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PepperJam

PepperJam

F real life, I'd rather be dead.
Jul 27, 2025
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Hopelessness by Sewerslvt. Such a beautiful song that I've listened to during my darkest times.

 
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Dark Divine-Cold :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:





 
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Donna Summer-MacArthur Park :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:

Olympic and Original Mix






 
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LilGhost

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Apr 8, 2026
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Do I Creep You Out? / do i creep u out? / DO I CREEP U OUT??? / ...Do I creep you out? | Line Rider

 
witchcraft

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it's too painful to live but I'm too afraid to die
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Five Finger Death Punch-The End with and without Babymetal :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:

Outside looking in, when do the nightmares end ????😭😭😭😭




 
buriedinmyhead

buriedinmyhead

If pain can purify the heart, mine will be pure
Mar 24, 2026
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Porno Witch by Devil's Witches
 
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I have been listening to a lot of sad music lately. Billie Eilish, Tomorrow Oddell,
probably any sad playlist on Spotify too, I feel like it helps me feel my sadness but im not sure if that is always productive for me
 
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Flymiamibro22

Flymiamibro22

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Apr 28, 2026
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i've been listening to a lot of jane remover and lucy bedroque :)
 
violetforever

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Dec 24, 2025
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you knew it still hurts underneath my scars from when they pulled me apart but what you did was just as dark
 
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Apr 21, 2026
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Hopelessness by Sewerslvt. Such a beautiful song that I've listened to during my darkest times.


SEWERSLVTTTT YOU KNOW PEAK!!!
 
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wreckedbeyondrepair

why be safe when you can die instead?
Mar 25, 2026
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Think of me once in a while, take care By Take Care (Liam McCay)
 
HandsInMyHead

HandsInMyHead

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Apr 28, 2026
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I've been obsessing over Porter Robinson again recently, specifically his "SMILE! :D" album.
It's a bit more uplifting than the usual music I listen to, a nice change.

(i know i'm completely ignoring the meaning of this song, but omg I love him so much)
 
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“I’ve been digging my own grave for years”
May 21, 2025
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druidess
Nov 18, 2025
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A Perfect Circle has been one of my go-to's lately.


The Outsider feels like not being "sick enough" to be taken seriously.

 
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I've been obsessing over Porter Robinson again recently, specifically his "SMILE! :D" album.
It's a bit more uplifting than the usual music I listen to, a nice change.

(i know i'm completely ignoring the meaning of this song, but omg I love him so much)

so peak, did you see his smile tour? it was so awesome

 
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Apr 28, 2026
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so peak, did you see his smile tour? it was so awesome
I wanted to go so badly, but schedules got fucked up and he didn't actually do a proper show in my country :c. I was so fucking sad, I hope he tours again.
 
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nitrogenous

nitrogenous

Just wanna break free of all suffering
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I'm currently obsessed with this song :)
 
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