale deformed by wind and rain
By temple stone and eager flame
Concealed, in spirit

We remain
We remain
We remain
We remain

Like a marooned enchantress stranded in the tropic of deceit
The truth abides within us all
Patiently awaiting the rise of her star
And its vengeful light to shine on our betrayal

For in the breaking of the final dawn and the silencing of all
Her muted voice shall rise in grace anew
At the unweaving of the webs and the dismantling of the world
We will remember her

Hark unto its hissing tongue
That dark wind of which dreams are made
On it blows, that fateful song
On and on and on

What if life is but an intermission?
The flickering of dying flame
And in the endless night in which it burns
Concealed, forever

We remain
We remain
We remain
We remain​
 
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Slipknot-The Dying Song :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









Put your hands into the water
Let your mouth go sick and dry
Put your life into your death now
Let them sing until you die
Die, die, die, yeah

Radical rather than rhetorical, babble like an oracle
Why am I always in your debt?
Father and the son and the holy ghost
Communist comatose, show me all the wagers are a bet
The middle of a nuclear winter is a modern achievement of the retro apocalyptic horde
Satan? You must be mistaken, there are no more satans
Only the bosses on the board
Forget, deny, ignore, nice try, it's you
Regret, rely, remorse inside of you
Yeah

Maybe you've been down too long
Maybe you've been down too long

The heart begins to suffer
When the soul has given up
And the flesh is barely more than bone
When no one else is listening
Only when you've had enough
Time to sing this dying song alone
Put your hands into the water
Let your mouth go sick and dry
Put your life into your death now
Let them sing until you die
Die, die, die, yeah

Maybe you've been down too long
Maybe you've been down too long

Think hard, you bastards
You're gonna tell me why
If I don't get an answer
You're gonna sing and die
Think hard, you bastards
You're gonna tell me why
If I don't get an answer
You're gonna sing and die

The heart begins to suffer
When the soul has given up
And the flesh is barely more than bone
When no one else is listening
Only when you've had enough
Time to sing this dying song alone
Put your hands into the water
Let your mouth go sick and dry
Put your life into your death now
Let them sing until you die
Put your hands into the water
Let your mouth go sick and dry
Put your life into your death now
Let them sing until you die​
 
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Josh007

The number zero is feeling lonely...
Nov 30, 2020
188
I wouldn't dare post it because it's really grim. The singer talks about why she wants to die and tells the person it's singing to kill her. It doesn't describe my situation or opinions on suicide but I like the mood, it's cool to hear when I'm down. Sometimes this songs are the only thing that can cheer me up. They have this cool rock vibe. 😅
Another rock song about suicide is:


🤟Rock on, Rock Is life. 🤙
 
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Dolly Parton-Just When I Needed You Most 💔💔💔💔💔💔










You packed in the morning
I stared out the window
And I struggled for something to say
You left in the rain without closing the door
I didn't stand in your way
Now I miss you more
Than I missed you before
And now where I'll find comfort, God knows
'Cause you left me
Just when I needed you most
Yes, you left me
Just when I needed you most
Now most every morning
I stare out the window
I think about where you might be
I've written you letters that I'd like to send
If you would just send one to me

'Cause I need you more
Than I needed before
And now where I'll find comfort, God knows
'Cause you left me
Just when I needed you most
Yes, you left me
Just when I needed you most

You packed in the morning
I stared out the window
And I struggled for something to say
You left in the rain without closing the door
I didn't stand in your way

Now I love you more
Than I loved you before
And now where I'll find comfort, God knows
'Cause you left me
Just when I needed you most
You left me
Just when I needed you most
Oh, you left me
Just when I needed you most
 
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Chelsea Grin-Origin Of Sin :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









Fury, Hell hath no fury
Mercy, I need your mercy

Shadow work incomplete, abundant worry cease to bleed
You are mine in your mind so constantly, inescapably
Sweetest child, don't you see? The veil is so thin
Soon all will see, life will see, we have been deceived

But as we're born anew
The water birth, we tried and true
Blackness spawned, now ends consumed
Man's wisdom will surpass doom
I know we struggle here
The ways of old will die again
Some of us will lie with them
To end the cycle of endless fear

You'll soon remember why you're here

And so it was written and spoken to few
Empty brotherhoods from tainted truth
From Egyptian times to modern rule
We asked for truth, but were only fooled
Don't cast your stones at me
Because you simply cannot perceive
What you've been subjected to
We must question all, or we are doomed

But as we're born anew
The water birth, we tried and true
Blackness spawned, now ends consumed
Man's wisdom will surpass doom
I know we struggle here
The ways of old will die again
Some of us will lie with them
To end the cycle of endless fear

Your spirit is attainable, but locked within you
Between the bone, blood, and sinew
This forever journey only continues
Reaching deep within, remember what you once knew

And so it was written, and spoken to few
Empty brotherhoods from tainted truth
From Egyptian times to modern rule
We asked for truth, but were only fooled
Don't cast your stones at me
Because you simply cannot perceive
What you've been subjected to
We must question all, or we are doomed

And so it was written and spoken to few
Empty brotherhoods from tainted truth
From Egyptian times to modern rule
We asked for truth but were only fooled

Think or die
Die
Die
Think or die
Think or die
 
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Cerulea

Student
Sep 19, 2022
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The Mars Volta put out a new album last week that I have not stopped listening to. It is their most intimate work and some of those songs are absolutely beautiful. Highlights include Shore Song, Vigil, Cerulea, Palm Full of Crux, and Collapsible Shoulders. I highly recommend it to anyone who considers themselves a fan of their other work.
 
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Mestre del Temps
May 6, 2022
1,342
GIRLI - I Really F**ked It Up
 
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Behind the guilt was compassion
Jan 26, 2021
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Real autists don't listen to entire songs:

 
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Mestre del Temps
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The Big Moon - Trouble
 
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Recently discovered this... Not new, but new to me.

Celine Dion-Sorry For Love :heart:









Forgive me for the things
That I never said to you
Forgive me for not knowing
The right words to say, to prove

That I will always be
Devoted to you and me
And if you can't feel that in my love
Then I'm sorry for not giving you enough

But I'm not sorry for my love
I'm not sorry for my touch
The way it made your hands
Tremble and my heart rush

I would do it all again
Wouldn't take back a thing, no
'Cause with you I've lived
A thousand lives in one

And I could never be
I could never be
Sorry for love

Well, maybe there've been times
That I let you down
Lookin' back on all those moments
I know that I should have found

The best of me for you
And now I will promise to
And if you don't see that in my eyes
Then I'll be
Sorry for the rest of my life

But I'm not sorry for my love
I'm not sorry for my touch
The way it made your hands
Tremble and my heart rush

I would do it all again
Wouldn't take back a thing, no
'Cause with you I've lived
A thousand lives in one

But I could never be
I could never be
Sorry for love

And we all make mistakes
No matter how hard we try
But hearts can't only break
When sorry comes all around

Ooh, when sorry comes around

I'm not sorry...

I'm not sorry for my love
For my love
For my touch
I would do it all again
Wouldn't take back a thing
'Cause with you I've lived
A thousand lives into one
And I could never be
I could never be
I could never be
I could never be
Sorry for love
 
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Hoobastank-The Reason 💔














I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so, I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new

And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
 
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Night of the final day
Sep 11, 2022
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It's one of those nights it seems.
 
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The Birthday Massacre - Precious Hearts
 
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Tanya Tucker-It's Only Over For You 💔








As I watch you falling in love
You can't see me falling apart
And even though you hurt me I know
I still love you with all of my heart

But I won't hide my face in a stranger's embrace
When we dance into each other's view
No, don't be surprised at these tears in my eyes
'Cause it's only over for you

It's only over for you
No, I'm not the one you found somebody new
You can go on believing we're through
Ooh, but it's only over, it's only over for you
Oh, it's only over, it's only over for you
 
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Sep 24, 2022
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Fade to black - Metallica
 
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Rip in piss
Jan 10, 2022
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Visit0r - Disseminate



SALEM - Better Off Alone



NFRUX - Hate Myself



Andreas Rönnberg - Kill Yourself
 
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Night of the final day
Sep 11, 2022
182
Strongly recommend this whole album, and HEALTH in general.

 
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"Weary Blues" by Duke Ellington and Johnny Hodges, 1959
 

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