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dogemn

dogemn

All the nights I don't die
May 30, 2023
70
It's well known that most people who die by suicide suffer from mental health problems. Which ones do you have? Personally I suffer from clinical depression, social anxiety disorder and substance addiction (alcohol, benzos and opioids/heroin).
 
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geogaddi_676

geogaddi_676

Member
Jul 12, 2023
36
Chronic insomnia, depression, social anxiety, addiction issues.
 
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Trav1989

Experienced
Jun 2, 2024
250
Honestly my only mental health "problem" is depression which stems from being subjected to this fabricated reality we humans have created for ourselves. Sure, the overlords get to sit in their ivory towers enjoying themselves while the drones attempt to find some semblance of meaning and worth from toiling for them but for some of us who want nothing to do with any of such it's one hell of an existence to say the least. Being able to see everything for what it is and having the willpower to avoid getting involved or believing propagandized blanket statements from others truly requires a considerable amount of personal agency.

Yeah, I could go out and work some shitty job, meet some random woman who is at least somewhat supportive, and have kids, then buy some house at triple market value and be in debt for 15-20 years, have a decade or two of relative enjoyment, then die but I have no real interest in playing the game of life.

I have SN now and I am so very tempted to just use it right now and say sayonara to this world and everything it entails but here I am, still waiting for something to finally push me off the edge.
 
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WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

Hold your head high, and your middle finger higher
Dec 25, 2020
1,152
Childhood trauma due to a toxic upbringing and maladaptive coping behaviours that developed as a result of it, such as people-pleasing and being terrified of people getting angry with me.
 
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J&L383

Paragon
Jul 18, 2023
985
Major Depressive Disorder, Autism (Diagnosed but I don't think I actually have it), Generalized Anxiety Disorder (Idk if I still meet criteria though), Body Dysmorphia (Not formally diagnosed but my therapist and I agree), Unspecified Feeding and Eating Disorder (UFED).
I think I have all those, too, and that's just to start. 🤷‍♂️☹️
 
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Done_with_the_world

I don’t know if I want to die or run away.
Oct 16, 2024
21
I have c-ptsd, depression, and borderline personality disorder with psychotic features. My doctor thinks I may have bipolar too. I also have misophobia, but that is a separate thing entirely.
 
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sitring_lonely

sitring_lonely

Abstract idea
Mar 7, 2023
11
Borderline, biid and something else maybe, all psychs have given me a different diagnosis not surprising since they're all a ridiculously expensive useless talkmeat in the end
 
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a_tired_autist

Member
Oct 5, 2024
23
Well my name is self explicit. But more than that I've got depression.
 
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ItsyBitsyWeetard

ItsyBitsyWeetard

Student
Jun 1, 2024
120
It's well known that most people who die by suicide suffer from mental health problems. Which ones do you have? Personally I suffer from clinical depression, social anxiety disorder and substance addiction (alcohol, benzos and opioids/heroin).
Clinical depression anxiety disorder social anxiety and I have other symptoms like brainfog chronic headaches visual snow tinnitus body pains tremors muscle twitches chronic fatigue high body temperature floaters bfep all these symptoms and mental illnesses completely ruin my life im lonely my brain doesn't function and I have to watch everyone around me live their lives and I had a good life and it was completely fucking robbed by my condition everything went to shit my life used to be amazing now its unbearable and there's no hope I've been to 7 therapists tried meds tried ketamine infusion therapy im just ready to go man people like me with chronic illnesses should be allowed to make these choices and not to mention all these symptoms developed out of absolutely fucking nowhere first it was intrusive thoughts then brainfog then the other symptoms then I got mentally ill and I was treated like shit in school and up until that point I never touched any alcohol or any substance and these symptoms came out of nowhere. My life ended the day my brain stopped functioning properly I cant pursue my dreams and I can barely function
 
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Tig

Tig

Student
Oct 17, 2024
171
Bi polar, CPTSD, severe depression, severe anxiety, traumatic loneliness.
Didn't even know traumatic loneliness was a thing, till a few weeks ago.
Trying to get help for wanting to commit suicide, I gained another label, for the bargain price of $250, just made me even more determined to CTB.
Psychiatrists, Therapists and Counselors,
are all just hustlers, living high on the hog off other people's pain, misery and suffering.........
Fux them all
 
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Major Tom

Major Tom

I'm Darkbloom
Feb 24, 2024
60
I had TBI as an infant, severe ADHD, OCD, emotional stunting and anxiety trough adderral since 6 , which changed me from extrovert to introvert with bad social skills, and now smiling depression with exited masochistic suicidal ideation. 😄
 
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PixelPlant

PixelPlant

smile, you’ve lived :)
Aug 15, 2023
128
Depression and ASPD. I could also have PTSD but i've lied a lot.
 
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onlyforever1

Member
Oct 27, 2024
22
moderate depressive disorder (lol this is just because my therapist is nice and doesn't want to have me committed so she hasn't changed it to severe) anxiety, OCD, gender identity disorder, probably in the beginnings of giving myself an eating disorder after 30 years of trying
 
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L'absent

L'absent

Banned
Aug 18, 2024
1,391
I don't have any mental pathology or even particular disorders. Mine will be a rational suicide. Living sucks.
 
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ConstantPain

Sorry but cats are so much better than people
Jun 9, 2022
283
Depression, anxiety, PTSD, rheumatoid arthritis, fibromyalgia, TMJ, migraines, and I'm a useless piece of s#it as I am told everyday.

Was diagnosed schizoaffective years ago too but don't agree with that one.
 
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Whydid

Whydid

You can ask what you want to the satellite
May 6, 2024
69
Complex Ptsd.
Life long BDD., formerly an ED. (Anorexia but I've had both that and bulimia at one point during my worst stint in a hospital)
BPD (?), although I don't trust the doctor who diagnosed me with it but it's undeniable I meet certain criteria
Bipolar, manic episodes replete with medication induced manic depression.

Probably also autism, although never formally diagnosed as a female. Definitely neuro divergence
 
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pandorasactor

pandorasactor

dead inside
Sep 23, 2024
128
Well that's tonight cause I'm in an asian household that doesn't believe in mental health so I never really got diagnosed. The only thing I actually got diagnosed was auditory processing disorder, my parent wanted a diagnosis but didn't do any treatment.

I suspect I have ADHD, CPTSD, and general depression. I wish I can get diagnosed, but that would lead to me to get yelled at. Plus I don't think my parents would believe me. I don't want to self diagnose cause thay bad and not helpful but idk what to do.

My suspicion of CPTSD is strong. Like I remember a traumatic event, get snapshots in my mind, can tell you details of that event but don't remebr anything else. I remebr a time were my dad hit me so hard repeatedly that I need myself because I didn't want to go to karate training with him while I was a little kid, I had to do training with soiled underwear. This memory I can explain in great detail, but cannot tell you anything else about the day.
 
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CogitoMori

I won't be on as much as usual. Less alone time
Oct 21, 2024
407
I'm undiagnosed, but I'm definitely autistic and show a lot of symptoms of borderline.
 
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bathinginmymisery

bathinginmymisery

nothing satisfies me but your soul.
Nov 9, 2024
3
professionally diagnosed with major depression and severe anxiety, as well as pocd.
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Eating Disordered Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
1,908
CPTSD, OCD, Panic Disorder, night terrors etc
eating disordered for 20+ years.
 
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