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evannave

evannave

love you guys <3
Feb 27, 2024
163
In this world of despair and darkness, what is one thing that makes you feel "happy"? Whatever your definition of happy is.
Me personally, it would have to music/instruments. It gives me a place to pour my emotions into.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,891
Nothing as I don't wish to exist, simply being conscious and aware is a curse to me. Only death can bring me peace from this undesirable existence, all that I see as desirable is permanently ceasing to exist.
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,919
Sleep, food, and dogs
 
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Namarupa

Namarupa

Student
Jan 24, 2024
112
Music, cinema, videogames, books, football, and pleasant conversations.
 
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marchshift

marchshift

Member
Mar 15, 2024
89
Music, dance, poetry, laughter.
 
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Boudika

Boudika

Trauma? Oh you mean reason why I'm hilarious
Aug 22, 2023
169
Food - i love cooking, buying things, sometimes my friends
 
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Final_Choice

Final_Choice

Mage
Aug 3, 2023
542
Sleeping is pretty nice
 
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darkenmydoorstep

darkenmydoorstep

Not Waving But Browned Off….
Sep 27, 2023
620
Sleep
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
There isn't really anything that makes me happy
 
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4am

4am

there’s nothing for you (it/its)
Dec 14, 2023
3,329
the thought that one day i'll be gone
 
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ctbcat

ctbcat

Tomorrow Is Nearly Yesterday & Everyday Is Stupid
Jul 14, 2023
240
my special interests. i wontttt say more than that because my main one at the moment is smth i'd be rightfully judged for LOL. also love my cats even if they can be little bitches sometimes :-]
 
EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
5,158
Sleep, music (I really love listening to music), my dad and little brother, nature, and that's all I can think of. Oh, and that old guy makes me extremely happy! :)
 
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Lilla

New Member
Mar 21, 2024
3
Mostly only my cat can make me happy and sometimes food
 
doomer843

doomer843

Going down the happiness spiral 🥰
Mar 25, 2024
37
Pretty much just food... sleeping would be nice if i didn't have to worry about nightmares from trauma
 
Ww42

Ww42

Experienced
Feb 24, 2024
292
Listening to music and playing videogames when I have the energy to do so
 
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mtoro998

Experienced
Feb 29, 2024
268
Sex gives me temporary happiness. Nothing else makes me happy anymore.
 
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F@#$

Freedom seeker
Nov 8, 2023
1,072
Not a fuckin thing.I am the most miserable fuck on the planet.
 
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Malaria

Malaria

If I can't be my own, I'd feel better dead
Feb 24, 2024
1,084
My hobbies, my pets, and my boyfriend.
 
sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
Nothing lol
 
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natthebrat

natthebrat

only help i want is with ctb
Jul 9, 2023
189
Cuddling with my girlfriend
 
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ultrasharpy123456

Wizard
Aug 18, 2022
636
Thinking about drinking my SN on the field of grass
 
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LetMeBeSad

LetMeBeSad

Student
Sep 21, 2023
162
My family used to make me happy but, ever since the last attempt they are closed off to me. They don't want to share their lives with me because they think it will make me even more depressed. I have one friend that I see eye to eye with. She is passively suicidal and has a death wish like me. We do some risky stuff together which makes me happy, but then, also sad because I know that some day soon one or both of us will be gone. It's a weird mixed feeling because I want her to be happy and wish she could be happy with me but, then I'm not happy either. With or without her.
 
druggedonsurvival

druggedonsurvival

Student
Feb 8, 2024
193
Nothing makes me truly "happy," but I guess there are a few things that are enjoyable to some extent. Of course I love music but it's more of an escape (or an outlet) than anything. There are plenty of things that give me dopamine but I wouldn't call that happiness, just more of a distraction from the emptiness.
 
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Anon1337

Mage
Oct 1, 2018
558
Being outside (hiking etc) makes me feel better. I'm rarely happy because I can't escape reality.
 

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