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_AllCatsAreGrey_

_AllCatsAreGrey_

An existence transfigured by failure.
Mar 4, 2024
734
The Cure - Fear of Ghosts (1990)



Like a feeling that I'm down
Deep inside my heart
Like I'm looking out through splitting blood red
Windows in my heart

From a higher up than heaven
And a harder down than stone
Shake the fear that always clawing
Pulls me clawing down alone

As I spitting, splitting, blood red
Breaking windows in my heart
And the past is taunting fear of ghosts
Is forcing me apart

And the further I get
From the things that I care about
The less I care about
How much further away I get

And the further I get
From the things that I care about
The less I care about
How much further away I get

I am lost again
With everything gone
And more alone
Than I have ever been

I expect you to understand, to feel it too
But I know that even if you will
You cannot ever help me
Nor can I ever help you

Nor can I ever help you
Never ever help you
 
_AllCatsAreGrey_

_AllCatsAreGrey_

An existence transfigured by failure.
Mar 4, 2024
734


I'm out of control
I'm out of control
I'm out of control
I'm out of control

Some day I'm gonna find it
this feeling that I need
Instead of feeling hopeless
I'll Finally feel complete

I'm out of control
I'm out of control

If I stay
They won't mind it
If I die
I'll never find it

I'm out of control
I'm out of control

If I stay
They won't mind it
If I die
I'll never find it

Some day I'm gonna find it
this feeling that I need
Instead of feeling hopeless
I'll Finally feel complete

I'm out of control
I'm out of control

If I stay
They won't mind it
If I die
I'll never find it

I'm out of control
I'm out of control

If I stay
They won't mind it
If I die
I'll never find it
 
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